hello to the red eyed zombie, me.
guess my eyes have really taken a toll on a whole body's immune system.
its giving me frequent migrains, not to mention short term attention span.
and its made fatigue my bestfriend.
on the way to school today i was rather ammused to something i saw.
in the train, there was a couple in front of me.
so the girl was leaning on the guy's shoulder right, nothing out of the ordinary
only thing was that the guy had his index and middle finger placed on her wrists,
and he constantly glanced at his watch.
was he actually counting her heartbeat?
hmmm.
maybe its the new way to express one's immense love for the other,
by checking to see if the other's heart beats twice as fast whenever with that person.
(ok that sounded messy)
and the guy just had a silk smile on his face, as if he enjoyed every beat of her heart as she gracefully leans onto him.
in some sadistic way, i think its rather romantic.
for the guy to savour every beat of his lover's heart and breathe.
it was almost like he could have lived in that moment, forever.
only thing was that i wished he'd hadn't pair his faded camo green pants with yellow chuck taylors. -_-"
so the boys are having a friendly with themselves later, or so i've heard.
might wanna go back to tp just to take a look see at how some of them play, esp the newbies.
or i might hit the gym with shimo, who's kindly invited me to join her and offered to bring for me gym gear since i've already left the house when she asked me along.
oh well.
i just so wish i could gorge out my eyes and sock them in pure refreshing water.
i havnt ate since my goreng pisang (which was yuck) yesterday evening, and i'm famished!
and i'm going going gone to eat. YES AH.
laters.
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Monday, May 29, 2006
soduku
i've finally completed my soduku!
fun to say fun to do.
YESSSSS ah.
completed it during club spa resort lecture.
WEEEEEE.
i beat felix to it :)
it was the ultimate satisfaction of completing it.
though i don't think i can grab a copy of the today's newspaper tmr.
i dont know, will there still be paper at 830 at the station?
knowing people in singapore, i doubt so.
HO HUM. :(
2 projects due by the end of the week.
1 term test coming up
training's suspended.
2 weeks of holidays at my disposal.
why am i suddenly not looking forward to empty schedules.
i need something to fill my life.
fun to say fun to do.
YESSSSS ah.
completed it during club spa resort lecture.
WEEEEEE.
i beat felix to it :)
it was the ultimate satisfaction of completing it.
though i don't think i can grab a copy of the today's newspaper tmr.
i dont know, will there still be paper at 830 at the station?
knowing people in singapore, i doubt so.
HO HUM. :(
2 projects due by the end of the week.
1 term test coming up
training's suspended.
2 weeks of holidays at my disposal.
why am i suddenly not looking forward to empty schedules.
i need something to fill my life.
28th may 2006
so what did i do today?
after waking up at 1, i went scavaging for food to no avail. :(
a freddie prince jr. was airing on channel 5.
boring but its fun to watch him act.
mum made soup for me, thick as usual. but very much appreciated.
and as expected, it came with nags. :/
flipping through the sony catelog reminds me on how i planned to buy a camera with my first pay,
which was centuries ago. argh.
3rd watch has become a ritual.
russ, kai and nic came over.
spy kids is kinda cool.
i creamed their ass at scrabble like how i did to bobby. HEH :)
russ being the ultimate loser. what did u expect, honestly
nicole from the pussy cat dolls is hotness, that abs. mmmmm.
did more fine tuning with coach marli abt the upcoming camp for the team.
very very looking forward to it.
later at night, the bitchy boys timo and felix had an online discussion to go through our project, dued tmr pls.
quite productive the 3 of us. i feel. : )
timo called me a bitchy bitch when i said bye bye bitchy boys to them.
but we know who's his bitch. HUR HUR :)
test tmr! ARGH i've not studied!
stumbled upon my old blog.
its nice to see how my life's taken a turn
though i hate that my poems don't flow like water as they use to,
i'm glad, that i've chosen at that low point in my life to bravely take the turn for an uncertain, better life.
it makes me realise that i do miss some people who've made my life.
and rejoice to some feelings i wish would never come back ever.
the priceless post is still "guys are dickheads" LOL.
i remember it like it was yesterday that i wrote it.
here's my livejournal should you want to relish in my past self.
i've got a new song on repeat on my player.
after waking up at 1, i went scavaging for food to no avail. :(
a freddie prince jr. was airing on channel 5.
boring but its fun to watch him act.
mum made soup for me, thick as usual. but very much appreciated.
and as expected, it came with nags. :/
flipping through the sony catelog reminds me on how i planned to buy a camera with my first pay,
which was centuries ago. argh.
3rd watch has become a ritual.
russ, kai and nic came over.
spy kids is kinda cool.
i creamed their ass at scrabble like how i did to bobby. HEH :)
russ being the ultimate loser. what did u expect, honestly
nicole from the pussy cat dolls is hotness, that abs. mmmmm.
did more fine tuning with coach marli abt the upcoming camp for the team.
very very looking forward to it.
later at night, the bitchy boys timo and felix had an online discussion to go through our project, dued tmr pls.
quite productive the 3 of us. i feel. : )
timo called me a bitchy bitch when i said bye bye bitchy boys to them.
but we know who's his bitch. HUR HUR :)
test tmr! ARGH i've not studied!
stumbled upon my old blog.
its nice to see how my life's taken a turn
though i hate that my poems don't flow like water as they use to,
i'm glad, that i've chosen at that low point in my life to bravely take the turn for an uncertain, better life.
it makes me realise that i do miss some people who've made my life.
and rejoice to some feelings i wish would never come back ever.
the priceless post is still "guys are dickheads" LOL.
i remember it like it was yesterday that i wrote it.
here's my livejournal should you want to relish in my past self.
i've got a new song on repeat on my player.
Sunday, May 28, 2006
| Your Five Variable Love Profile |
 Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is low. This doesn't mean you're dependent in relationships.. It does mean that you don't have any problem sharing your life. In your opinion, the best part of being in love is being together. |
Saturday, May 27, 2006
wiggle
havnt updated in ages.
poot.
oh well, just breeze things through.
felix's birthday on the 15th was swell.
we skipped classes to go on the luge which was oh so fantastically fun.
that clown got flinged off his vehicle, LOL
and his balls shrank on the chairlift
on the 17th, met trevor for dinner
we went to pauliners which was a whopping $95 bucks
the sausages were yum though, so was their won-brewed beer
after that met ajay, sajay,their elder bro arjun and their cousin and headed to devils.
adi joined too.
it was barcelona vs arsenal.
GO BARCELONA! (they won BTW)
yeah, amazing how the brothers just gulped their pints with 2 gulps.
:
me and trev left early.
skipped school the next day so just headed to the gym and training straight at tp.
the next day it was the 8am to 6 pm lesson at RITS
it was quite fun, role played as the captain.
and i had a bad tummy upset!
from eating the mussells fro the nasi padang stall at the artist village.
OMG. it just felt so weird, tummy was churning.
i was forcing myself to hold back from puking.
my burps smelt weird, right tim? LOL.
the bartending part of class was great.
but of corse only mr lee did the cocktailing.
we just did the drinking.
sembuca rocks.
weirdly, the alcohol made my tummy a wee bit better, temporarily.
and so the sick girl who was afriad to have a sudden need t puke on the train went home,
alone, and i hate hate hate it.
went home, straight away slept.
all the way till 9, ate, and slept again. WEE
saturday woke up at noon.
was informed last min abt a friendly with SRC.
in the end only shimo and myself represented TP.
heh. so we just socially played .
we felt like fishes out of the water. so veird.
anyway, washed up.
she went to meet her dearest, i went to meet zam, chun and wolsey on bus 23
which i had to wait for 5 buses to pass before the bus they were on came.
took like 40 mins to get to ccab, so we arrived late for the singapore vs SCC match.
the src people were there, from tp. HEH.
it was a good game.
and great drama with friendly fires from the team i was supporting.
HEH.
i didnt know arjun was playing.
after that us (charlotte, zaki, alan, javin, zam, gale, ifa, chun, ungku) went to bugis for macs.
mudy (?) joined us. and he made a fuss with me getting more chocolate fudge then him.
funny la.
left with alan to the NEL.
i was meeting arjun to MOS.
bumped into chris on the train, he said 'i recognise that walk anytime'
and then the insulting comlpiments kept coming, sorta like how adi shoots me.
silly chris, headed to gotham *yawn*
so met arjun, we headed to zuma for a beer, chatted.
waited for his friends to come
went in, met his gay friend remy.
i like him. because he said to me
"omg you're so sexy. too bad i don't go for girls."
LOL. i like gays. they make good bestfriends.
their so open and honest and funny and bitchy.
i like.
suddenly i miss haikel.
so smoove was packed, what's new.
i can't deny that some part of me was hoping to bump into rezal.
perhaps fortunately, i didn't?
in some weird way for the short span we knew each other,
he kinda left my heart in pieces.
possible? perhaps.
especially when someone gives you soooooo much hope that maybe its worth a shot, to just try.
and then i'd kick myself for thinking of stooping to accomodate to his needs.
and i'd gloat that i didn't.
and then the what ifs come in.
i miss sincerity.
nonetheless i had a great time.
after mos, arjun and myself sat at bungy bar,
while i fed mozzies and waited for midnight charges to go.
and oh my, i didnt realise how much cash it actually shaves off the fare.
monday more skipping of lectures.
i think im a sucky student.
i miss my once upon a time studious self.
sudoku, fun to say fun to do is higly addictive.
started with it since morning and i cant seem to figure it out.
went to tampines mall to get my formal skirt.
then to school for gym and table tennis.
i'm a champion from china man, WOO. (giggles)
training after that. did circuit.
was worked out, but i think i had somemore battery to burn.
i think i'm coming too hard on some of the new girls.
and my thoughts were confirmed.
i'm trying to work on it
i guess thats what happens when you're passionately involved with something in which you use as an outlet to vent stress.
from now on, i'll just shut up.
as much as i can't, i do that better then some people.
BTW techno's waterchestnut is the BOMB!
tuesday whole body, especially ass was aching.
and 5 hr back to back class was nothing to look forward to, so i skipped.
and i heard zhang wei took over one of our classes, thank god i didnt go.
only 5 out of 23 went. LOL.
went to the lipstick bandit for azlina's 26th b'day.
my indian name is sonia. nice to meed you.
i'm from culcutta.
had lots of silly fun, but thats how it is with them .
revidi, rutra, ganga, blama, poomba, shanti and the unpronouncibles. lol.
admist the fun, it was heartwarming to know,
these were spans of friendships from 8 to 10 years,
and how aduts are still kids. LOL
pictures and maybe videos soon.
after that went to azlina aka blama's house CARPARK to chill.
detour to shell petrol station, where we got icecream!! yeah!
and we "picked up" a few muts on fancy wheels for the birthday girl.
would i be nuts to say one of them quite handsome? LOL.
ganga had a mat for us to sit under the stars with the maintenance train.
we just talked alot of nonsense as we gulped the ice cream and chuckle along to barneyama.
funny how we chill at the open air carpark, when people chill in similar setups but at the beach.
after an hour, everyone was silenced by fatigue.
so it was home sweet home.
dad drove me to school.
leture cum test at 9, i arrived at 9.30. :)
champion.
lucky ms daga still let me take, though she considered shaving marks off my test.
but after she saw me doing it, i think she got the message that i really didnt cheat.
as in speak to people who had already took the test. so yeah.
sudmitted my loa. and i was free!
played my sims in the library before headed to tp.
OMG my beautifully sculptured sims created by yours truly has GROWN OLD!
fuck fuck fuck they are fucking ugly with their whites.
and things in places that they should be in.
BRIANNA USE TO BE FUCKING HOT!! now shes just wrinkly.
i dread growing old :
their clothing options are DISASTRIOUS.
i have half the mind of just killing them.
reached school, had my kway chap with tiffy.
met nash and headed to the sports complex with nash who was going to the gym.
i played my sims, and halfway i needed to pee! but who was going to watch my stuff.
shimona my love to the rescue!
BTW she bought me a sexay lovely zebra notebook!
after she knew that i have a fetish for animal prints.
SHES THE GREATEST.
but my urge to pee went away, so play on.
alan, zam and the rest came.
more table tennis action? LOL
i booked badminton instead.
omg alan make me run like mad. shagged. reaction slow.
we played 2 hands bandminton, POWER.
went for the awards rehearsla, which was a waste of time.
so we snuck out halfway.
joined the boys for their trainings. was fun.
played a game. i scored againts chun.
perhaps it was the feeling of not scoring for so long that felt goodm but only for awhile.
the mud was awesome.
javin's fallS was priceless.
paul foster is SUCH a GOOOD player.
who's paul foster? an evolved jon johnson.
makan at techno. more water chestnuts
before i bussed (yes bussed) home.
so it was the awards ceremony.
had a dilema of what to wear.
i was only lookin forward to the food.
and i kinda "fell" even before i got on stage.
my heel on caught on the step.
nothing new, and hopefully nothing noticible.
the award was ugly, budget to the max.
but the recipient for the cca gold award is damn power.
rather well deserved. impressive.
anyway the food was alright,
the whole thing ended much earlier then some of us thought.
so no change of clothes for your training steph.
just strut around the sidelines in slippers on the muddy feild and watch.
the newbies are really getting along good.
azzah is funny.
sometimes i wished i were my shadow.
its much slimer and taller then i am.
headed to techno, yet again for you know what.
the indian gang reunites and gets innoative inventing new games.
from 20cents magic coins, to acting bitchy and teaching sya to act bitchy.
lol.
ad drove me home, or rather ju did. LOL.
suddenly ad just said i dont feel like driving and let go of the wheel.
ju took over from the passengers seat. goodness, i knew i should have gone with dia. -_-"
yes i got home in one peice.
friday was ccn day.
but first had uniform fitting.
met tim who was surprisingly early.
the uniform is alright la.
im saying that ony coz we get to keep it after the event.
i was stumped on picking which sizes i prefer.
M fitted blazer, or L lose long blazer.
it didnt help that the television in the room was the mirror.
after that makan. met nurul and felix, and we walked the ccn aisles.
nonsense stuff they selling, all bo hua.
watched mag's jamming with the ruggers zaki charlotte alan zam angie
and sup dee yam who left earlier.
the rest of us went on to catch guppies! with paper nets.
it was like half an hour according to alan before our net tore.
29 fishes including 3 goldfishes.
kinda reminded me of when i went fishing with bobbear.
hung around in school till like 6+.
mum picked me.
bobbear came over at 7+.
he walking like an ah pek.
and he brought me "meds" heh .
someone owe me 2 hagen daaz and rambutans.
he bullied my fishes! and help me seperate the glamour ones who deserve VIP treatment ;)
after that i creamed him at scrabble! LOL .
and mini golf.
OH DONT CRY.
he went home, but he left his wallet here. smart bear.
smart LIMPING bear.
then he going to say i bitchy, but its his fault for not taking care of his leg.
sports illustrated swimsuit contestants just shows how superficial people are.
and dumb.
not eating a slice of cake would make you gain 5 pounds and make you unpretty.
sheesh.
5 hr desperate housewives marathon was the bomb.
a gigantic cockroach watched with me.
i tried to smash is with heavy magazines each time it ran out of the couch but to no avail.
and now i'm tired from going to bed at 4. :(
ccab later?
so much work to do. ARGH!
poot.
oh well, just breeze things through.
felix's birthday on the 15th was swell.
we skipped classes to go on the luge which was oh so fantastically fun.
that clown got flinged off his vehicle, LOL
and his balls shrank on the chairlift
on the 17th, met trevor for dinner
we went to pauliners which was a whopping $95 bucks
the sausages were yum though, so was their won-brewed beer
after that met ajay, sajay,their elder bro arjun and their cousin and headed to devils.
adi joined too.
it was barcelona vs arsenal.
GO BARCELONA! (they won BTW)
yeah, amazing how the brothers just gulped their pints with 2 gulps.
:
me and trev left early.
skipped school the next day so just headed to the gym and training straight at tp.
the next day it was the 8am to 6 pm lesson at RITS
it was quite fun, role played as the captain.
and i had a bad tummy upset!
from eating the mussells fro the nasi padang stall at the artist village.
OMG. it just felt so weird, tummy was churning.
i was forcing myself to hold back from puking.
my burps smelt weird, right tim? LOL.
the bartending part of class was great.
but of corse only mr lee did the cocktailing.
we just did the drinking.
sembuca rocks.
weirdly, the alcohol made my tummy a wee bit better, temporarily.
and so the sick girl who was afriad to have a sudden need t puke on the train went home,
alone, and i hate hate hate it.
went home, straight away slept.
all the way till 9, ate, and slept again. WEE
saturday woke up at noon.
was informed last min abt a friendly with SRC.
in the end only shimo and myself represented TP.
heh. so we just socially played .
we felt like fishes out of the water. so veird.
anyway, washed up.
she went to meet her dearest, i went to meet zam, chun and wolsey on bus 23
which i had to wait for 5 buses to pass before the bus they were on came.
took like 40 mins to get to ccab, so we arrived late for the singapore vs SCC match.
the src people were there, from tp. HEH.
it was a good game.
and great drama with friendly fires from the team i was supporting.
HEH.
i didnt know arjun was playing.
after that us (charlotte, zaki, alan, javin, zam, gale, ifa, chun, ungku) went to bugis for macs.
mudy (?) joined us. and he made a fuss with me getting more chocolate fudge then him.
funny la.
left with alan to the NEL.
i was meeting arjun to MOS.
bumped into chris on the train, he said 'i recognise that walk anytime'
and then the insulting comlpiments kept coming, sorta like how adi shoots me.
silly chris, headed to gotham *yawn*
so met arjun, we headed to zuma for a beer, chatted.
waited for his friends to come
went in, met his gay friend remy.
i like him. because he said to me
"omg you're so sexy. too bad i don't go for girls."
