don't stop

and what a sweetheart.
my ice cream delivery man surprise!
yes, the fat steph was pleased and happy millions.
its one of those many reasons whyyyyyyyyyyy.

drivingggggggggggg test.

30 points!!!!!
20 more and i pass. HAHA!
wah mad accumulation of points ah.
6 points for insufficient acceleration, TWICE.
and the killer,
6 points for failing to slow down during road hazzard, TWICE.
and and and, my road hazzard,
IS THE STATIONERY CARS AT THE SIDE OF THE ROAD!
wah THANKS .
plus 2 points steer while stationery when doing parking,
i only got those points from circuit.
4 points for driving in wrong lane after right turn,
no one want to give way to me go left lane, XIAL.
AND AND,
my lane changing good, plus my blindspots thing never kena.
wah thanks .
tmr go book another date.
XIALLLLLLLL so much more to spend,
renewing enrolment, PDL, test date, lessons .
cheeeeeeee bai.
fail already suddenly i felt so sleeeeepy.
just wanted to go home, skip the next paper, and stuff my face with ben and jerry's.
and i just wanted, quiet.

accounts paper was swell,
quite confident about it.
that is of corse my calculations not funny funny one,
but formulas and concepts i guess i can apply.
i think thats the good thing about having my tp on the same day,
it'll helped pushed me to study more then i normally lazily would.
plus it was good thrill :)
lodging dont say la, FOS.
whatever can be studied for, DIDN'T come out.
thanks big guy.
come inside the room with a grin.
quite cute la, but stillllllllll.
OPERA really PMS la.

came home, sleeeeeeeeeeeept.
after the tyra banks show,
where i found out that ne-yo was the one who wrote beyounce's irreplacible song.
AND, to the left means,
that the fella's stuff is already packed up to the left,
and the rest is her stufff. waaaah
called rachel to tell her, but she also was watching the showw.
coolios.
just woke up from my longer then normal nap,
and i'm trying to remain quite in my room.
coz mummy came back from malaysia,
and and, i forgot to buy the envelopes she needed.
:
so just quitely sit here till she sleeeeps.
then no pester me for it :)
sorrrrry la.



you could have just called.
perhaps i could have done with it.
yes, i could have done with it,
but no.
i dont like the feeling that i'm reliaing on someone emotionally,
without even realising it.
until things go less then expected,
and somehow i end up pushing more people away.
grawl. i neeeeeeeeeed a hug.
and ICE CREAAAAAAAAAm.

future sex/love sounds

i think i need rehab from justin timberlake's cd.
its just frigggin awesome.
talented hot piece of ass there.

tmr marks the start of the exams,
and my now-quite-dreaded driving test.
i hope it goes well, accounts too.

gonna go onnnnnnnnnne last paper before turning in.
and hopefully dream formulas out and what not. grawl .




and lately, you're all that's on my mind.
who would have thought.
underneath it all, i feel like i already know you,
long before i met you.
its like an addiction,
somersaults of uncertainties and bliss.
nothing's ever promised tomorrow.

i is come back .

i'm backkkkkkkkkkk
from being internetless. thus the less then average postingss.
exams are next week (or in 2 days rather)
sheesh.

as you can see i'm in the process of changing skin.
but my itchy fingers clicked something wrong.
so it's STUPID now.
doesnt help that i am IT dumb. yikes.

after exams, i'll fix it.
ya ok, bye.



















under the facade,
theres all that perfection dying to burst free.
if only the world could see.
and who would have thought.

crasey

sooo many many dejavus from the navys.
its like almost last month since we played, last yr.
heh!

i would say that things might not have gone our way,
and its no point for any rantings now.
things happen for a reason,
and its just how we make the best of reasons, or lessons.
the best is always yet to come.

i know i didnt put in my best, i don't like to say i couldnt,
just because of my foot.
the pain killers did help, lucky i had a stash from my stitches last time.
but theres only so much 11 painkillers can do.
and so much more that steph could.

ANYWAYS. i still have yet to plugg in my mini fridge.
i have NOTHING to put in.
when i have my room warming i think i'll just stock up on beer and caprisonne. :)

quite a dark day.
cranky cranky cranky.
weird i had a dream of you
i cant multitask.
i jinx the pickpocketter of my $24 bad bad menstral cramps!
(kidding la abang zul)
and crase makes me crasyy.

can we go eat now PLEASE>!?!?!?!

bad

i knew this was the inevitable.
so here it is, the first low of my year.

my phone's spoilt.
not that im surprised.

my foot's aching in the weirdest way.
from an awkward position landing whatever.
its getting to me.
especially since i feel like i've been getting my game form back.
argh.
i'm gonna play tmr's navys.
so pleaseeee by some miracle get better.
get fucking better.
let's see if god's being nasty or nice.

and with that i dont know if i have to push back my driving.
ARGH.
bad enough that i plan to rush through my accounts to go for my TP.
that now i may have to push it back altogether.
maybe god's taking preventive measures of me NOT to rush my accounts.
ARGH.
i hate it, that if he's right.

and worse.
i hate that mum and dad, don't care.

who's excited for valentines say woo woo.








*crickets chirping*