next stop

so i just signed my letter of appointment today.
i'm officially contracted by the events company, staging connections.
i'm quite excited and looking forward to spending my time there,
hopefully i do get overseas opportunities.
but just signing it makes me start to worry again,

its another reality checkpoint.

what am i gonna do next?
graduation is soon, just upon completion of the exams,
its straight to interning, and i'll be slapped with a diploma,
and be told to fish off and worry about my life's next step.
give me a compass instead? :S

but seriously, work or school?
i dont mind work,
get my foot in the door perhaps with this internship opportunity with such a reowned company,
and tap into the potential i.r. market coz well,
my diploma is related?
or continue with school while im still young,
like all at one shot,
and possibly miss work opportunities that my peers might have?
i dont even know what or where i wanna do my next step of studies.
abroad definately.

its not that i want time to stop passing me by,
so i can take my time and not make so many decisions at once.
but rather, i want assurance
in my investments of decisions that i am about to make.
oh yes, that's my other not-so-impressive trait of being indecisive.
what can or should i do next?


one....
two...
threeeeee....



MEGA SIGH!
and frown.
whoever it is who took my atm card, please give it back.
if not, you'll get boils where the sun don't shine,
HMMPF!