LOL. i like gays. they make good bestfriends.
their so open and honest and funny and bitchy.
i like.
suddenly i miss haikel.
so smoove was packed, what's new.
i can't deny that some part of me was hoping to bump into rezal.
perhaps fortunately, i didn't?
in some weird way for the short span we knew each other,
he kinda left my heart in pieces.
possible? perhaps.
especially when someone gives you soooooo much hope that maybe its worth a shot, to just try.
and then i'd kick myself for thinking of stooping to accomodate to his needs.
and i'd gloat that i didn't.
and then the what ifs come in.
i miss sincerity.
nonetheless i had a great time.
after mos, arjun and myself sat at bungy bar,
while i fed mozzies and waited for midnight charges to go.
and oh my, i didnt realise how much cash it actually shaves off the fare.
monday more skipping of lectures.
i think im a sucky student.
i miss my once upon a time studious self.
sudoku, fun to say fun to do is higly addictive.
started with it since morning and i cant seem to figure it out.
went to tampines mall to get my formal skirt.
then to school for gym and table tennis.
i'm a champion from china man, WOO. (giggles)
training after that. did circuit.
was worked out, but i think i had somemore battery to burn.
i think i'm coming too hard on some of the new girls.
and my thoughts were confirmed.
i'm trying to work on it
i guess thats what happens when you're passionately involved with something in which you use as an outlet to vent stress.
from now on, i'll just shut up.
as much as i can't, i do that better then some people.
BTW techno's waterchestnut is the BOMB!
tuesday whole body, especially ass was aching.
and 5 hr back to back class was nothing to look forward to, so i skipped.
and i heard zhang wei took over one of our classes, thank god i didnt go.
only 5 out of 23 went. LOL.
went to the lipstick bandit for azlina's 26th b'day.
my indian name is sonia. nice to meed you.
i'm from culcutta.
had lots of silly fun, but thats how it is with them .
revidi, rutra, ganga, blama, poomba, shanti and the unpronouncibles. lol.
admist the fun, it was heartwarming to know,
these were spans of friendships from 8 to 10 years,
and how aduts are still kids. LOL
pictures and maybe videos soon.
after that went to azlina aka blama's house CARPARK to chill.
detour to shell petrol station, where we got icecream!! yeah!
and we "picked up" a few muts on fancy wheels for the birthday girl.
would i be nuts to say one of them quite handsome? LOL.
ganga had a mat for us to sit under the stars with the maintenance train.
we just talked alot of nonsense as we gulped the ice cream and chuckle along to barneyama.
funny how we chill at the open air carpark, when people chill in similar setups but at the beach.
after an hour, everyone was silenced by fatigue.
so it was home sweet home.
dad drove me to school.
leture cum test at 9, i arrived at 9.30. :)
champion.
lucky ms daga still let me take, though she considered shaving marks off my test.
but after she saw me doing it, i think she got the message that i really didnt cheat.
as in speak to people who had already took the test. so yeah.
sudmitted my loa. and i was free!
played my sims in the library before headed to tp.
OMG my beautifully sculptured sims created by yours truly has GROWN OLD!
fuck fuck fuck they are fucking ugly with their whites.
and things in places that they should be in.
BRIANNA USE TO BE FUCKING HOT!! now shes just wrinkly.
i dread growing old :
their clothing options are DISASTRIOUS.
i have half the mind of just killing them.
reached school, had my kway chap with tiffy.
met nash and headed to the sports complex with nash who was going to the gym.
i played my sims, and halfway i needed to pee! but who was going to watch my stuff.
shimona my love to the rescue!
BTW she bought me a sexay lovely zebra notebook!
after she knew that i have a fetish for animal prints.
SHES THE GREATEST.
but my urge to pee went away, so play on.
alan, zam and the rest came.
more table tennis action? LOL
i booked badminton instead.
omg alan make me run like mad. shagged. reaction slow.
we played 2 hands bandminton, POWER.
went for the awards rehearsla, which was a waste of time.
so we snuck out halfway.
joined the boys for their trainings. was fun.
played a game. i scored againts chun.
perhaps it was the feeling of not scoring for so long that felt goodm but only for awhile.
the mud was awesome.
javin's fallS was priceless.
paul foster is SUCH a GOOOD player.
who's paul foster? an evolved jon johnson.
makan at techno. more water chestnuts
before i bussed (yes bussed) home.
so it was the awards ceremony.
had a dilema of what to wear.
i was only lookin forward to the food.
and i kinda "fell" even before i got on stage.
my heel on caught on the step.
nothing new, and hopefully nothing noticible.
the award was ugly, budget to the max.
but the recipient for the cca gold award is damn power.
rather well deserved. impressive.
anyway the food was alright,
the whole thing ended much earlier then some of us thought.
so no change of clothes for your training steph.
just strut around the sidelines in slippers on the muddy feild and watch.
the newbies are really getting along good.
azzah is funny.
sometimes i wished i were my shadow.
its much slimer and taller then i am.
headed to techno, yet again for you know what.
the indian gang reunites and gets innoative inventing new games.
from 20cents magic coins, to acting bitchy and teaching sya to act bitchy.
lol.
ad drove me home, or rather ju did. LOL.
suddenly ad just said i dont feel like driving and let go of the wheel.
ju took over from the passengers seat. goodness, i knew i should have gone with dia. -_-"
yes i got home in one peice.
friday was ccn day.
but first had uniform fitting.
met tim who was surprisingly early.
the uniform is alright la.
im saying that ony coz we get to keep it after the event.
i was stumped on picking which sizes i prefer.
M fitted blazer, or L lose long blazer.
it didnt help that the television in the room was the mirror.
after that makan. met nurul and felix, and we walked the ccn aisles.
nonsense stuff they selling, all bo hua.
watched mag's jamming with the ruggers zaki charlotte alan zam angie
and sup dee yam who left earlier.
the rest of us went on to catch guppies! with paper nets.
it was like half an hour according to alan before our net tore.
29 fishes including 3 goldfishes.
kinda reminded me of when i went fishing with bobbear.
hung around in school till like 6+.
mum picked me.
bobbear came over at 7+.
he walking like an ah pek.
and he brought me "meds" heh .
someone owe me 2 hagen daaz and rambutans.
he bullied my fishes! and help me seperate the glamour ones who deserve VIP treatment ;)
after that i creamed him at scrabble! LOL .
and mini golf.
OH DONT CRY.
he went home, but he left his wallet here. smart bear.
smart LIMPING bear.
then he going to say i bitchy, but its his fault for not taking care of his leg.
sports illustrated swimsuit contestants just shows how superficial people are.
and dumb.
not eating a slice of cake would make you gain 5 pounds and make you unpretty.
sheesh.
5 hr desperate housewives marathon was the bomb.
a gigantic cockroach watched with me.
i tried to smash is with heavy magazines each time it ran out of the couch but to no avail.
and now i'm tired from going to bed at 4. :(
ccab later?
so much work to do. ARGH!
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
blog
so i came to school and logged on to msn,
and i saw someone's nick.
i despise bloggers... /spit*
so i decided to probe.
(* confidentially identfied as HE)
Steph says: why say until like that.
HE says: hahai, don knw leh
Steph says: surely u got reason one la, what is it?
HE says: hahai u really wan to knw meh?
Steph says: ya, why not. though i think i know what ur going to say
HE says: oki, den tell me wat i am goint to say?
Steph says: bloggers are attention seeking
HE says: hmmm, now u said that maybe it is, haha. actually is not lah. juz that i realise bloggers gd story teller leh. so much fake, all not untrue lah. not all bloggers though
Steph says: good story teller meh? how would u know. maybe their lifestory is true? u know i realise that people would think of bloggers as being attention seeking, and showing off their life and how colourful is it or isnt. but they fail to realise that everyone is different, and so are their ways of expressing themselves.
HE says: nvr tot until there. but all i see in bloggers ah, they write n write but not all true leh
Steph says: coz i know someone who thinks of me being like that
HE says: -_- hu?
Steph -- says: i dont wanna say. its not as if the person/people knows my emotions and knows that im refering or talking abt/to certain people and my state of mind when i'm blogging
HE says: anyway is not easy to understand u. lol.
Steph -- says: i also know. i dont want people to understand thats why as much as i open up my life in my blog, i keep it closed with me writing general statements but only i know who and wht im refering to
HE says: ur blog all only happy one hehe. i read ur blog also happy
Steph -- says: no what. got some part i angry or emo mah
HE says: most of the time is happy moments which is gd
Steph -- says: ya la but i ususally only blog stupid or funny entries. more fun. u read my blog often ah?
HE spit says: yeah, everydya :0
Steph -- says: wah. see thats another thing, i dont know who reads my blog though i know thers quite a few avid readers.
so there it is.
i know ive been blogging different.
perhaps with a more concious mind that i don't know who's reading.
but what the hell.
i've laid out all the cards.
if you don't like it, don't come back.
nothing's going to change on my side.
i've lived quite enough on the silent side.
nonethess less i'm flattered that my friends or people would want to follow my life.
especially since i'd admit that i dont have the time nor take the effort to religiously update each one of them, as well as my blog can do.
and i don't need anyone to understand.
no one but myself.
take it or leave it. :)
and i saw someone's nick.
i despise bloggers... /spit*
so i decided to probe.
(* confidentially identfied as HE)
Steph says: why say until like that.
HE says: hahai, don knw leh
Steph says: surely u got reason one la, what is it?
HE says: hahai u really wan to knw meh?
Steph says: ya, why not. though i think i know what ur going to say
HE says: oki, den tell me wat i am goint to say?
Steph says: bloggers are attention seeking
HE says: hmmm, now u said that maybe it is, haha. actually is not lah. juz that i realise bloggers gd story teller leh. so much fake, all not untrue lah. not all bloggers though
Steph says: good story teller meh? how would u know. maybe their lifestory is true? u know i realise that people would think of bloggers as being attention seeking, and showing off their life and how colourful is it or isnt. but they fail to realise that everyone is different, and so are their ways of expressing themselves.
HE says: nvr tot until there. but all i see in bloggers ah, they write n write but not all true leh
Steph says: coz i know someone who thinks of me being like that
HE says: -_- hu?
Steph -- says: i dont wanna say. its not as if the person/people knows my emotions and knows that im refering or talking abt/to certain people and my state of mind when i'm blogging
HE says: anyway is not easy to understand u. lol.
Steph -- says: i also know. i dont want people to understand thats why as much as i open up my life in my blog, i keep it closed with me writing general statements but only i know who and wht im refering to
HE says: ur blog all only happy one hehe. i read ur blog also happy
Steph -- says: no what. got some part i angry or emo mah
HE says: most of the time is happy moments which is gd
Steph -- says: ya la but i ususally only blog stupid or funny entries. more fun. u read my blog often ah?
HE spit says: yeah, everydya :0
Steph -- says: wah. see thats another thing, i dont know who reads my blog though i know thers quite a few avid readers.
so there it is.
i know ive been blogging different.
perhaps with a more concious mind that i don't know who's reading.
but what the hell.
i've laid out all the cards.
if you don't like it, don't come back.
nothing's going to change on my side.
i've lived quite enough on the silent side.
nonethess less i'm flattered that my friends or people would want to follow my life.
especially since i'd admit that i dont have the time nor take the effort to religiously update each one of them, as well as my blog can do.
and i don't need anyone to understand.
no one but myself.
take it or leave it. :)
Sunday, May 14, 2006
vin diesel is hot.
and so another week has gone.
school's been alright.
birthdays have been packin in.
i think my feet are small.
my feet in felix's slipper.
his in mine.
and compare.
anyway, tuesday i bought my sims2!! at loooooong last.
met sham and pat,
they are mad can, kept playing with that century square 'happy lifter' thing.
tsk tsk.
after that nurul came, pat left.
3 of us headed to genki for my longly awaited SUSHI!!!!
or rather sashimi!! :)
nurul dieing after her 7th plate!
steph still going stong! though the sashimi was a dissapointment
me and shamsie.
after that nurul left, and i went to buy my sims!! :)
then it was to home.
i was sooooo excited to open iti just ripped it open in the bus.
sham was soooooo embarassed due to the loudness of the scotchtape sound thing.
heh heh heh.
actually i also quite shy, but then i was excited.
he came over, borrowed some dvds.
stoned there while i installed my sims2.
and watched how it initially operated slowly and laughed at the audio.
pooot.
he left and i played a lil. creating my characters.
from a lil, it became 4am! LOL
i tried to construct my own house, that took alot. and i was going nowhere.
the furniture also not that nice.
i ended up buying a prebuild lot.
but at least my sims are gorgeous.
the guy is hot, the girl is hotter! hooo.
on wed, we alllll skipped the 1st few lectures. LOL.
so we only needed to be in school by 3.
was our wear formal day, and i was deck out in specs!
heh heh
met felix (who wore similarly coloured top and bottoms, which was funny)
felix and myself on the train.
the mafia in my specs.
we headed to harbour front for lunch with the late timo.
we had subway!
my first time. and oh my god i'm doofus at ordering.
but it was YUMMY! :)
after school went back to tp for rugby.
self train, and it was mad fun. lol.
haha falling twice in a row was the bomb.
and my oh so magnificent try.
here's how it went LOL.
it was already near the try line.
and shimo was coming for me, so i did a macdonald's pass to azlina
macdonald meaning overhead float.
and while throwing the ball i fell over the line, so i just sat there as i turned to see where my ball went to.
and shimo thought the ball was going to hit her head, so her kinda protected her head,
so she intercepted the ball with her hand,
resulting in the ball going into the air, and coming back down...
into steph's hands, after which she firmly planted in onto the ground for the try. LOL.
it was just freaking hilarious and dee had the front row ticket to the whole show. heh heh.
thursday woke up early for the make up service lecture.
it was a demo by some frech liqour company.
and i was just waiting the end where we could sample the liqour!
yeah yeah yeah.
the french man made for us some lychee concoction,
quite strong because there was no juices for him to mix.
the second mix of drinks was nasty, like chinese medicinal tasting thing.
few of us stayed behind to try sips of the liqour by its own.
it was all mainly fruit liqour.
not bad not bad.
and how often are you actually allowed to drink during school hours? wheeee.
zang wei's lecture is BOOOOORING.
happy birthday to chek wei lun!
to seah imm for lunch it was. great food at cheap prices.
nic, aimee and myself headed out as timo, felix and haha headed in.
they joined us there, and we talked about alot of stupidly funny stuff.
like how felix's mee sua is made of ice, and haha's gigantic mouth.
and how she can fit her fist in them :S
haha hahaing.
and her signature smile when she was younger.
back to school for marketting tutorial.
shawn tripp seems, unfun, but at the same time, unstrict.
so i'm unaffected. though i'd rather mr pras.
he's just cool like a cucumber.
to training it was, and i didnt bring my contact lenses, GREAT
so i trained in specs. which SUCKED.
after training headed home, bcoz i thought i was going ahead with clubbing as planned.
but it was cancelled due to rain.
ie got no complains, i had a long day.
and besides, i love the touch of rain.
friday was a long day of waiting for the confirmation of plans.
which resulted in last minute cancellation yet again.
quite upset.
bcoz the next day the girls had a game.
and i could have played.
well, i was slow in replying to be in the team of 10,
but when there was an opening for me to play,
i forfeited thinking that i already had plans,
and in the end when they had a replacement
the plan was also replaces,
thus steph was not able to play.
boo.
serves me right for not replying fast, and being unconfident in me playing.
i would have love to played so much.
going down to suporrt the girls was great too.
allowed me to see how acutually we played.
we've got sooo much we can learn.
but playing in mud, though difficult and dangerous,
is something i like. LOL.
it's just fun to slide in. heh heh.
none the less, i thought the girls did well, and clinched theri 3rd,
even though the pool was small, they were up against good competitions.
it was good seeing adi again, adam as well.
and i loooove watching the src people play.
one of their team's name cute la, it sounds like "my nuts pain" only spelt different.
jokers.
the rp girls couldnt stop staring at me, as i was told, i didnt realise though.
and i didnt anticipate it since its been a long while since the whole matter blew over
and i would think that as matured humans, apologies would be receprocated by leways of forgiveness,
especially if it was misunderstandings, and that foremostly, they don't know know me enough to conclude me to being a bitch.
sorry but if you judge me based on my blog which you keep coming back to read,
then it says alot about you, not me.
i'm long over it.
and i regret wearing slippers, lol.
i should have taken them out like sya did and walked around in the mud,
however icky it felt on bare skin.
after awhile it felt quite fun though hehe.
beats having a sucksion on my slipper which makes the mud splat all around. EW.
the games all ended around 6+. left turf city by 7 with nurul.
we headed to marina square to meet aidil, asrul and farhan(?)
had dinner, chilled out abit, then i headed to meet ad.
we went to aien's chalet.
i had a great time listening to her and ju telling me about the stories about the previous generations of tpiranhas over a few tigers.
awsome.
it explains how they're still tight as sardines after so long, and since they've gone through different paths of life, fom getting married to teaching and what not.
incredicle.
which makes me think if the current outcome of what we are now would still be the same.
we then joined the rest in the chalet,
who were talking about stuff that made me soooo shy. heh.
i wasnt so much paying attention to what they were saying,
but rather how they were sharing.
so much openess, it was just awesome to see how friendships truely should be.
i was sleepy, been out the whole day with 4hrs sleep. so ad drove ju and myself home.
btw, i just realise how sims are similar to real life,
in particular, the men.
on how they love their counterpart, having the 1 sim that 'means the world' to him.
but wanting to have a 'wohoo' with 3 diff sims, public even. PFFT.
moreso he feared getting married to her.
since its been one of his wants for the longest time, i tried it.
i gave him a ;woohoo' with the blonde french maid.
and my girl sim acutally caught him and they aruged,
and she broke off the engagement.
yet he wailed like a dog.
stupid dick.
just like how men can never settle down for one.
even though the girl is hotter then he is.
men just dont know what they want, till its gone.
so anyway they've reconciled, and a baby's on the way.
but he fears having a baby
and again. his want for a woohoo with 3 diff sims popped up.
