reasons why

yesterday and today went well.
(school not included)

training was swell.
i wasn't as 'on fire' as on saturday's training,
but it was, nice.
i'm beginning to feel a special liking to the team.
an acceptance.
kami's always saying hi with nice bearhugs,
which just feels so nice and welcoming.
and they're so supportive.
they come up to you, ask you how the game was,
how you were.
and followed by the standard question,
"who wants to go for beers?!"
even the 2 gentlemen who help us at trainings,
they're funny, especially pierre,
WHO THINKS HADI IS MY BOYFRIEND.
frenchie.
i'm still wondering why i'm at the wing,
it felt weird playing wing.
after training it was dinner at simpang.
i've never had such a good time in quite awhile.
it was good to see jean-luc again,
he cracks me up sometimes.
ok maybe alot of times.
i'm still guessing! and one day i'ma get my free dinner!

today's class was only 2-4.
understanding art.
i love that subject.
it makes me remember why i love art,
and how much i miss it,
miss expressing myself in freedom.
today was working with carcoal chalks.
ok, not to be egoistical or anything,
it did feel good when the teacher said 'i have talent'
i NEVER liked drawing, and i never did well drawing.
colours was more of my thing.
so yes, i've outdone myself in this small way.
*beams from ear to ear*
its a personal accomplishment.

training was fun.
we didn't have the field coz the boys had their friendly with sp,
instead we took the track, and PLAYED!
we played blob, then capture the flag, then tagball.
SUPER FUN!
my team won!
when we had the field, we played games
it was gooooooooooooooooooooood.
muddy, stinky, but good.
i was team glamourous! :)
and i'm sorry i killed a grasshopper,
i was just secretly afraid of it. heh.

rugby has become a new therephy.
other then just painting, and getting lost in a mess of colours
as solutions come to you,
rugby is it.
it feels good to have something to look forward to
someting where u feel, is second home
something, secure.
with people, who turn in to friends, who you rely on for work or play.
best of all, its best to get your mind,
or for me, my heart off of things that weigh you down to your lowest.
you just feel like an elavated high of some different place,
almost like you walked through a door and locked it behind you.
yes, reasons why, rugby does it for me.

for those that know this girl,
who's sometimes too consumed in time,
and her heart's tangles.
thanks for just gracing the chapters of my dusty,
sometimes boring sometimes crazy life.
and for things that i don't say,
i mean it all the same in my thoughts and prayers,
at the different random times you pop into my mind.

today's a good day,
i'm on a life high! :)