WANK.
pffft. men.
anyway this was what me and my sisters got my mum,
a scarbble set.
since she's been nagging me to get back our's from rae.
oh well, to all mothers,
btw..
vin diesel is hot. *drools*
school's been alright.
birthdays have been packin in.
i think my feet are small.
my feet in felix's slipper.
his in mine.
and compare.
anyway, tuesday i bought my sims2!! at loooooong last.
met sham and pat,
they are mad can, kept playing with that century square 'happy lifter' thing.
tsk tsk.
after that nurul came, pat left.
3 of us headed to genki for my longly awaited SUSHI!!!!
or rather sashimi!! :)
nurul dieing after her 7th plate!
steph still going stong! though the sashimi was a dissapointment
me and shamsie.
after that nurul left, and i went to buy my sims!! :)
then it was to home.
i was sooooo excited to open iti just ripped it open in the bus.
sham was soooooo embarassed due to the loudness of the scotchtape sound thing.
heh heh heh.
actually i also quite shy, but then i was excited.
he came over, borrowed some dvds.
stoned there while i installed my sims2.
and watched how it initially operated slowly and laughed at the audio.
pooot.
he left and i played a lil. creating my characters.
from a lil, it became 4am! LOL
i tried to construct my own house, that took alot. and i was going nowhere.
the furniture also not that nice.
i ended up buying a prebuild lot.
but at least my sims are gorgeous.
the guy is hot, the girl is hotter! hooo.
on wed, we alllll skipped the 1st few lectures. LOL.
so we only needed to be in school by 3.
was our wear formal day, and i was deck out in specs!
heh heh
met felix (who wore similarly coloured top and bottoms, which was funny)
felix and myself on the train.
the mafia in my specs.
we headed to harbour front for lunch with the late timo.
we had subway!
my first time. and oh my god i'm doofus at ordering.
but it was YUMMY! :)
after school went back to tp for rugby.
self train, and it was mad fun. lol.
haha falling twice in a row was the bomb.
and my oh so magnificent try.
here's how it went LOL.
it was already near the try line.
and shimo was coming for me, so i did a macdonald's pass to azlina
macdonald meaning overhead float.
and while throwing the ball i fell over the line, so i just sat there as i turned to see where my ball went to.
and shimo thought the ball was going to hit her head, so her kinda protected her head,
so she intercepted the ball with her hand,
resulting in the ball going into the air, and coming back down...
into steph's hands, after which she firmly planted in onto the ground for the try. LOL.
it was just freaking hilarious and dee had the front row ticket to the whole show. heh heh.
thursday woke up early for the make up service lecture.
it was a demo by some frech liqour company.
and i was just waiting the end where we could sample the liqour!
yeah yeah yeah.
the french man made for us some lychee concoction,
quite strong because there was no juices for him to mix.
the second mix of drinks was nasty, like chinese medicinal tasting thing.
few of us stayed behind to try sips of the liqour by its own.
it was all mainly fruit liqour.
not bad not bad.
and how often are you actually allowed to drink during school hours? wheeee.
zang wei's lecture is BOOOOORING.
happy birthday to chek wei lun!
to seah imm for lunch it was. great food at cheap prices.
nic, aimee and myself headed out as timo, felix and haha headed in.
they joined us there, and we talked about alot of stupidly funny stuff.
like how felix's mee sua is made of ice, and haha's gigantic mouth.
and how she can fit her fist in them :S
haha hahaing.
and her signature smile when she was younger.
back to school for marketting tutorial.
shawn tripp seems, unfun, but at the same time, unstrict.
so i'm unaffected. though i'd rather mr pras.
he's just cool like a cucumber.
to training it was, and i didnt bring my contact lenses, GREAT
so i trained in specs. which SUCKED.
after training headed home, bcoz i thought i was going ahead with clubbing as planned.
but it was cancelled due to rain.
ie got no complains, i had a long day.
and besides, i love the touch of rain.
friday was a long day of waiting for the confirmation of plans.
which resulted in last minute cancellation yet again.
quite upset.
bcoz the next day the girls had a game.
and i could have played.
well, i was slow in replying to be in the team of 10,
but when there was an opening for me to play,
i forfeited thinking that i already had plans,
and in the end when they had a replacement
the plan was also replaces,
thus steph was not able to play.
boo.
serves me right for not replying fast, and being unconfident in me playing.
i would have love to played so much.
going down to suporrt the girls was great too.
allowed me to see how acutually we played.
we've got sooo much we can learn.
but playing in mud, though difficult and dangerous,
is something i like. LOL.
it's just fun to slide in. heh heh.
none the less, i thought the girls did well, and clinched theri 3rd,
even though the pool was small, they were up against good competitions.
it was good seeing adi again, adam as well.
and i loooove watching the src people play.
one of their team's name cute la, it sounds like "my nuts pain" only spelt different.
jokers.
the rp girls couldnt stop staring at me, as i was told, i didnt realise though.
and i didnt anticipate it since its been a long while since the whole matter blew over
and i would think that as matured humans, apologies would be receprocated by leways of forgiveness,
especially if it was misunderstandings, and that foremostly, they don't know know me enough to conclude me to being a bitch.
sorry but if you judge me based on my blog which you keep coming back to read,
then it says alot about you, not me.
i'm long over it.
and i regret wearing slippers, lol.
i should have taken them out like sya did and walked around in the mud,
however icky it felt on bare skin.
after awhile it felt quite fun though hehe.
beats having a sucksion on my slipper which makes the mud splat all around. EW.
the games all ended around 6+. left turf city by 7 with nurul.
we headed to marina square to meet aidil, asrul and farhan(?)
had dinner, chilled out abit, then i headed to meet ad.
we went to aien's chalet.
i had a great time listening to her and ju telling me about the stories about the previous generations of tpiranhas over a few tigers.
awsome.
it explains how they're still tight as sardines after so long, and since they've gone through different paths of life, fom getting married to teaching and what not.
incredicle.
which makes me think if the current outcome of what we are now would still be the same.
we then joined the rest in the chalet,
who were talking about stuff that made me soooo shy. heh.
i wasnt so much paying attention to what they were saying,
but rather how they were sharing.
so much openess, it was just awesome to see how friendships truely should be.
i was sleepy, been out the whole day with 4hrs sleep. so ad drove ju and myself home.
btw, i just realise how sims are similar to real life,
in particular, the men.
on how they love their counterpart, having the 1 sim that 'means the world' to him.
but wanting to have a 'wohoo' with 3 diff sims, public even. PFFT.
moreso he feared getting married to her.
since its been one of his wants for the longest time, i tried it.
i gave him a ;woohoo' with the blonde french maid.
and my girl sim acutally caught him and they aruged,
and she broke off the engagement.
yet he wailed like a dog.
stupid dick.
just like how men can never settle down for one.
even though the girl is hotter then he is.
men just dont know what they want, till its gone.
so anyway they've reconciled, and a baby's on the way.
but he fears having a baby
and again. his want for a woohoo with 3 diff sims popped up.
WANK.
pffft. men.
anyway this was what me and my sisters got my mum,
a scarbble set.
since she's been nagging me to get back our's from rae.
oh well, to all mothers,
btw..
vin diesel is hot. *drools*
Sunday, May 07, 2006
confessions of a broken heart
why is it that these days, when i meet new people,
among the first things i'd ask about them,
is if they had a bf.
new found obsession with the misery of not having one?
or just a sadistic way of heart telling head that i might actually need one.
i'm losing myself deeper into, myself.
argh!
but the week's been great.
come to think of it, i love my class.
or more specifically, i love my group mates.
they don't care if i might have came to school with a heavy heart
they just seem to put everything in place,
with the stupidest things they do or say,
they makeit hard not to laugh like a school girl.
especially haha, though i never thought i'd find such a cheesy person. -_-"
who bought me a honeydew when i told her i wanted a wintermelon drink.
and timo with his "yes me lord" and "i like your thinking" comments,
but nothing beats his "hotdogs"
and felix with his frost tits.
and nicole for laughing at my stunts with my footware.
from heels, to shoes to slippers. you laugh the loudest.
and who ever knew printing notes for the semester would be mad fun.
from the over printing, to the paper cuts, to the stealing of printing paper.
you all made my day, with hunting down my goreng pisang stall :)
and its only the beginning.
thursday morning i didnt feel so well,
so i didnt go to school, and took mc instead,
which felix and timo calls a fake mc. PUI. HMMPF.
me and haha started taking mad pictures before training.
saying how some phillipino maids take photos like this when their on their day off.
stiff smile.
vs normal nonsense smile.
actually had one more picture, but its too damn ugly with our stiff pose and face. heh
the touch clinic with the newbies were alright.
it was good to meet new enthusiasts, and weird to think i was once, them.
but it was definately a much bigger crowd.
new faces, fresh personalities.
i'm looking forward to what will develope in subsequent trainings.
oh, i won't be playing SMU touch next week.
out of places, they've already got 10. ho hum.
ya la, my fault for being wishy washy to weather or not i reallly want to play.
another time then.
friday was the longest school day ever,
to top it off, it ended earlier then expected. gawd.
weeks to come would see looooonger more shaggadalic lessons.
service skills.
woke up at 530. OH MAN.
didn't help that my cinderalle eyes became red again at noon.
but it hurt like a bitch, worse then ever before.
luckily sarah was there to rescue me.
she passes me her saline solution halfway during class. THANKS THANKS THANKS LOTS!
though it still stang alot, it made it slightly bearable.
class ended at around 4+,
took the bus with nicole to bedok,
i headed to safra changi chalet for nina sky's 18th birthday!!!
yay!
OMFG she lost so much effking weight!!!!
i didnt even know she went to my place the day before to borrow clubbing wear. LOL.
paiseh.
and i met sham, her new bf!
gawd i'm so happy for her.
he's a great guy, i have a good feeling about this one.
and i've never seen her this smiley and alive since a long time.
i'm awfully glad.
had food, kesh the mr bartender for the night kept the vodka ribena coming.
(yes ms sick with red eyes who looked smashed even before she took a sip, drank)
played the game that we played the last time timo, eugene, felic blah blah went drinking.
madness.
after awhile my eyes gave me a headache with the quinting to make it feel comfy.
i went up to rest. and woke up in time for nina to call me a cab.
however short lived my time there with my nina sky,
it was great seeing her, all slim now, and happy.
which makes me happy too.
i've got so much i wanna catch up with her on,
only if and when time will allow.
saturday i was home the whole day.
no plans, no one with.
dvds are my best friend.
scary movie 4 is DUMB. but funny.
i could have gotten 2 tubs of hagen daaz, but nooOOOooo.
its now a lazy sunday, and i have another best friend, the tv.
from noon to 4pm, non-stop dvd popping and tv watching.
boo.
at least these home stays makes me feel better, health wise.
and my eyes have cleared up!
maybe later, i'll go out to buy myself my much awaited sims2 cd,
since my pay came in.
hopefully ill get use to sentosa schooling,
and then i came go back to working on the side.
yeah.
and is it me, or is the new trend for mummy to talk to steph is by nagging,
and you wonder why sometimes i dont want to be home?
i hear myself in my head wishing silently that you could talk to me
instead of pushing me away with every biting word you say.
to at least put me at the same level as my sisters.
this is my part 2 of my confessions of a broken heart.
Monday, May 01, 2006
the past week
week 1 of year 2 @ tourism academy at sentosa.
monday
was at harbour front by 930.
first lecture at sentosa.
my, the campus is really scenic.
i can see myself in the near future having tanning sessions, picnics or even beach touch games during my breaks.
though it really is just the same school procedures and all.
at least its something different to look forward to in coming to school
though i still dread the hour+++ long journey every monring. :/
plus, friday lessons starts at 8am ah!!
anways, only on my first day, and i had my first boo boo already.
after the lecture, i threw the empty sweet box into the bin in front of me, and i missed.
so i lazily walked to pick it up to dispose of it properly.
and even before i can bend to pick it up,
BONK!!
ouch says my head.
better still i was sitting in the first row,
so i turned around to the lecture hall of students who gasped loudly,
only to see felix grabbing his tummy and giggling histerically.
THANKS.
after that we went to the canteen.
haha had noodles, and she was so amazed that it only costs 50cents.
i had rice with fish and cabbage, and onions.
it was suppose to be sotong, but i swear in that one tin of sotong, they only used one,
and the rest were onions. how YUM. *rolls eyes*
then it was exploring the school.
before that we wanted to use the washroom. but we didnt know the code!!!
so felix went to ask the china students.
in the toilet i bumped into a few 03ers, and they asked about me hitting my head.
pffft.
at least there was a hint of concern admists the mockery.
after that we walked round, and i saved timo from the worst evil of all!!!
a WORM THAT WAS DANGLING FROM A TREE!!!! eww.
but haha is one character, who picked it up from its string of sliva it dangled from.
gross bravery.
then she told us the tragic story of her first pet ant, whom we named peter.
anyways, we went to the library to blow air-con and chill.
felix tried to read the malay cook book, while i translated it ;)
i'm quite a good translated considering i only made mad guesses.
and DID YOU KNOW, cheena is spelt cina? LOL.
so next time you scold people CHEEBAI must say CIBAI. LOL.
played bluff, felix was OWNED by steph ;)
then it was to round 2 of lectures.
mr ram is cool. and funny.
after school me and haha took the train to boon keng and the bus to sch.
our recruitment.
within that short time i was helping out, surprisingly i could grab some people.
after that we had self training. more like playing games.
BUT before that. woo hoo! had a lovely time with the lovelies.
splish splashing each other with the water puddles on the ground.
kicking and kicking, almost like we could form our own soccer team.
jumping into puddles, running around like kids.
tiring ourselves out even before we started any game.
with slight lightning we retired to the ITAS canteen where marli, ju and ad were.
it was warmer inside so me and nurul stayed outside and we had the brightest idea to play, CHARADES!!!! LOL!
uberly hilarious.
they could see us through the glass panels but couldnt hear us,
(yet me and nurul covered our mouths as we spoke to each other. -_-")
after that we proceeded to play games at the astro turf.
quite shagged.
after training went to tm with some of them to have long john's silver.
my hero haha then overturned a big dustbin.
don't be fooled by her size, her bones are quite strong ok.
and her bravery stronger. she not paiseh, we all running away feelings damn paiseh.
but i still lurve u. ;)
took the long windy road home alone on bus 38, poot.
tuesday
skipping of lecture for haha, timo and felix!
to tp for recruitment.
reached there, had fish and chips with sya, gale and ifa at jupiter. couldnt finish.
to think i still had room for KWAY CHAP!!!! :)
yum.
i just stuck with the arguement that how often do i get to come back to tp to eat it right.
after kway chap we walked to ITAS for ifa's mushroom chicken horfun.
on the way i actually walked into a big branch which ate a chunk of flesh from my big toes.
clumsy bum.
more recruiting. and played monkey on the grass patch
well until alan kicked the ball onto the top latch.
didnt help that it started to pour. so that took awhile to get the call down.
went to town with sup, az, miao, charlotte, zaki, farij, dee via 518 to get some stuffs.
and i think i'm hooked onto x-box.
the adidas store in heeren and the soccer on its x-box is love.
though i lost to zaki, twice. it was a consulation that i'm a first timer on the x-box,
and it was a damn close game that came down to panelty shoot outs.
took the train back to the east with dee.
wednesday
waste of time getting to school!
went to school. plan was to meet at 830 but guess who was late, haha. POOT.
went for service leture with timo only to find out that it was cancelled.
so i went with timo to the beach!!
it was a long walk, but the beach was exclusive, and awefully pretty.
we picked flowers, but it had no stalk so i couldnt put it in my hair.
we joked about 7-11 plucking them so they can sell it. so they can "stalk take"
heh. timo and the lame-o.
walked back, only in time for the damn fire drill.
ARGH!
i knew i shouldnt have came today.
so hot, and itchy the soccer feild where we had to assemble.
after that we chilled in the library, though i wanted to just go to tp.
felix, timo, haha, clarise were wishy washy.
left at 11, to zap the accounts notes from the lecture we missed,
then to harbour front for food at yoshinoya.
clarise bit a long bean and it splurted across past timo LOL!!
and is it me, or is it wierd looking at yourself eat through a mirror? hmmm.
timo felix and myself to tp next.
at the recruitment, i didnt recruit as many.
relaxed. and played floorball!!! its fun, and addictive.
played around with the magic stick, (heh)
before they had a 2-on-2 game. me with zaki.
every victory we have to hit our sticks together and bang chests, but for me, its ass. LOL.
after that i waited for tiffy's lecture to end then mummy sent us home.
went home and laid down, and i dozed off!! oh my,
woke up only 2 hrs later, in the same position i was in.
geesh.
had a quick bite, watched a lil tv, and slept back. hee.
thursday
woke up and i felt oozy.
even after my shower i still felt, unwell.
so i told haha i wasnt going to school.
but i was quite awake to go back to sleep
so i watched the hills have eyes dvd.
quite stupid la.
then i napped.
woke up, felt loads better.
bored before that.
headed to school to meet nurul and dee at 5.
nurul was making the card, i and dee wrapped marli's present.
then we had training, only that we were playing games.
then we were gonna discuss about next week's touch clinic.
i had good games.
the first try i had i was quite pleased with myself, in that i had 2 men on,
and i "ran faster abit" and i could try. haha fed me the ball nicely also.
second try/no try was when i squeezed through dee while punching up.
then marli stress me, LOL. ok la, nurul chase me also i stress.
"MAN ON MAN ON! DDDDIIIIVVVVEEE!!!!"
ah, ok. but my legs decide slower then my mind, so i sorta stumbled dive.
anyways that would be the most common sensical thing to do when u dont run as fast as your chaser.
so down i went. in pain i might add.
"aha! not yet reach the line"
that was all nurl could do.
and i couldnt tell if it was my boob that was hurting, or my chest within.
but it knocked the wind outta me.
heart pain also.
nvm. rested by the side.
i can feel my stamina go uphill and downhill throughout the game.
and then my thrid attempt. i side stepped ju! hee.
for so long of not playing as well as i'd like, this was certainly a moral booster.
though i know theres so much more i need to work on.
and i must say, that i have ifa to thank lots for.
she did make me realise that my punch up wasnt as effective,
coz i dont give myself space to pick up pace.
so i made a concious effort to correct this. and tadeh!
and yes, more confidence.
thanks lots captain. esp for believing in me prob more then i do in myself.
after training, we took quite awhile to settle in the complex,
and we all are SUCH wonderful actresses.
some of them left to get cakes while they faked a face where they neded to shit urgently.
and we snuck marli's card while she turned her back so she wouldnt see.
and we distracted her as we brought in the lit cake.
sang happy birthday in english, chinese and indon. (i swear its tradition, HEH)
she blew the candles, and we gracefully took the cake away to cut it,
while we ammo-ed up, with WHIPPED CREAM!! :)
we could have made a cake out of marli even! LOL.
the card was cute, the presents were loved, the coach was dirty and smelly, the cake was yummy, the feeling was love.
and yes, we got down to discussions.
next thursday is all set, and we all went to shower.
mummy came to pick me and felix.
walked him to my house busstop to take 12,
and i got myself an ice cream! yum.
came home nd slept immediately, preparing for the 8am class :/
friday
took the bus to feix's busstop where his dad was going to give us a lift from.
the bus made me late, i never felt this much guilt for being late.
he drove us all the way in, thanks mr qui!
class was draggy. but i like amy daga.
and whoever said must wear until so formal ought to be shot.
we made our way to expo after lecture for the FHA.
weeeee.
times are wasting, food's awaiting.
lots and lots to try. from eating to drinking.
i was still very much hungry, but full from the mixture of everything.
we had less then 4 hours to comb the 6 halls of exhibits,
though we only stayed at 1 -, coz that's where all the eatables are :)
felix ate from every stall i swear. lol
the best tasting i thought was some japanese thing that was on a biskit.
i didnt even know what it was but it was AWEFULLY SCRUMPTIOUS!
and the funniest thing was this man grabbed my hand and shoved like a carton of tictacs at me.
OH MY GOD. what was i suppose to do with all of them?!?!
so i just gave em out to peoople in my vacinity.
smart man, use visitors to do his distributing job. HEH. but thanks mister.
stayed till closing, and we chilled outside the halls and chatted.
felix played me out, made me walk all the way to the mrt station when he was going to town,
and i home. so back to the bustop i slowly woddled.
don't play a fool with tired legs after 4 hours of walking through crowds.
then it was to home sweet home.
saturday
met azlina and dee on the train as we made our way to turf city to catch the finals of the summer league.
drizzled abit upon our arrival.
ifa and vie were already there. haha came halfway.
missed marli's game.
watched the RP girls play, and my, they really improved much.
and their stamina was commandable.
almost made beating the ang mo team look effortless.
it was nice to watch another team play,
fresh to see different objectives and stretegies they adopt.
though i'd say i was dissapointed at the men's game.
i thought they were much better, or that they didnt play their best game .
though the mixed team did put up a good fight against a very strong team.
but the match of the day went to the one played by src men's.
LOL.
ok, maybe just the last what, 10 mins of it?
the boys actually changed into sexay nighties (black, red and pink ones)
and alan into a bikini with bunny ears,
hadi with arm floats. all to commerate dear marli's bday! LOL>
happy 19th birthday ah (pffft)
after that vie, haha, az and i walked out, and then made a run for it at the bus that was leaving.
az and myself took bus 31 home, the other 2 to town i thin.
the bus ride was longer then expected. was quite tired, didnt talk much.
azlina must think i'm weird :S
she left then myself 2 stops after to change bus.
went home, napped abit. planned abit screwed up so i got ready quite last min.
the theme was all white, and the only problem throbbing on my mind is that i won't have the right undies!! LOL.
took me a long while to decide between 2 white tops. changed between both for like forever.
then i just stuffed myself into the white tube, and then again it took me a long while to decide if i feel comfy in it. and what the heck, too late already la.
i was really all white, from the flower in my hair to my earings to my tube, skirt, shoes and bag.
met nurul late at town. cabbed there.
its just embarassing to go into a coughing fit.
esp when the driver was asking where you want to go *blush*
met nurl then trained to clarke quay to join ad and ju at bungy for drinks.
trev joined us when he knocked off.
had my longly awaited frozen lime margerita.
and feroz gave me a free bourbon coke.
had a csc shot, lovely.
and i gave back what mali gave me on my bday. lol.
4 shots, though csc is quite mild and is absolutly yum.
she was a awefully great sport for downing all of them.
and then, TO THE ATTICA!!
it was fun!
even though there wern't alot of hotties or what not. and i wasnt even high.
but i guess it was just the overwhelming turnout of marli's guests.
its nice to club with people u know, let alone so many of em.
even though, THEY WERE NOT IN ALL WHITE!!
even marli wasnt, but she's the birthday girl, and only her shoes were un-white.
hmmpf. never mind. i felt like i was going to a wedding. LOL. not mine at least.
i'm just gonna be an old spinster with lots of cats and kids wil run at the sight of me.
surprisingly i bumped into tarte there. quite shock.
and chris too.
and i remember sheema grabbing my ass occasionally.
and i told one of the girls not to smoke as they lit up.
heh. and i love dancing with nurul hons.
and adam.
and ju, and marli, and azlina and watching ad dance. :)
simply simple fun.
and an OLD OLD OLD indian guy tried to pick me up ah! ew.
had the last dance with chris, i cant stand your long hair!!
club clossed. chilled outside. talked to tarte.
sya drove marli, sheema, siti k, eda and myself. thanks!
by the time she dropped marli and eda off, i closed my eyes to rest em,
only to open them to see my gate. HEH!
i said bye to sheema and sya, and siti k, who wasnt there and i didnt even realise. LOL.
its hard falling asleep.
Sunday
so felix called at 7.
and i had to meet him at 745 at simei.
those who only know well enough, would know that i was late. heh heh
so we headed to town to meet timo, eugene and pan.
then we were joined by sam and celest.
if u think girls are indecisive, you just ahvnt met these boys. LOL.
in the end we headed towards city hall to esplanade, to sit and drink.
bumped into a few of the 03ers in marina square,
they were headed to celebrate terry and sarah's bday at dxo.
(yes happy birthday!! (: )
we on the other hand just sat by some place outside marina square and drank.
we played a game that the boys taught us,
each card meant something, yeah
we played it, and timo said we should try to get felix drunk.
my answer? simple.
"don't have to try." :)
true enough.
drinks were running low, so pan, eugene and myself went to 7-11 to buy,
at the same time i went to pass tiffy my id.
barely even 3 mins of me holding the barcardi bottle they bought,
PSHIANG!!!!!
it fell out of the plastic bag and shattered into smitherines, not a drop left!
OH MY OH MY!!
i was sooooooo upset with myself.
straight away eugene and pan u-turned back to 7-11 to buy
while i just whimpered over the wasted alcohol.
yes i still feel miserable, and guilty.
but the guys were great, they didnt allowed me to feel guilty.
and they emphesized, why should i when its timo's money. LOL.
went back to where the rest were, the girls had left.
i confessed to timo, he just giggled it away, he didnt believe me at first.
felix ws still red.
pan too, but for a different reason.
sarah, terry, audrey joined us.
funny moment of the day was when timo pushed the bench a lil, and felix and pan flew as it fell.
LOL. freaking funny ass piece of shit. LOL!!!!!!!
felix laughed his balls off, couldnt see his eyes, swear.
we finshed the barcardi fast, with 3 new players.
soon sarah left.
and we played a daring game, that i'm not allow to disclose details of,
due to the sportsmanship of all players and the sworn secrecy of all of us.
we tried playing touch rugby with the empty bottles.
more breakage for the night. LOL.
eugene tried climbing the tree, and doing a front flip.
and he's an ass, he told me he was playing at turf city and he saw me, but he didnt say hi. pfft.
timo, felix, terry and i formed our own choir.
"in the jungle, the mighty jungle the lion sleeps tonight." "oh darlin, darlin stand, by me."
we all then headed to dxo for music!
the dancefloor was ours.
we did syncronised dancing, eugene taught me a move for "dont'cha" and we did the 'timo dance'
then the whole euphoria was gone.
shit music started.
one more glass of drink.
then we got comfy around the pool table. shot some pool.
terry barely lost to felix .
felix tyco-ly won me.
then felix and myelf vamosed to meet his bro in the cab,
and to home it was,
to yet another sleepless night.
monday
was at harbour front by 930.
first lecture at sentosa.
my, the campus is really scenic.
i can see myself in the near future having tanning sessions, picnics or even beach touch games during my breaks.
though it really is just the same school procedures and all.
at least its something different to look forward to in coming to school
though i still dread the hour+++ long journey every monring. :/
plus, friday lessons starts at 8am ah!!
anways, only on my first day, and i had my first boo boo already.
after the lecture, i threw the empty sweet box into the bin in front of me, and i missed.
so i lazily walked to pick it up to dispose of it properly.
and even before i can bend to pick it up,
BONK!!
ouch says my head.
better still i was sitting in the first row,
so i turned around to the lecture hall of students who gasped loudly,
only to see felix grabbing his tummy and giggling histerically.
THANKS.
after that we went to the canteen.
haha had noodles, and she was so amazed that it only costs 50cents.
i had rice with fish and cabbage, and onions.
it was suppose to be sotong, but i swear in that one tin of sotong, they only used one,
and the rest were onions. how YUM. *rolls eyes*
then it was exploring the school.
before that we wanted to use the washroom. but we didnt know the code!!!
so felix went to ask the china students.
in the toilet i bumped into a few 03ers, and they asked about me hitting my head.
pffft.
at least there was a hint of concern admists the mockery.
after that we walked round, and i saved timo from the worst evil of all!!!
a WORM THAT WAS DANGLING FROM A TREE!!!! eww.
but haha is one character, who picked it up from its string of sliva it dangled from.
gross bravery.
then she told us the tragic story of her first pet ant, whom we named peter.
anyways, we went to the library to blow air-con and chill.
felix tried to read the malay cook book, while i translated it ;)
i'm quite a good translated considering i only made mad guesses.
and DID YOU KNOW, cheena is spelt cina? LOL.
so next time you scold people CHEEBAI must say CIBAI. LOL.
played bluff, felix was OWNED by steph ;)
then it was to round 2 of lectures.
mr ram is cool. and funny.
after school me and haha took the train to boon keng and the bus to sch.
our recruitment.
within that short time i was helping out, surprisingly i could grab some people.
after that we had self training. more like playing games.
BUT before that. woo hoo! had a lovely time with the lovelies.
splish splashing each other with the water puddles on the ground.
kicking and kicking, almost like we could form our own soccer team.
jumping into puddles, running around like kids.
tiring ourselves out even before we started any game.
with slight lightning we retired to the ITAS canteen where marli, ju and ad were.
it was warmer inside so me and nurul stayed outside and we had the brightest idea to play, CHARADES!!!! LOL!
uberly hilarious.
they could see us through the glass panels but couldnt hear us,
(yet me and nurul covered our mouths as we spoke to each other. -_-")
after that we proceeded to play games at the astro turf.
quite shagged.
after training went to tm with some of them to have long john's silver.
my hero haha then overturned a big dustbin.
don't be fooled by her size, her bones are quite strong ok.
and her bravery stronger. she not paiseh, we all running away feelings damn paiseh.
but i still lurve u. ;)
took the long windy road home alone on bus 38, poot.
tuesday
skipping of lecture for haha, timo and felix!
to tp for recruitment.
reached there, had fish and chips with sya, gale and ifa at jupiter. couldnt finish.
to think i still had room for KWAY CHAP!!!! :)
yum.
i just stuck with the arguement that how often do i get to come back to tp to eat it right.
after kway chap we walked to ITAS for ifa's mushroom chicken horfun.
on the way i actually walked into a big branch which ate a chunk of flesh from my big toes.
clumsy bum.
more recruiting. and played monkey on the grass patch
well until alan kicked the ball onto the top latch.
didnt help that it started to pour. so that took awhile to get the call down.
went to town with sup, az, miao, charlotte, zaki, farij, dee via 518 to get some stuffs.
and i think i'm hooked onto x-box.
the adidas store in heeren and the soccer on its x-box is love.
though i lost to zaki, twice. it was a consulation that i'm a first timer on the x-box,
and it was a damn close game that came down to panelty shoot outs.
took the train back to the east with dee.
wednesday
waste of time getting to school!
went to school. plan was to meet at 830 but guess who was late, haha. POOT.
went for service leture with timo only to find out that it was cancelled.
so i went with timo to the beach!!
it was a long walk, but the beach was exclusive, and awefully pretty.
we picked flowers, but it had no stalk so i couldnt put it in my hair.
we joked about 7-11 plucking them so they can sell it. so they can "stalk take"
heh. timo and the lame-o.
walked back, only in time for the damn fire drill.
ARGH!
i knew i shouldnt have came today.
so hot, and itchy the soccer feild where we had to assemble.
after that we chilled in the library, though i wanted to just go to tp.
felix, timo, haha, clarise were wishy washy.
left at 11, to zap the accounts notes from the lecture we missed,
then to harbour front for food at yoshinoya.
clarise bit a long bean and it splurted across past timo LOL!!
and is it me, or is it wierd looking at yourself eat through a mirror? hmmm.
timo felix and myself to tp next.
at the recruitment, i didnt recruit as many.
relaxed. and played floorball!!! its fun, and addictive.
played around with the magic stick, (heh)
before they had a 2-on-2 game. me with zaki.
every victory we have to hit our sticks together and bang chests, but for me, its ass. LOL.
after that i waited for tiffy's lecture to end then mummy sent us home.
went home and laid down, and i dozed off!! oh my,
woke up only 2 hrs later, in the same position i was in.
geesh.
had a quick bite, watched a lil tv, and slept back. hee.
thursday
woke up and i felt oozy.
even after my shower i still felt, unwell.
so i told haha i wasnt going to school.
but i was quite awake to go back to sleep
so i watched the hills have eyes dvd.
quite stupid la.
then i napped.
woke up, felt loads better.
bored before that.
headed to school to meet nurul and dee at 5.
nurul was making the card, i and dee wrapped marli's present.
then we had training, only that we were playing games.
then we were gonna discuss about next week's touch clinic.
i had good games.
the first try i had i was quite pleased with myself, in that i had 2 men on,
and i "ran faster abit" and i could try. haha fed me the ball nicely also.
second try/no try was when i squeezed through dee while punching up.
then marli stress me, LOL. ok la, nurul chase me also i stress.
"MAN ON MAN ON! DDDDIIIIVVVVEEE!!!!"
ah, ok. but my legs decide slower then my mind, so i sorta stumbled dive.
anyways that would be the most common sensical thing to do when u dont run as fast as your chaser.
so down i went. in pain i might add.
"aha! not yet reach the line"
that was all nurl could do.
and i couldnt tell if it was my boob that was hurting, or my chest within.
but it knocked the wind outta me.
heart pain also.
nvm. rested by the side.
i can feel my stamina go uphill and downhill throughout the game.
and then my thrid attempt. i side stepped ju! hee.
for so long of not playing as well as i'd like, this was certainly a moral booster.
though i know theres so much more i need to work on.
and i must say, that i have ifa to thank lots for.
she did make me realise that my punch up wasnt as effective,
coz i dont give myself space to pick up pace.
so i made a concious effort to correct this. and tadeh!
and yes, more confidence.
thanks lots captain. esp for believing in me prob more then i do in myself.
after training, we took quite awhile to settle in the complex,
and we all are SUCH wonderful actresses.
some of them left to get cakes while they faked a face where they neded to shit urgently.
and we snuck marli's card while she turned her back so she wouldnt see.
and we distracted her as we brought in the lit cake.
sang happy birthday in english, chinese and indon. (i swear its tradition, HEH)
she blew the candles, and we gracefully took the cake away to cut it,
while we ammo-ed up, with WHIPPED CREAM!! :)
we could have made a cake out of marli even! LOL.
the card was cute, the presents were loved, the coach was dirty and smelly, the cake was yummy, the feeling was love.
and yes, we got down to discussions.
next thursday is all set, and we all went to shower.
mummy came to pick me and felix.
walked him to my house busstop to take 12,
and i got myself an ice cream! yum.
came home nd slept immediately, preparing for the 8am class :/
friday
took the bus to feix's busstop where his dad was going to give us a lift from.
the bus made me late, i never felt this much guilt for being late.
he drove us all the way in, thanks mr qui!
class was draggy. but i like amy daga.
and whoever said must wear until so formal ought to be shot.
we made our way to expo after lecture for the FHA.
weeeee.
times are wasting, food's awaiting.
lots and lots to try. from eating to drinking.
i was still very much hungry, but full from the mixture of everything.
we had less then 4 hours to comb the 6 halls of exhibits,
though we only stayed at 1 -, coz that's where all the eatables are :)
felix ate from every stall i swear. lol
the best tasting i thought was some japanese thing that was on a biskit.
i didnt even know what it was but it was AWEFULLY SCRUMPTIOUS!
and the funniest thing was this man grabbed my hand and shoved like a carton of tictacs at me.
OH MY GOD. what was i suppose to do with all of them?!?!
so i just gave em out to peoople in my vacinity.
smart man, use visitors to do his distributing job. HEH. but thanks mister.
stayed till closing, and we chilled outside the halls and chatted.
felix played me out, made me walk all the way to the mrt station when he was going to town,
and i home. so back to the bustop i slowly woddled.
don't play a fool with tired legs after 4 hours of walking through crowds.
then it was to home sweet home.
saturday
met azlina and dee on the train as we made our way to turf city to catch the finals of the summer league.
drizzled abit upon our arrival.
ifa and vie were already there. haha came halfway.
missed marli's game.
watched the RP girls play, and my, they really improved much.
and their stamina was commandable.
almost made beating the ang mo team look effortless.
it was nice to watch another team play,
fresh to see different objectives and stretegies they adopt.
though i'd say i was dissapointed at the men's game.
i thought they were much better, or that they didnt play their best game .
though the mixed team did put up a good fight against a very strong team.
but the match of the day went to the one played by src men's.
LOL.
ok, maybe just the last what, 10 mins of it?
the boys actually changed into sexay nighties (black, red and pink ones)
and alan into a bikini with bunny ears,
hadi with arm floats. all to commerate dear marli's bday! LOL>
happy 19th birthday ah (pffft)
after that vie, haha, az and i walked out, and then made a run for it at the bus that was leaving.
az and myself took bus 31 home, the other 2 to town i thin.
the bus ride was longer then expected. was quite tired, didnt talk much.
azlina must think i'm weird :S
she left then myself 2 stops after to change bus.
went home, napped abit. planned abit screwed up so i got ready quite last min.
the theme was all white, and the only problem throbbing on my mind is that i won't have the right undies!! LOL.
took me a long while to decide between 2 white tops. changed between both for like forever.
then i just stuffed myself into the white tube, and then again it took me a long while to decide if i feel comfy in it. and what the heck, too late already la.
i was really all white, from the flower in my hair to my earings to my tube, skirt, shoes and bag.
met nurul late at town. cabbed there.
its just embarassing to go into a coughing fit.
esp when the driver was asking where you want to go *blush*
met nurl then trained to clarke quay to join ad and ju at bungy for drinks.
trev joined us when he knocked off.
had my longly awaited frozen lime margerita.
and feroz gave me a free bourbon coke.
had a csc shot, lovely.
and i gave back what mali gave me on my bday. lol.
4 shots, though csc is quite mild and is absolutly yum.
she was a awefully great sport for downing all of them.
and then, TO THE ATTICA!!
it was fun!
even though there wern't alot of hotties or what not. and i wasnt even high.
but i guess it was just the overwhelming turnout of marli's guests.
its nice to club with people u know, let alone so many of em.
even though, THEY WERE NOT IN ALL WHITE!!
even marli wasnt, but she's the birthday girl, and only her shoes were un-white.
hmmpf. never mind. i felt like i was going to a wedding. LOL. not mine at least.
i'm just gonna be an old spinster with lots of cats and kids wil run at the sight of me.
surprisingly i bumped into tarte there. quite shock.
and chris too.
and i remember sheema grabbing my ass occasionally.
and i told one of the girls not to smoke as they lit up.
heh. and i love dancing with nurul hons.
and adam.
and ju, and marli, and azlina and watching ad dance. :)
simply simple fun.
and an OLD OLD OLD indian guy tried to pick me up ah! ew.
had the last dance with chris, i cant stand your long hair!!
club clossed. chilled outside. talked to tarte.
sya drove marli, sheema, siti k, eda and myself. thanks!
by the time she dropped marli and eda off, i closed my eyes to rest em,
only to open them to see my gate. HEH!
i said bye to sheema and sya, and siti k, who wasnt there and i didnt even realise. LOL.
its hard falling asleep.
Sunday
so felix called at 7.
and i had to meet him at 745 at simei.
those who only know well enough, would know that i was late. heh heh
so we headed to town to meet timo, eugene and pan.
then we were joined by sam and celest.
if u think girls are indecisive, you just ahvnt met these boys. LOL.
in the end we headed towards city hall to esplanade, to sit and drink.
bumped into a few of the 03ers in marina square,
they were headed to celebrate terry and sarah's bday at dxo.
(yes happy birthday!! (: )
we on the other hand just sat by some place outside marina square and drank.
we played a game that the boys taught us,
each card meant something, yeah
we played it, and timo said we should try to get felix drunk.
my answer? simple.
"don't have to try." :)
true enough.
drinks were running low, so pan, eugene and myself went to 7-11 to buy,
at the same time i went to pass tiffy my id.
barely even 3 mins of me holding the barcardi bottle they bought,
PSHIANG!!!!!
it fell out of the plastic bag and shattered into smitherines, not a drop left!
OH MY OH MY!!
i was sooooooo upset with myself.
straight away eugene and pan u-turned back to 7-11 to buy
while i just whimpered over the wasted alcohol.
yes i still feel miserable, and guilty.
but the guys were great, they didnt allowed me to feel guilty.
and they emphesized, why should i when its timo's money. LOL.
went back to where the rest were, the girls had left.
i confessed to timo, he just giggled it away, he didnt believe me at first.
felix ws still red.
pan too, but for a different reason.
sarah, terry, audrey joined us.
funny moment of the day was when timo pushed the bench a lil, and felix and pan flew as it fell.
LOL. freaking funny ass piece of shit. LOL!!!!!!!
felix laughed his balls off, couldnt see his eyes, swear.
we finshed the barcardi fast, with 3 new players.
soon sarah left.
and we played a daring game, that i'm not allow to disclose details of,
due to the sportsmanship of all players and the sworn secrecy of all of us.
we tried playing touch rugby with the empty bottles.
more breakage for the night. LOL.
eugene tried climbing the tree, and doing a front flip.
and he's an ass, he told me he was playing at turf city and he saw me, but he didnt say hi. pfft.
timo, felix, terry and i formed our own choir.
"in the jungle, the mighty jungle the lion sleeps tonight." "oh darlin, darlin stand, by me."
we all then headed to dxo for music!
the dancefloor was ours.
we did syncronised dancing, eugene taught me a move for "dont'cha" and we did the 'timo dance'
then the whole euphoria was gone.
shit music started.
one more glass of drink.
then we got comfy around the pool table. shot some pool.
terry barely lost to felix .
felix tyco-ly won me.
then felix and myelf vamosed to meet his bro in the cab,
and to home it was,
to yet another sleepless night.
Saturday, April 22, 2006
week zero
i keep falling sick these days.
for the past one week i've been on a rocking horse.
from wel, to unwell, then unwell and well.
and for the first time i had a nose bleed,
while i was in the shower.
boo.
sunday night was my arrival back from bangkok.
the hype to update about it isnt so much there anymore.
but i'll upload the little pictures i have
and wait for the video log from eric :)
none the less, i had a great time with regan, eric, mike and gary.
and saying that bangkok was awesome is an understatement.
and how fantastic is it to come home to a nagging mum.
home sweet home.
monday was training.
went to the gym before.
quite tiring. worked out my arms quite abit.
bad idea coz training we had to do lots of push-ups.
and i just didnt have the strength, that it made my bones hurt.
we all were soaking wet because of the pre-training rain on the turf.
training was exhausting, but i like.
i just wish my mental state would reach its strongest,
and stay there.
tuesday was week zero lecture
whole day of shitting down.
what's worse was i kept feeling more and more weird.
my stomach felt weird, so did my head.
like as if it were floating around me.
didnt even have an appeitite.
only ate cheese fries, and gulped down 3 cups.
the whole day ended with the giving out of our sentosa passes.
i met devina's cousin, mr ravi nair.
though there wernt formal introductions.
only that i dropped his pen,
"oi that's my pen ok. its expensive know."
-_-"
me and sya headed to tm.
walk around till i really fell to rock bottom SICK.
but i managed to order bird's cake, so good job steph.
went home. slept from 7 all the way till next day noon.
wednesday was rest day.
noticed i said DAY.
night was to MOS.
my first time.
met felix at 9, simei station.
then we made our way to clarke quay.
don't you just love green tea.
waited for the rest to come.
lu, baldwin, timo, pan, eugene and his gf. audrey & sarah too.
a few of the 02 girls as well.
the girls went to gotham for free drinks and sucky music.
around midnight we all headed to mos.
to me, it was just average.
saw arnel, maye and mas there, along with the other unknown zara staff people.
i met this guy joey, he seems quite nic, going to tp somemore.
then it started to get packed.
and if you went to the toilet, you cannot exit via the same way.
coz the cage was full.
ballocks.
that was when i met rezal. LOL.
maye stomped her feet demanding to go in again,
"ITS NOT FAIR!!!!"
then he give way. LOL.
steph of corse shows her appreciation. how?
let's just say he's a good kisser.
we roamed the place.
i like PURE room.
and i have a new found liking for house music.
then there was a fight, between a guy n girl,
and in the process of it, lu got bumped,
and me too in the arm while pulling her from those pigs.
stupidness.
the cinderella lost her slipper.
she came back for it and arnel told her,
"HEY! you're late know! its 1am!"
POOTS!
rezal knocked off at 4, so well, i left with him,
and maye and 2 of her friends and headed to devils.
i saw aphad there, the fosters guy i met at the sevens.
then fight #2. what the hell.
we just had a few drinks, danced abit.
me and maye bartopped,
and the bloody ceiling was damn low la.
and aphad just happily sitting on the bar like a humpty dumpty.
cute la.
nearing closing time, we left.
thursday was our rugby annual general meeting.
i didnt go for my basic theory test!! coz i didnt study and i was shleppppy.
met earlier to get ready some stuff that we were giving to the ex-com.
the rest were cutting flyers.
and i just had a mad craving for the macdonals beef fantastic.
dee picked me up, dropped me at the macs opposite school.
and i tripped twice while going to get my food. POOT.
beef would take awhile to cook, so i settled for chicken. dee, fish.
chicken was YUM!! but i still like beef. ho hum.
we had to write little notes to one of the seniors.
i wrote to vie.
"the sun is hot,
paris hilton is not.
what you've done for the team,
will not be forgot."
smarty stephy.
i wrote for ifa too, though i didnt know what to write,
since it was just in a confinement of a small rectangle paper.
i think she was puzzled to what i meant in the msg. LOL.
it means, thank you cant be enough said, neither shown.
bleah.
after the AGM, habibie it was.
new discovery! mui fan that adeline tong had is quite nice.
and i left early, because again suddenly i didnt feel very well.
lucky mummy picked me, if not i'll spend on cab again.
i suspect that theres something wrong with my body.
friday was wild wild wet with the girls.
sad to say, it was only 4 of us.
lu, az, nurul and myself.
nonetheless, i had a chill out fun time.
shiok river was shiok.
samsung made me pee myself, and nurul whail like a whale.
the bicycle was cool, just silly it only went one round.
ular-lah was, boo. short and un-fun.
the tsunami was just alright.
the yellow slide was back-breaking, literally.
the purple tube was addictive!
the yacault thing in the playground was fun when it made us rush to it when it was full,
and about to pour.
the playground slides were fun in that we slid down in a line. sugela.
and the jaccuzi was useless.
lu left early to meet the bf for dinner.
the 3 of us stayed till closing then had dinner at the temporary coffee shop.
az and myself then headed to school for the freshmen jam and hop.
met sher, sup and yam. miao joined later.
like last year, it wasnt as fun as i think it could be.
or maybe im being prejudiced by comparing it to how a club party should be,
when for 1, it isnt even a club.
left like at 11, cabbed home with felix.
and i waited for you.
bcoz i think i miss you.
but no.
saturday is happy birthday to bird!!
had late lunch at fish&co tampines.
HIGHLY NOT RECOMENDED.
its the worse of the outlets, though i havnt been to all.
the menu seems shorter.
and the quality of food, not as good.
then we headed to pungol, to collect my uniform stuff.
had to borrow money from tiffy to pay first.
my enrolment for driving really set me back LOTS.
and sad to say, i cant financially support my lessons,
so maybe the enrolment fee would be to waste.
then we headed to marine parade, where mummy wanted to get some candles
from this catholic shop nearby holy family.
she packed home katong laksa!! but quite full.
came home, chilled, then cut cake.
ate laksa, and then the yummmmmmmylicious cake, I LOVECHOCOLATE!
and OMG i felt like a walrus. SO EFFING FULL LA.
watched the dvd "yours, mine and ours"
i felt that it was better then cheaper by the dozen 2.
and then took a doze.
now i'm here.
such a sucky day.
me and bobby predicted night showers, thats why we ditched our last min fishing plans.
BOO!! it didnt rain.
but then again, i feel unwell.
i think my body's too heaty.
my throat hurts, my nose is a mini tap.
and it doesnt help that i've craving for a bearhug.
and i cant figure out if the question marks are on my mind,
or heart.
or just merely, reality.
but then again, i forgotten what's the meaning of love.
or how its like to be in it.
for the past one week i've been on a rocking horse.
from wel, to unwell, then unwell and well.
and for the first time i had a nose bleed,
while i was in the shower.
boo.
sunday night was my arrival back from bangkok.
the hype to update about it isnt so much there anymore.
but i'll upload the little pictures i have
and wait for the video log from eric :)
none the less, i had a great time with regan, eric, mike and gary.
and saying that bangkok was awesome is an understatement.
and how fantastic is it to come home to a nagging mum.
home sweet home.
monday was training.
went to the gym before.
quite tiring. worked out my arms quite abit.
bad idea coz training we had to do lots of push-ups.
and i just didnt have the strength, that it made my bones hurt.
we all were soaking wet because of the pre-training rain on the turf.
training was exhausting, but i like.
i just wish my mental state would reach its strongest,
and stay there.
tuesday was week zero lecture
whole day of shitting down.
what's worse was i kept feeling more and more weird.
my stomach felt weird, so did my head.
like as if it were floating around me.
didnt even have an appeitite.
only ate cheese fries, and gulped down 3 cups.
the whole day ended with the giving out of our sentosa passes.
i met devina's cousin, mr ravi nair.
though there wernt formal introductions.
only that i dropped his pen,
"oi that's my pen ok. its expensive know."
-_-"
me and sya headed to tm.
walk around till i really fell to rock bottom SICK.
but i managed to order bird's cake, so good job steph.
went home. slept from 7 all the way till next day noon.
wednesday was rest day.
noticed i said DAY.
night was to MOS.
my first time.
met felix at 9, simei station.
then we made our way to clarke quay.
don't you just love green tea.
waited for the rest to come.
lu, baldwin, timo, pan, eugene and his gf. audrey & sarah too.
a few of the 02 girls as well.
the girls went to gotham for free drinks and sucky music.
around midnight we all headed to mos.
to me, it was just average.
saw arnel, maye and mas there, along with the other unknown zara staff people.
i met this guy joey, he seems quite nic, going to tp somemore.
then it started to get packed.
and if you went to the toilet, you cannot exit via the same way.
coz the cage was full.
ballocks.
that was when i met rezal. LOL.
maye stomped her feet demanding to go in again,
"ITS NOT FAIR!!!!"
then he give way. LOL.
steph of corse shows her appreciation. how?
let's just say he's a good kisser.
we roamed the place.
i like PURE room.
and i have a new found liking for house music.
then there was a fight, between a guy n girl,
and in the process of it, lu got bumped,
and me too in the arm while pulling her from those pigs.
stupidness.
the cinderella lost her slipper.
she came back for it and arnel told her,
"HEY! you're late know! its 1am!"
POOTS!
rezal knocked off at 4, so well, i left with him,
and maye and 2 of her friends and headed to devils.
i saw aphad there, the fosters guy i met at the sevens.
then fight #2. what the hell.
we just had a few drinks, danced abit.
me and maye bartopped,
and the bloody ceiling was damn low la.
and aphad just happily sitting on the bar like a humpty dumpty.
cute la.
nearing closing time, we left.
thursday was our rugby annual general meeting.
i didnt go for my basic theory test!! coz i didnt study and i was shleppppy.
met earlier to get ready some stuff that we were giving to the ex-com.
the rest were cutting flyers.
and i just had a mad craving for the macdonals beef fantastic.
dee picked me up, dropped me at the macs opposite school.
and i tripped twice while going to get my food. POOT.
beef would take awhile to cook, so i settled for chicken. dee, fish.
chicken was YUM!! but i still like beef. ho hum.
we had to write little notes to one of the seniors.
i wrote to vie.
"the sun is hot,
paris hilton is not.
what you've done for the team,
will not be forgot."
smarty stephy.
i wrote for ifa too, though i didnt know what to write,
since it was just in a confinement of a small rectangle paper.
i think she was puzzled to what i meant in the msg. LOL.
it means, thank you cant be enough said, neither shown.
bleah.
after the AGM, habibie it was.
new discovery! mui fan that adeline tong had is quite nice.
and i left early, because again suddenly i didnt feel very well.
lucky mummy picked me, if not i'll spend on cab again.
i suspect that theres something wrong with my body.
friday was wild wild wet with the girls.
sad to say, it was only 4 of us.
lu, az, nurul and myself.
nonetheless, i had a chill out fun time.
shiok river was shiok.
samsung made me pee myself, and nurul whail like a whale.
the bicycle was cool, just silly it only went one round.
ular-lah was, boo. short and un-fun.
the tsunami was just alright.
the yellow slide was back-breaking, literally.
the purple tube was addictive!
the yacault thing in the playground was fun when it made us rush to it when it was full,
and about to pour.
the playground slides were fun in that we slid down in a line. sugela.
and the jaccuzi was useless.
lu left early to meet the bf for dinner.
the 3 of us stayed till closing then had dinner at the temporary coffee shop.
az and myself then headed to school for the freshmen jam and hop.
met sher, sup and yam. miao joined later.
like last year, it wasnt as fun as i think it could be.
or maybe im being prejudiced by comparing it to how a club party should be,
when for 1, it isnt even a club.
left like at 11, cabbed home with felix.
and i waited for you.
bcoz i think i miss you.
but no.
saturday is happy birthday to bird!!
had late lunch at fish&co tampines.
HIGHLY NOT RECOMENDED.
its the worse of the outlets, though i havnt been to all.
the menu seems shorter.
and the quality of food, not as good.
then we headed to pungol, to collect my uniform stuff.
had to borrow money from tiffy to pay first.
my enrolment for driving really set me back LOTS.
and sad to say, i cant financially support my lessons,
so maybe the enrolment fee would be to waste.
then we headed to marine parade, where mummy wanted to get some candles
from this catholic shop nearby holy family.
she packed home katong laksa!! but quite full.
came home, chilled, then cut cake.
ate laksa, and then the yummmmmmmylicious cake, I LOVECHOCOLATE!
and OMG i felt like a walrus. SO EFFING FULL LA.
watched the dvd "yours, mine and ours"
i felt that it was better then cheaper by the dozen 2.
and then took a doze.
now i'm here.
such a sucky day.
me and bobby predicted night showers, thats why we ditched our last min fishing plans.
BOO!! it didnt rain.
but then again, i feel unwell.
i think my body's too heaty.
my throat hurts, my nose is a mini tap.
and it doesnt help that i've craving for a bearhug.
and i cant figure out if the question marks are on my mind,
or heart.
or just merely, reality.
but then again, i forgotten what's the meaning of love.
or how its like to be in it.
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
IRB sevens
the sevens was fucking awesome!!
and the #7 of singapore, england and canada are fucking hotshits!!
finally lu and my taste in man collide, TOM VARNDELL, weet weet.
i still like abdul mr pete williams. *licks*
beers beer and more beers.
day 1 i didnt really remember watching alot of the game,
what the hell was i doing?
rain rain go away!
it made my white pants, well, unwhite.
ad, marli and myself made bets over booze regarding the scores.
marli won, BOO!
chatter up a fosters guy, LOL.
thats a first, steph chatting up a guy.
new pick up line of the year,
"where's your first?"
lol!! i was referring to his tattoos,
which was his first. yup. LOL. ho hum.
hung out with adi for abit,
he gave me this winnie the pooh ball thing!! LOL.
which zaki said he was the one who caught it.
omg, i was on a high, once in awhile i decide to go nuts and let lose.
after the sevens, went for dinner at spize with azlina, ifa, sya and sheema.
had silly laughs over blunders.
had to rush down to work after that.
mr nathan didnt wanna let me off for that one day. POOT.
as we were leavng to sya's car, this guy came after us,
and asked for my number! LOL
slowly came to know he was german.
and that he was flying off to bangkok for soccer the day before i was!! LOL
hmmm.
anyway, to work.
my clothes were damp due to the rain at the stadium.
work was boring.
didnt have much to do.
so much for that 600 pax expected.
closing was late as usual.
got caught in the rain on the way out even.
and BULL FROGS ARE GROSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
day 2 of the sevens saw a bigger crowd.
i only came later.
and i got to find out that i was on ESPN!! LOL .
during one of the highlights of day 1.
i wonder how stupid i looked,
esp when i was like showing ad something on the camera,
and just SUDDENLY stood up and danced, by myself. LOL.
anyways, day2 of the sevens,
this old ang mo man came up to me and started talking to me.
he recognised me for my work place.
and he said he was there the night "new zealand ate like indonesia!"
LOL! yeah, that fine day when the whole team was there eating and drinking FOC.
it was the return of the screaming french squad. who broke yet more benches.
wicked aura rocks my socks!!
what rocked even more was seeing budi perform.
i dont know, its just a satisfaction of pride seeing him enjoy performing,
and looking awesome doing it if i may say so.
couldnt stop me from dancing! : ) awesome.
met new people in the crowd of us.
and i know ifa is small, but i just never really realised how small!
when i tried to lift her up to get her to dance,
i was so scared to break her!
dear captain ifa, pls eat more. thank you. :S
nurul is mean.
she refused to dance with me. POOT.
never mind, dancing alone gets you a free beer offered from strangers from behind.
best was when china came out to play.
"HEY, CHI FAN LE MAH?!"
"NAYM CHONG PEI PAH KAO!"
"CHICKEDY CHINA THE CHINESE CHICKEN!!"
heh heh.
korea, is "GO KIM CHEE!!!"
oh oh oh,
and a highlight for me from day 1 was when china did an awesome fake to england.
which proves again 1 very important point,
china only good at selling fakes. LOL!!
but it was a really smooth and awesome move,
which resulted in an opening try by the chinese.
honestly, it made me sit up to watch them. their better then i thought.
and this is an official apology to azlina senior,
i didnt mean to smash the floating inflated condom into you,
though you gotta admit it was fun. and funny.
the teh teh has stirked!! :)
and YEAH YEAH YEAH, FIJI WON!!!! :)
my favourites!! weeet.
after the sevens me n charlotte ran off to the ice point to see whom we can get a glimpse off.
TOM VARNDELL IN A TOWEL!!
ooooh babeh, take it off!! :)
he was like sliding on the water as he ran/inched his way to their bus.
went for dinner with the ruggers after that.
it was to kallang airport for foooOOOood.
timo, felix, alan, andy, jeremy, zam and javin signh.
the food was yummy!!
took 31 to tanah merah interchange then change to 12
then it was home sweet home, all shagged out.
and yes, if you have noticed,
i didnt go to work ;)
heh heh.
according to jean-luke who has kindly invited me to go there with him for the post party,
all the players would be there.
why didnt i go then?!
coz 1, it'll be packed as hell,
and 2, i don't wanna be there having to serve them beer.
and most importantly 3,
i'm shagged out BODOH!! :)
got hold of pictures.
like i said, i suspect i have silly ones. *pouts*
us!! can you spot ifa, nurul, shimo, haha, charlotte, supi, azlina and her hunky hunk ;) lu and baldwin?
jac and my silly muscular self (chey chey chey)
meet mr david teo, and stephanie hendricks.
i like big butts and i cannot lie. THANKS AH!
ju and ad!!
wooooahhhh!!
coach hershey aka marli, and eda nikita
my pretty sunshine princess, shimona.
and the #7 of singapore, england and canada are fucking hotshits!!
finally lu and my taste in man collide, TOM VARNDELL, weet weet.
i still like abdul mr pete williams. *licks*
beers beer and more beers.
day 1 i didnt really remember watching alot of the game,
what the hell was i doing?
rain rain go away!
it made my white pants, well, unwhite.
ad, marli and myself made bets over booze regarding the scores.
marli won, BOO!
chatter up a fosters guy, LOL.
thats a first, steph chatting up a guy.
new pick up line of the year,
"where's your first?"
lol!! i was referring to his tattoos,
which was his first. yup. LOL. ho hum.
hung out with adi for abit,
he gave me this winnie the pooh ball thing!! LOL.
which zaki said he was the one who caught it.
omg, i was on a high, once in awhile i decide to go nuts and let lose.
after the sevens, went for dinner at spize with azlina, ifa, sya and sheema.
had silly laughs over blunders.
had to rush down to work after that.
mr nathan didnt wanna let me off for that one day. POOT.
as we were leavng to sya's car, this guy came after us,
and asked for my number! LOL
slowly came to know he was german.
and that he was flying off to bangkok for soccer the day before i was!! LOL
hmmm.
anyway, to work.
my clothes were damp due to the rain at the stadium.
work was boring.
didnt have much to do.
so much for that 600 pax expected.
closing was late as usual.
got caught in the rain on the way out even.
and BULL FROGS ARE GROSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
day 2 of the sevens saw a bigger crowd.
i only came later.
and i got to find out that i was on ESPN!! LOL .
during one of the highlights of day 1.
i wonder how stupid i looked,
esp when i was like showing ad something on the camera,
and just SUDDENLY stood up and danced, by myself. LOL.
anyways, day2 of the sevens,
this old ang mo man came up to me and started talking to me.
he recognised me for my work place.
and he said he was there the night "new zealand ate like indonesia!"
LOL! yeah, that fine day when the whole team was there eating and drinking FOC.
it was the return of the screaming french squad. who broke yet more benches.
wicked aura rocks my socks!!
what rocked even more was seeing budi perform.
i dont know, its just a satisfaction of pride seeing him enjoy performing,
and looking awesome doing it if i may say so.
couldnt stop me from dancing! : ) awesome.
met new people in the crowd of us.
and i know ifa is small, but i just never really realised how small!
when i tried to lift her up to get her to dance,
i was so scared to break her!
dear captain ifa, pls eat more. thank you. :S
nurul is mean.
she refused to dance with me. POOT.
never mind, dancing alone gets you a free beer offered from strangers from behind.
best was when china came out to play.
"HEY, CHI FAN LE MAH?!"
"NAYM CHONG PEI PAH KAO!"
"CHICKEDY CHINA THE CHINESE CHICKEN!!"
heh heh.
korea, is "GO KIM CHEE!!!"
oh oh oh,
and a highlight for me from day 1 was when china did an awesome fake to england.
which proves again 1 very important point,
china only good at selling fakes. LOL!!
but it was a really smooth and awesome move,
which resulted in an opening try by the chinese.
honestly, it made me sit up to watch them. their better then i thought.
and this is an official apology to azlina senior,
i didnt mean to smash the floating inflated condom into you,
though you gotta admit it was fun. and funny.
the teh teh has stirked!! :)
and YEAH YEAH YEAH, FIJI WON!!!! :)
my favourites!! weeet.
after the sevens me n charlotte ran off to the ice point to see whom we can get a glimpse off.
TOM VARNDELL IN A TOWEL!!
ooooh babeh, take it off!! :)
he was like sliding on the water as he ran/inched his way to their bus.
went for dinner with the ruggers after that.
it was to kallang airport for foooOOOood.
timo, felix, alan, andy, jeremy, zam and javin signh.
the food was yummy!!
took 31 to tanah merah interchange then change to 12
then it was home sweet home, all shagged out.
and yes, if you have noticed,
i didnt go to work ;)
heh heh.
according to jean-luke who has kindly invited me to go there with him for the post party,
all the players would be there.
why didnt i go then?!
coz 1, it'll be packed as hell,
and 2, i don't wanna be there having to serve them beer.
and most importantly 3,
i'm shagged out BODOH!! :)
got hold of pictures.
like i said, i suspect i have silly ones. *pouts*
us!! can you spot ifa, nurul, shimo, haha, charlotte, supi, azlina and her hunky hunk ;) lu and baldwin?
jac and my silly muscular self (chey chey chey)
meet mr david teo, and stephanie hendricks.
i like big butts and i cannot lie. THANKS AH!
ju and ad!!
wooooahhhh!!
coach hershey aka marli, and eda nikita
my pretty sunshine princess, shimona.
Friday, April 07, 2006
cut
and oh greatness.
my phone line's been cut this morning.
GOOD!
thanks dad.
so what have u been doing with the shitloads of my allowance that you've been cutting?!
dont know if i can still make it to work in this condition.
i should just fucking quit,
so one less work load of me,
then i'd be broke,
then another work load on me.
what a fucking vicious cycle in this still fucked up world.
the nightmare isnt over.
my phone line's been cut this morning.
GOOD!
thanks dad.
so what have u been doing with the shitloads of my allowance that you've been cutting?!
dont know if i can still make it to work in this condition.
i should just fucking quit,
so one less work load of me,
then i'd be broke,
then another work load on me.
what a fucking vicious cycle in this still fucked up world.
the nightmare isnt over.
simpangs
back from the simpangs.
funny how a last minute kuku talk cock session can change your mood,
temporarily.
i didnt know wayne and han yang was in the same circle of friends.
and nigel too.
yup.
met all of them together just now.
yang and wayne drove by mine to pick me up.
a lil comotion with the brazilian prick. HEH!
to think he actually disowned his father.
then went to pick another fella, who ended up driving also,
he went to pick whoever else.
blah blah blah.
end of story is,
it was wayne, yang, boy in red, boy in blue, nigel, trevor and sham sitting at syeds
as i whine about how my curry got no meat and the boys' one had.
in the end i had their curry too. heh.
had 2 prata bombs.
was full but hungry, ARGH!
mad stomach, so fat and still greedy.
now you're thinking was i talking about myself or my stomach.
or both? ;)
we had a good chat, brazilian style babeh! HAHAH!!
ad msged halfway. and asked me how i was.
sometimes i think i'm quite comical.
ad: 'how are you?' blah blah blah blah
steph: 'i'm lost in my own world.
ad: ' is your world good to you?'
steph: 'no. i'm like an earthworm in my world. living in shit though i'm supposedly the farmer's bestfriend. '
the rest of it is silly things about the oozing earthworm jim.
just what stupid greedy prata eating girl would think of herself as an earthworm.
stupid steph.
yup, that was about it.
went with sham to buy his shaving cream before cabbing home.
trick me, he say walk home.
ah, i'm home now anyways so.
i'm going to sleep.
i got a few things to do tmr.
am scheduled for work, bad enough that i didnt go today to get som paper work done.
pointless.
yup so, work.
then rizal flying off.
i'm tired.
i need to buy my contact lenses.
prolly meet felix to get the ticket he says hes giving me.
and tmr is the cca awards dateline. havnt gotten quite abit done.
partly coz i dont know if we're eligible, and partly coz i dont know what to write where.
also i dont know how i'm going to meet lawrenze to get it all signed.
and it would have helped lots if something was done about the missed call.
especially after what was said,
i'll say that through the scarsm and staredown that it took me alot to call,
pride on my part maybe, and also i'm still digesting my brainjuice.
to sincerely, professionally want to ask about what was given to me to do.
i don't know, don't give me a reason to prove myself right.
and to this stupid stinking world.
good fucking night.
and when i wake up,
i'll remember nothing of this nightmare.
hate me for my frankness that i've yearned so long to unleash.
im just gobsmacked at how everything turned out the way it is in my life currently.
i just feel so cheated, by myself, the confused child.
funny how a last minute kuku talk cock session can change your mood,
temporarily.
i didnt know wayne and han yang was in the same circle of friends.
and nigel too.
yup.
met all of them together just now.
yang and wayne drove by mine to pick me up.
a lil comotion with the brazilian prick. HEH!
to think he actually disowned his father.
then went to pick another fella, who ended up driving also,
he went to pick whoever else.
blah blah blah.
end of story is,
it was wayne, yang, boy in red, boy in blue, nigel, trevor and sham sitting at syeds
as i whine about how my curry got no meat and the boys' one had.
in the end i had their curry too. heh.
had 2 prata bombs.
was full but hungry, ARGH!
mad stomach, so fat and still greedy.
now you're thinking was i talking about myself or my stomach.
or both? ;)
we had a good chat, brazilian style babeh! HAHAH!!
ad msged halfway. and asked me how i was.
sometimes i think i'm quite comical.
ad: 'how are you?' blah blah blah blah
steph: 'i'm lost in my own world.
ad: ' is your world good to you?'
steph: 'no. i'm like an earthworm in my world. living in shit though i'm supposedly the farmer's bestfriend. '
the rest of it is silly things about the oozing earthworm jim.
just what stupid greedy prata eating girl would think of herself as an earthworm.
stupid steph.
yup, that was about it.
went with sham to buy his shaving cream before cabbing home.
trick me, he say walk home.
ah, i'm home now anyways so.
i'm going to sleep.
i got a few things to do tmr.
am scheduled for work, bad enough that i didnt go today to get som paper work done.
pointless.
yup so, work.
then rizal flying off.
i'm tired.
i need to buy my contact lenses.
prolly meet felix to get the ticket he says hes giving me.
and tmr is the cca awards dateline. havnt gotten quite abit done.
partly coz i dont know if we're eligible, and partly coz i dont know what to write where.
also i dont know how i'm going to meet lawrenze to get it all signed.
and it would have helped lots if something was done about the missed call.
especially after what was said,
i'll say that through the scarsm and staredown that it took me alot to call,
pride on my part maybe, and also i'm still digesting my brainjuice.
to sincerely, professionally want to ask about what was given to me to do.
i don't know, don't give me a reason to prove myself right.
and to this stupid stinking world.
good fucking night.
and when i wake up,
i'll remember nothing of this nightmare.
hate me for my frankness that i've yearned so long to unleash.
im just gobsmacked at how everything turned out the way it is in my life currently.
i just feel so cheated, by myself, the confused child.
Thursday, April 06, 2006
dead beat
my mind's as dead as my heart,
so i'm just ranting everything on the top of my tired head.
if it wasnt for my reshufflment of priorities,
i really would not have given much a rat's ass.
i dont know what my priorities are now,
but i sure as hell know what's not.
so it doesnt affect me that much,
other then how it tires me just thinking about it.
and i hate thinking.
because thoughts turns to words, then turns to actions.
and ultimately, you get burned.
would you be so kind as to return that missed call?
half my brain is already sleeping now, im just tired.
and its come to my realisation that what lu told me was true.
that people misinterprit that i have something against them or unhappy about.
since its been mentioned twice in the span of a week.
and i'll admit that i'd rather run away from problems,
and that i'll leave my unhappiness (be it there or not) to be what it is.
coz sooner or later, as long as one party decides, 'hey whatever,
i'm just gonna step back, '
things will blow out fine.
that one party more often is me stepping back.
and finally i'll agree to the wise words of wesley, that you can trust no one.
ok that's abit extreme.
but be wary of who you should trust rather.
i've come to ponder, maybe i've made wrong decisions.
i've come to question why there are walls between people.
i've come to hate assumptions
i've come to realise that less is more.
i've come to be puzzled to how i might seem to some.
i've come to my consenses,
that i really dont give a damn anymore.
and that i have nothing much to look forward to.
and that everything goes in a circle,
back at square 1,
that square 1 on my 16th birthday.
that nothing's ever worth trying for sometimes.
to think that maybe i finally found the meaning of bestfriend,
and made me change my primary school mindset that 'bestfriends dont exist'
coz u cant rank friends.
slowly over the past weeks i've been hiding myself,
because all the murmurs of others pushed through.
and i've been trying to settle for second place.
though i'd admit that everything didnt turn out what i wanted,
this was the one and only thing that was worth it.
the rest can screw my tombstone.
there i've said my peace.
finally i've learnt the value of trust and how not to give it so easily.
going simpang with nigel and the boys.
hopefully drinking too.
its times like these i'd like to take comfort in thinking i'm an alcoholic.
i can't wait to escape to bangkok.
and hopefully i'll get stuck in the riots there.
that they'll have to drag a carcass back here via the chinese junk ship.
so i'm just ranting everything on the top of my tired head.
if it wasnt for my reshufflment of priorities,
i really would not have given much a rat's ass.
i dont know what my priorities are now,
but i sure as hell know what's not.
so it doesnt affect me that much,
other then how it tires me just thinking about it.
and i hate thinking.
because thoughts turns to words, then turns to actions.
and ultimately, you get burned.
would you be so kind as to return that missed call?
half my brain is already sleeping now, im just tired.
and its come to my realisation that what lu told me was true.
that people misinterprit that i have something against them or unhappy about.
since its been mentioned twice in the span of a week.
and i'll admit that i'd rather run away from problems,
and that i'll leave my unhappiness (be it there or not) to be what it is.
coz sooner or later, as long as one party decides, 'hey whatever,
i'm just gonna step back, '
things will blow out fine.
that one party more often is me stepping back.
and finally i'll agree to the wise words of wesley, that you can trust no one.
ok that's abit extreme.
but be wary of who you should trust rather.
i've come to ponder, maybe i've made wrong decisions.
i've come to question why there are walls between people.
i've come to hate assumptions
i've come to realise that less is more.
i've come to be puzzled to how i might seem to some.
i've come to my consenses,
that i really dont give a damn anymore.
and that i have nothing much to look forward to.
and that everything goes in a circle,
back at square 1,
that square 1 on my 16th birthday.
that nothing's ever worth trying for sometimes.
to think that maybe i finally found the meaning of bestfriend,
and made me change my primary school mindset that 'bestfriends dont exist'
coz u cant rank friends.
slowly over the past weeks i've been hiding myself,
because all the murmurs of others pushed through.
and i've been trying to settle for second place.
though i'd admit that everything didnt turn out what i wanted,
this was the one and only thing that was worth it.
the rest can screw my tombstone.
there i've said my peace.
finally i've learnt the value of trust and how not to give it so easily.
going simpang with nigel and the boys.
hopefully drinking too.
its times like these i'd like to take comfort in thinking i'm an alcoholic.
i can't wait to escape to bangkok.
and hopefully i'll get stuck in the riots there.
that they'll have to drag a carcass back here via the chinese junk ship.
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
alan's 21st.
shagged out bodoh!!
sunday went for alan's chalet.
his birthday cake was yum!!
so was his grandmother's curry!!!!!! OMG!!!
met zaki, charlotte, azhar, hannan and shimo and we took a bus in.
played polar bear!! LOL.
everywhere i go sure play.
the last round i was murderer, and i had to surrender due to the commencement of dinner,
if not confirm win :) heh.
i had fun playing with my 'aircon'.
what is my aircon?
its my plastic cup with one gigantic block of dried ice!
yay. but azhar and zam say not cold. PFFFT.
no skills.
after that we went to the playground.
the water one. i tried shooting the gun. LOL.
the same one that javin used, except that it looked like he was peeing.
ok la, the pool was closed, so there was no power in his gun.
that was meant to sound wrong.
i plonked 2 bits of dried ice into the pool! :)
it looked like some alien thing landed in the pool! HEHE!
then i inched my way to the centre platform, trying not to get my 3/4s wet.
when i reached the dry plat form, i just did ridiculous poses,
sorta like those fountain statues kinda.
sometimes i'd like to know, what i was thinking.
anyways checked the bowling alley out, it was closed.
we walked and checked out the clubhouse.
nothing much, everything closed eary, maybe coz it was a sunday.
back to the playground, this time the dry one.
its totally fun can! and an accident waiting to happen place.
me and charlotte stood on this attached 1/2 swing thingy,
and just rocked our feet back and forth so our whole body could cradle back and forth.
rock a by baby.
and steph slipped. LOL.
cant blame the clumsy her, the place was still wet from earlier showers.
nonetheless it was stupid fun with silly laughs.
then the guys started their 'competition'
to see who can tahan the longest, on the evil, mean, extrodinary machine.
the REVOLVER!!
(ok i made that up)
but its like this twirling thing that goes round and round and round.
so the guys would go on it and compete in twos or threes,
to see who can outlast the most revolutions with top speed.
it was FREAKING HILARIOUS.
yes, that was why i didnt go on it at first,
because i needed to pee, and i didnt wanna laugh myself silly,
and you know what will happen.
anyways, it was bombastically funny seeing how the guys plonk off that thing as it is still spinning.
and then attempting to walk and act macho that they can take it!!!
zam was saying that every revolution, you'll lose 1 kg.
no wonder he keep going on it, again and again and again.
even jumping onto it when it hasnt stop spinning,
and when people like zaki are still hanging on lifelessly.
mission: to catch your opponent at his weakest.
ya right, for zam is : to lose as much weight.
think i dont know. HEH.
back to the chalet.
alan opened a bottle of wine.
shimo, azhar, zam, charlotte, jani and myself took turns in playing mahjong.
the rest like javin, andy, jeremy and melissa were playing tai di.
10cents per card.
i didnt stay late into the night.
say about 1+am i left with shimo and hannan, jani drove us home.
its WAKEBOARDING the next morning.
so to home for shut eye pls.
so my alarm rang at 6.30.
i refuseeee to get up!
by 7.10 i was dragged out.
surprisingly i still could pack all my stuff and get ready all in time, 7.30
woo.
met shimo in the train, headed towards harbour front.
waited at macs for nurul while tiffy and shimo went to get the tickets.
DFS rocks. but i figured that i'd get stuff upon arrival in singapore at the end of the day.
took penguin cruise to batam.
ate and slept in the ferry.
been sneezing the whole morning, and the sunlight hurts my eyes.
the ferry ride took about 1hr?
reached there, took the less-then-2-minutes shuttle to the place.
the guy was like asleep on the couch.
and the tiny puppy that was so small since the last time we were there grew big! :)
cutttte.
we all started on the knee board again.
went about 2 rounds on it, then we upgraded to the board.
nurul and shimo had it tough trying to stand up their first time.
well, its never easy, i didnt get it on my first time there either,
even though my previous stay was much shorter.
tiffy and i could stand up!
but i only can withstand half the corse. i always fall at the turns. BLAH!
then there was this one of em who was a show off.
but ok la, he got the skills and stunts, and not too bad looks with a hot surfer body.
woooo. but not really to my liking. i'd like my men with a lil meat pls.
lunched there, and bummed out.
then back to the water!!
nurul was being mocked by me to how she fell once during training.
when she said "gantoh" (meaning fall in malay) but was still standing and then plonked down.
tiffy and i kept chuckling, and in her defence, nurul said,
"sometimes you can just predict when you're going to ....."
PLONK!
as she said fall, she fell.
laughed the ba-dang-dangs outta us.
we then had LOADS of fun on this floatation thing,
LIQUID FORCE it was called.
its actually a huge float which u lie on to suntan, COOLIOS!
we were doing fancy dives off it.
i did a somersault. tiffy some limp star jump.
nurul just, jumped. shimo was pushed off :)
then there were cannonballs and dives and what not.
we ended up playing wrestling on the thing.
the objective was to make the other 3 fall till you're the last one standing.
LOL. ube funnest.
the operators of the place were having a good time watching us being bafoons.
we played till like 330, then we got ready to catch the 4pm bus.
in the ferry i slept like a baby as qouted by nurul.
anyways, due to nurul not charging her camera but bringing it nonetheless,
here are all the pics we have .
us looking so love.
(L - R) Steph, Tiffy, Shimo, Nurul.
Rawk on! YEAH!
YEAHHHHHHHH!!!!
shagged out idiots.
pose it babeh !
us again!! : )
when we arrived in singapore, it looked like it was going to storm.
it was like, 645 by the time we got out of the terminal and waited at the taxi stand.
a good 45 mins of waiting for a cab to get ourselves to the east.
nurul headed home first.
i was suppose to meet javin singh mr wolsey at 730 to pick him up on the way to the chalet.
but the queue was long, even the jam along the ECP.
whats worse was that i had the most fullest bladder that i ever had!!!
i was really bouncing around and making the whole cab bouced by the time we exited the highway.
i kept shutting tiffy up while she tried to talk to me.
i couldnt stand it no longer.
when the cab stop at tanah merah to pick javin and drop the 2 girls,
i made a run for it to the toilet at the station!!
it was intense.
from the controling, to the dash, to the relief. heh.
then i dashed back up to wolsey in the cab with all my stuff in his hands. LOL.
when we reached there he attempted to carry my bag,
which couldnt even fit under his arm. LOL .
i'd like to think that my bag wasnt that big but rather his arm was.
hehe, WOLSEY!
reached there, i put my stuff down, and headed straight for the hot tub!!!! :)
alone.
first i had the tub to myself, while waiting for timo and felix who were at the bowling alley.
then this old uncle and aunty come and invade my pool.
thanks.
lucky the jet timing ran out, so they thought the pool was closed, and they left
YES!
i was alone for like 5 mins, before yes, the pool was realy closed.
BUMMER.
none the less, it felt good to just sit there and relax.
timo and felix finally came when i was leaving.
back to the chalet, for foooood! :)
the prawns were good!
sat around, chilled, talked crap, havnt showered!!
coz i only had one change of clothes and undies.
so didnt wanna get em dirty.
i fell asleep on the couch! for like, an hour.
then i went to shower.
played mahjong with felix, azhar and we tried teaching timo as we went along.
of corse more eating.
we then watched 50 1st dates which were showing on ESPN movies.
simply sweet. one of my favourite movies. sigh.
then we had to source for a place to get comfy and sleep.
dont know whoever took my cusions frm my chair, fed up.
so i just went to the dining table there and joined 4 chairs and slept.
i took like many 5 minute shut eyes
it was just SUPERLY uncomfortable.
and one stupid mozzie kept buzzing around my ear.
then timo was wandering around.
we then embarked on a journey to search for new comfortable grounds to sleep.
we went to the room where zaki, ungku and charlotte was.
the room was ICE COLD!
ungku is the true blue polar bear.
we just used the end of the blanket that was like on the floor, and shared a pillow.
he switched off the air conditioner, and i dont know why we started laughing or giggling,
but quietly, coz we didnt wanna wake the sleeping beauties.
so we just shivered ourselves to sleep.
and just as i was about to doze off,
zaki, ungku and charlotte's alarms started going off one by one.
ARGH!
then it took them awhile to get out of bed to go and bathe.
zaki first, then ungku.
i darted for ungku's bed! oh man! so snugged and comfy!
timo was still waiting for the other bed to be free, coz charlotte was still defrosting before she showered.
and when ungku came back into the room,
he was scanning the beds, trying to make out who was who in the dark.
and then he just SAT ON ME!!
argh.
silly polar bear.
timo took over the bed soon, then he got up to go down to get his bag.
i warned him not to, if not the downstairs snorers will steal his spot.
and so, one fugitive came up, and timo, PLONKED HIM ON MY BED!
hmmpf!!
lucky felix is small, but he just keeps putting his armpits up!
grrrr, now i know where he got his clubbing habbit from!
hmmpf, mean ol timo.
but good, he got retribution when azhar came looking for a place to sleep!!! LOL!
both squeeze on one single bed.
lucky me and feli quite small size, as compared to the 2. woo hoo!
at times only he would elbow me while turning la, then he'll kena pushed.
other then that, i slept quite well.
when they woke up, i still was hugging my pillow.
i only wanted to wake up at the very last minute.
i woke up just in time to leave.
everyone left, excpet the few of us.
damn should have shifted to the next door room.
double bed all for myself! pffft.
nvm la.
mel's dad picked her, we took the bus out.
timo took a train, azhar took bus, felix and myself cabbed home.
took the tumbler with me.
plonked my stuff, then plonked myself into bed.
woke up aching arms and my stiff neck,
GRAWL!!
gym is not an option,
training was cancelled due to stormy weathers.
so slept in steph did.
followed by tv programmes back to back.
jani came over to collect his tumblers,
mummy bought mangoes, YEAH!!!
but i still have the craving for rambutans.
oh well.
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY ALAN!!!! :)
sunday went for alan's chalet.
his birthday cake was yum!!
so was his grandmother's curry!!!!!! OMG!!!
met zaki, charlotte, azhar, hannan and shimo and we took a bus in.
played polar bear!! LOL.
everywhere i go sure play.
the last round i was murderer, and i had to surrender due to the commencement of dinner,
if not confirm win :) heh.
i had fun playing with my 'aircon'.
what is my aircon?
its my plastic cup with one gigantic block of dried ice!
yay. but azhar and zam say not cold. PFFFT.
no skills.
after that we went to the playground.
the water one. i tried shooting the gun. LOL.
the same one that javin used, except that it looked like he was peeing.
ok la, the pool was closed, so there was no power in his gun.
that was meant to sound wrong.
i plonked 2 bits of dried ice into the pool! :)
it looked like some alien thing landed in the pool! HEHE!
then i inched my way to the centre platform, trying not to get my 3/4s wet.
when i reached the dry plat form, i just did ridiculous poses,
sorta like those fountain statues kinda.
sometimes i'd like to know, what i was thinking.
anyways checked the bowling alley out, it was closed.
we walked and checked out the clubhouse.
nothing much, everything closed eary, maybe coz it was a sunday.
back to the playground, this time the dry one.
its totally fun can! and an accident waiting to happen place.
me and charlotte stood on this attached 1/2 swing thingy,
and just rocked our feet back and forth so our whole body could cradle back and forth.
rock a by baby.
and steph slipped. LOL.
cant blame the clumsy her, the place was still wet from earlier showers.
nonetheless it was stupid fun with silly laughs.
then the guys started their 'competition'
to see who can tahan the longest, on the evil, mean, extrodinary machine.
the REVOLVER!!
(ok i made that up)
but its like this twirling thing that goes round and round and round.
so the guys would go on it and compete in twos or threes,
to see who can outlast the most revolutions with top speed.
it was FREAKING HILARIOUS.
yes, that was why i didnt go on it at first,
because i needed to pee, and i didnt wanna laugh myself silly,
and you know what will happen.
anyways, it was bombastically funny seeing how the guys plonk off that thing as it is still spinning.
and then attempting to walk and act macho that they can take it!!!
zam was saying that every revolution, you'll lose 1 kg.
no wonder he keep going on it, again and again and again.
even jumping onto it when it hasnt stop spinning,
and when people like zaki are still hanging on lifelessly.
mission: to catch your opponent at his weakest.
ya right, for zam is : to lose as much weight.
think i dont know. HEH.
back to the chalet.
alan opened a bottle of wine.
shimo, azhar, zam, charlotte, jani and myself took turns in playing mahjong.
the rest like javin, andy, jeremy and melissa were playing tai di.
10cents per card.
i didnt stay late into the night.
say about 1+am i left with shimo and hannan, jani drove us home.
its WAKEBOARDING the next morning.
so to home for shut eye pls.
so my alarm rang at 6.30.
i refuseeee to get up!
by 7.10 i was dragged out.
surprisingly i still could pack all my stuff and get ready all in time, 7.30
woo.
met shimo in the train, headed towards harbour front.
waited at macs for nurul while tiffy and shimo went to get the tickets.
DFS rocks. but i figured that i'd get stuff upon arrival in singapore at the end of the day.
took penguin cruise to batam.
ate and slept in the ferry.
been sneezing the whole morning, and the sunlight hurts my eyes.
the ferry ride took about 1hr?
reached there, took the less-then-2-minutes shuttle to the place.
the guy was like asleep on the couch.
and the tiny puppy that was so small since the last time we were there grew big! :)
cutttte.
we all started on the knee board again.
went about 2 rounds on it, then we upgraded to the board.
nurul and shimo had it tough trying to stand up their first time.
well, its never easy, i didnt get it on my first time there either,
even though my previous stay was much shorter.
tiffy and i could stand up!
but i only can withstand half the corse. i always fall at the turns. BLAH!
then there was this one of em who was a show off.
but ok la, he got the skills and stunts, and not too bad looks with a hot surfer body.
woooo. but not really to my liking. i'd like my men with a lil meat pls.
lunched there, and bummed out.
then back to the water!!
nurul was being mocked by me to how she fell once during training.
when she said "gantoh" (meaning fall in malay) but was still standing and then plonked down.
tiffy and i kept chuckling, and in her defence, nurul said,
"sometimes you can just predict when you're going to ....."
PLONK!
as she said fall, she fell.
laughed the ba-dang-dangs outta us.
we then had LOADS of fun on this floatation thing,
LIQUID FORCE it was called.
its actually a huge float which u lie on to suntan, COOLIOS!
we were doing fancy dives off it.
i did a somersault. tiffy some limp star jump.
nurul just, jumped. shimo was pushed off :)
then there were cannonballs and dives and what not.
we ended up playing wrestling on the thing.
the objective was to make the other 3 fall till you're the last one standing.
LOL. ube funnest.
the operators of the place were having a good time watching us being bafoons.
we played till like 330, then we got ready to catch the 4pm bus.
in the ferry i slept like a baby as qouted by nurul.
anyways, due to nurul not charging her camera but bringing it nonetheless,
here are all the pics we have .
us looking so love.
(L - R) Steph, Tiffy, Shimo, Nurul.
Rawk on! YEAH!
YEAHHHHHHHH!!!!
shagged out idiots.
pose it babeh !
us again!! : )
when we arrived in singapore, it looked like it was going to storm.
it was like, 645 by the time we got out of the terminal and waited at the taxi stand.
a good 45 mins of waiting for a cab to get ourselves to the east.
nurul headed home first.
i was suppose to meet javin singh mr wolsey at 730 to pick him up on the way to the chalet.
but the queue was long, even the jam along the ECP.
whats worse was that i had the most fullest bladder that i ever had!!!
i was really bouncing around and making the whole cab bouced by the time we exited the highway.
i kept shutting tiffy up while she tried to talk to me.
i couldnt stand it no longer.
when the cab stop at tanah merah to pick javin and drop the 2 girls,
i made a run for it to the toilet at the station!!
it was intense.
from the controling, to the dash, to the relief. heh.
then i dashed back up to wolsey in the cab with all my stuff in his hands. LOL.
when we reached there he attempted to carry my bag,
which couldnt even fit under his arm. LOL .
i'd like to think that my bag wasnt that big but rather his arm was.
hehe, WOLSEY!
reached there, i put my stuff down, and headed straight for the hot tub!!!! :)
alone.
first i had the tub to myself, while waiting for timo and felix who were at the bowling alley.
then this old uncle and aunty come and invade my pool.
thanks.
lucky the jet timing ran out, so they thought the pool was closed, and they left
YES!
i was alone for like 5 mins, before yes, the pool was realy closed.
BUMMER.
none the less, it felt good to just sit there and relax.
timo and felix finally came when i was leaving.
back to the chalet, for foooood! :)
the prawns were good!
sat around, chilled, talked crap, havnt showered!!
coz i only had one change of clothes and undies.
so didnt wanna get em dirty.
i fell asleep on the couch! for like, an hour.
then i went to shower.
played mahjong with felix, azhar and we tried teaching timo as we went along.
of corse more eating.
we then watched 50 1st dates which were showing on ESPN movies.
simply sweet. one of my favourite movies. sigh.
then we had to source for a place to get comfy and sleep.
dont know whoever took my cusions frm my chair, fed up.
so i just went to the dining table there and joined 4 chairs and slept.
i took like many 5 minute shut eyes
it was just SUPERLY uncomfortable.
and one stupid mozzie kept buzzing around my ear.
then timo was wandering around.
we then embarked on a journey to search for new comfortable grounds to sleep.
we went to the room where zaki, ungku and charlotte was.
the room was ICE COLD!
ungku is the true blue polar bear.
we just used the end of the blanket that was like on the floor, and shared a pillow.
he switched off the air conditioner, and i dont know why we started laughing or giggling,
but quietly, coz we didnt wanna wake the sleeping beauties.
so we just shivered ourselves to sleep.
and just as i was about to doze off,
zaki, ungku and charlotte's alarms started going off one by one.
ARGH!
then it took them awhile to get out of bed to go and bathe.
zaki first, then ungku.
i darted for ungku's bed! oh man! so snugged and comfy!
timo was still waiting for the other bed to be free, coz charlotte was still defrosting before she showered.
and when ungku came back into the room,
he was scanning the beds, trying to make out who was who in the dark.
and then he just SAT ON ME!!
argh.
silly polar bear.
timo took over the bed soon, then he got up to go down to get his bag.
i warned him not to, if not the downstairs snorers will steal his spot.
and so, one fugitive came up, and timo, PLONKED HIM ON MY BED!
hmmpf!!
lucky felix is small, but he just keeps putting his armpits up!
grrrr, now i know where he got his clubbing habbit from!
hmmpf, mean ol timo.
but good, he got retribution when azhar came looking for a place to sleep!!! LOL!
both squeeze on one single bed.
lucky me and feli quite small size, as compared to the 2. woo hoo!
at times only he would elbow me while turning la, then he'll kena pushed.
other then that, i slept quite well.
when they woke up, i still was hugging my pillow.
i only wanted to wake up at the very last minute.
i woke up just in time to leave.
everyone left, excpet the few of us.
damn should have shifted to the next door room.
double bed all for myself! pffft.
nvm la.
mel's dad picked her, we took the bus out.
timo took a train, azhar took bus, felix and myself cabbed home.
took the tumbler with me.
plonked my stuff, then plonked myself into bed.
woke up aching arms and my stiff neck,
GRAWL!!
gym is not an option,
training was cancelled due to stormy weathers.
so slept in steph did.
followed by tv programmes back to back.
jani came over to collect his tumblers,
mummy bought mangoes, YEAH!!!
but i still have the craving for rambutans.
oh well.
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY ALAN!!!! :)
Sunday, April 02, 2006
26/03/06 jazz by the beach
last saturday... what did steph do...
started off the morning with mod touch.
i came late! coz i didnt bad enough sleep,
since i went home late from the chalet.
somemore i didnt pack my beach stuff.
so i reached there, was assigned to assist nurul with loyan sec.
she did most of the coaching since she's already established a raport with them.
moreso, i didnt really know what the agenda was.
so i just helped her carry out drills.
nonetheless the lot of boys were soon enthusism about playing,
after seeing how the tpiranhas played :)
and the hero of they day, has to be my michael.!
(even though 'boy' of loyang quite cute and athelete)
awww,the hotness, all sprawled out on the fence.
the way he plays is just, jaw dropping.
if its any consulation, he's only in primary school.
and he plays touch better then some much older boys ive seen play.
simple gobbsmacked just watching him,
and his team of primary school short farts thrash the loyang boys.
this proves, never to underestimate age, or the lack of it.
and the learning never ends.
after that the kids streamed out.
and then the ice war started!!
shoving ice down ur teammates tshirt is fun,
but not when the WHOLE team aliance and decide to attack u.
and so, the steph fell into the ice pile, slipping and sliding while trying to get back up.
everyone just laughing as she gets wet and dirty and clumsy and cold.
what are teamates for.
:)
then after that, kena scolding. LOL.
debrief and packed and changed and left for, sentosa!!!
sentosa changed so much
suddenly i love singapore.
and i predict it to be a thriving island city,
the next land of opportunities.
*puts fist over heart*
LOL.
ifa and nurul packed food from the hawker centre.
the whole time we were at the beach we just layed around,
and just basically fall to and fro to dreamland and back
ifa just being contented with her food,
then dozing off after like the whole sandy beach was her bedroom. heh.
after like lying around we just went to shower and then head to jazz by the beach.
I TELL U AH!
the common shower area, ok la, since its in the privacy of girls ok la.
respect each others, small indecencies.
but not nudity
where u have a nipple perade and public hair styling competition.
WTH.
i dont know if its the habbits of the chinese nationals,
given their toilet system back in their home country.
so maybe its nothing new to them.
but come on la. u visit a foreign country, given whatever ur purpose is.
at least, i dont know.
have some basic decency.
if not for yourselves, for kids or teenagers or other patrons of this public tourist destination.
dont give people like me a reason to laugh/ mock unnecessarily.
and sentosa, with your many upgrading projects,
maybe u can look into building MORE TOILETS PLEASE!!!
we were like the early birds for the jazz by the beach.
and out comes the camera!! :)
Steph and Nurul.
Us!! SO LOVE!!
(L-R) Steph, Nurul, Ifa
Ifa looking like a blast from the past. (check out the hair waves!)
All smiles, comfy on the mat with my ice cold beer! !
Cam Whores.
happy hamster.
i quite like this shot, except for one thing which i shant disclose.LOL
Nurul: this was into the valley of the shadow of death.
Steph: "nyeh! my tongue long!"
Nurul: "dodo my longer!"
Steph " nyeh!"
Nurul: "nyeh!"
Ifa: *rolls eyes* " RULE NUMBER 1!!!"
lovely skies.
great shot taken by ifa.
through the eyes of ifa, looking at the singer.
we pinned a goofy badge on ifa! :) ahugh!
enjoying the jazz.
first i ordered one jug.
then this guy asked nurul for ciggies.
first time, never mind just give,
though he offered to buy us food/beer.
i pinched nurul. heh.
second time he asked for ciggies,
she gave and this time he bought us beer.
woo hoo!
chiko peh uncle.
he got wife and kids whose age varies like by 1 yr kind.
but she took them to go play or seomthing.
conclusion: horny bastard looking for a quite hook up for future flings
HEH. evil la steph.
then this one waitress, joyce her name was,
says one of the boys wants my number.
i told her to tell him, to ask me himself.
heh.
then she came back, this time saying he's at the tram stop on his break.
and asked me to go there.
then i said, nah.
then again she came back.
this time, she showed me his picture on her phone.
and said he asked her to show me and say this boy wants ur number.
LOL!
again, i declined.
after that, bladder full, so i walked myself down to the toilet 5 mins away.
only to come out to see him smoking outside.
chatted abit as we walked back.
funny la he. at least he got guts.
anyways..
more beers?
ifa: "hmmm, i think too much beer, what shall we do?"
Steph: "are u thinking what i'm thinking B1?"
Nurul: "i think i am B2."
*chuckles*
so we called upon lulu, who was working there,
and had a worm like thing fall on her head! LOL.
and poured a cup of beer, and asked her to deliver it 2 tables away,
where 3 ang mo guys were sitting by themselves.
give it to the guy with the fishermen's cap!
and say 'compliments of the lady in black'
LOL!!
rule number 1: do not embarasse ur captain!! HEEE!
then on they kept looking and smiling over.
cheap thrills and stupid funs.
haish.
after that sya joined us.
chilled for awhile, nurul started mimicing all of us,
she think she funny she. *pouts*
quite la actually.
after that we left.
sya drove nurul home, and me to outram station
met tiffy there, then made our way down to bungy bar!
plans to meet trevor there, and also catch the rugby match.
had a few more drinks,
even the cock sucking cowboy shot! lol.
met a few players from bucks.
one familiar face.
chatted abit.
met alex, the bartender from uk.
trevor made me think he was hotter then that. LOL.
the game ended, slowly everyone left.
we left too to macs.
i had my fan-tastic meal yet again! :)
then it we cabbed home.
all in all, i had a great day.
started off the morning with mod touch.
i came late! coz i didnt bad enough sleep,
since i went home late from the chalet.
somemore i didnt pack my beach stuff.
so i reached there, was assigned to assist nurul with loyan sec.
she did most of the coaching since she's already established a raport with them.
moreso, i didnt really know what the agenda was.
so i just helped her carry out drills.
nonetheless the lot of boys were soon enthusism about playing,
after seeing how the tpiranhas played :)
and the hero of they day, has to be my michael.!
(even though 'boy' of loyang quite cute and athelete)
awww,the hotness, all sprawled out on the fence.
the way he plays is just, jaw dropping.
if its any consulation, he's only in primary school.
and he plays touch better then some much older boys ive seen play.
simple gobbsmacked just watching him,
and his team of primary school short farts thrash the loyang boys.
this proves, never to underestimate age, or the lack of it.
and the learning never ends.
after that the kids streamed out.
and then the ice war started!!
shoving ice down ur teammates tshirt is fun,
but not when the WHOLE team aliance and decide to attack u.
and so, the steph fell into the ice pile, slipping and sliding while trying to get back up.
everyone just laughing as she gets wet and dirty and clumsy and cold.
what are teamates for.
:)
then after that, kena scolding. LOL.
debrief and packed and changed and left for, sentosa!!!
sentosa changed so much
suddenly i love singapore.
and i predict it to be a thriving island city,
the next land of opportunities.
*puts fist over heart*
LOL.
ifa and nurul packed food from the hawker centre.
the whole time we were at the beach we just layed around,
and just basically fall to and fro to dreamland and back
ifa just being contented with her food,
then dozing off after like the whole sandy beach was her bedroom. heh.
after like lying around we just went to shower and then head to jazz by the beach.
I TELL U AH!
the common shower area, ok la, since its in the privacy of girls ok la.
respect each others, small indecencies.
but not nudity
where u have a nipple perade and public hair styling competition.
WTH.
i dont know if its the habbits of the chinese nationals,
given their toilet system back in their home country.
so maybe its nothing new to them.
but come on la. u visit a foreign country, given whatever ur purpose is.
at least, i dont know.
have some basic decency.
if not for yourselves, for kids or teenagers or other patrons of this public tourist destination.
dont give people like me a reason to laugh/ mock unnecessarily.
and sentosa, with your many upgrading projects,
maybe u can look into building MORE TOILETS PLEASE!!!
we were like the early birds for the jazz by the beach.
and out comes the camera!! :)
Steph and Nurul.
Us!! SO LOVE!!
(L-R) Steph, Nurul, Ifa
Ifa looking like a blast from the past. (check out the hair waves!)
All smiles, comfy on the mat with my ice cold beer! !
Cam Whores.
happy hamster.
i quite like this shot, except for one thing which i shant disclose.LOL
Nurul: this was into the valley of the shadow of death.
Steph: "nyeh! my tongue long!"
Nurul: "dodo my longer!"
Steph " nyeh!"
Nurul: "nyeh!"
Ifa: *rolls eyes* " RULE NUMBER 1!!!"
lovely skies.
great shot taken by ifa.
through the eyes of ifa, looking at the singer.
we pinned a goofy badge on ifa! :) ahugh!
enjoying the jazz.
first i ordered one jug.
then this guy asked nurul for ciggies.
first time, never mind just give,
though he offered to buy us food/beer.
i pinched nurul. heh.
second time he asked for ciggies,
she gave and this time he bought us beer.
woo hoo!
chiko peh uncle.
he got wife and kids whose age varies like by 1 yr kind.
but she took them to go play or seomthing.
conclusion: horny bastard looking for a quite hook up for future flings
HEH. evil la steph.
then this one waitress, joyce her name was,
says one of the boys wants my number.
i told her to tell him, to ask me himself.
heh.
then she came back, this time saying he's at the tram stop on his break.
and asked me to go there.
then i said, nah.
then again she came back.
this time, she showed me his picture on her phone.
and said he asked her to show me and say this boy wants ur number.
LOL!
again, i declined.
after that, bladder full, so i walked myself down to the toilet 5 mins away.
only to come out to see him smoking outside.
chatted abit as we walked back.
funny la he. at least he got guts.
anyways..
more beers?
ifa: "hmmm, i think too much beer, what shall we do?"
Steph: "are u thinking what i'm thinking B1?"
Nurul: "i think i am B2."
*chuckles*
so we called upon lulu, who was working there,
and had a worm like thing fall on her head! LOL.
and poured a cup of beer, and asked her to deliver it 2 tables away,
where 3 ang mo guys were sitting by themselves.
give it to the guy with the fishermen's cap!
and say 'compliments of the lady in black'
LOL!!
rule number 1: do not embarasse ur captain!! HEEE!
then on they kept looking and smiling over.
cheap thrills and stupid funs.
haish.
after that sya joined us.
chilled for awhile, nurul started mimicing all of us,
she think she funny she. *pouts*
quite la actually.
after that we left.
sya drove nurul home, and me to outram station
met tiffy there, then made our way down to bungy bar!
plans to meet trevor there, and also catch the rugby match.
had a few more drinks,
even the cock sucking cowboy shot! lol.
met a few players from bucks.
one familiar face.
chatted abit.
met alex, the bartender from uk.
trevor made me think he was hotter then that. LOL.
the game ended, slowly everyone left.
we left too to macs.
i had my fan-tastic meal yet again! :)
then it we cabbed home.
all in all, i had a great day.
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