Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Does your name begin with: S

For you, it is pleasure before business. You can be romantically idealistic to a fault and is capable of much sensuality. But you never loose control of your emotions. Once you make the commitment you stick like glue. You could get jealous and possessive. You tend to be very selfish often regarding yourself as the only human being on the planet.. You like being the centre of attention. You are very caring sensitive, private & sometimes very passive. Turned on by soft lights, romantic thoughts. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role, or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the rightperson to come along. You are very generous & giving, often selfless. You are kind nature & sweet which is found to be attractive by many. You are a good friend.

JANUARY
Ambitious and serious
Loves to teach and be taught
Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses
Likes to criticize
Hardworking and productive
Smart, neat and organised
Sensitive and has deep thoughts
Knows how to make others happy
Quiet unless excited or tensed
Rather reserved
Highly attentive
Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds
Romantic but has difficulties expressing love
Loves children
Loyal
Needs to improve social abilities
Easily jealous

Capricorn

Turn ons:
Capricorn are strong and dependable hence if you want to put your money on anyone it is of course this zodiac sign no matter how many difficulties (that incidentally are many) The goat has to undertake to achieve the goals. They are practical and conservative in their outlook and they expect you to blend in their color. They set certain standards for themselves in their life and they will always try to maintain those standards. For them social status and image is very important in life.

Turn offs:
Do not expect a Capricorn mate to open their heart and pour everything to you. They are very secretive and reserved people. They are very thorough in all their affairs and hate any kind of sloppiness. Capricorn is very tightfisted and economical. Do not expect lavish gifts from them and if they do give you any gift (that is very rare) it will have some practical use (no romance please) but that does not mean you will be deprived of anything on the contrary you will be well provided.


true? some.
ok, most
if you're interested to get yours, leave me a msg, ill forward to u.
thanks to my source, nurul.

Friday, October 27, 2006

spanking week!

so many many things to do this week!

full afternoon full full afternoon.
terror shift.

friday off day, better rest first.
had lots of fun at choi's place.
I MISS THAT GIRL!
bumped into liting in the train, ruby hopped on later and to yo chu kang we went.
dee dee came later.
long walk in ah choi!
say so near. LOL.
first we got ready the bbq stuff
iron chef steph marinated the chicken.
liting and deedee did the egg mayo sandwiches
then we were talking in a way that had two meanings kinda,
especially when we were sticking sticks into the sotong balls and sausages.
stick it in more, if u know what i mean. :)
then to swimming we went!
*pictures to follow!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!
so many customers piss me off ah.
so a point where i slammed down the phone on one
who made me waste time checking stock for her and take anew piece blazer,
only to say "its ok"
and another who i told my collegue in her face that 'she is very irritating'
dude she wanted to change a t-shirt she bought for 19.90 bcoz of i dont know what.
and she made me take out a million new pieces for her to chose the best,
but all not good enough, coz all had fold lines,
which according to her after stretching it abit, that its a different colour from the shirt.
so after 10 mins of the same arguement with my collegue i decided to offer to iron it.
so with the stem iron there were water spots.
THEN SHE SAID ITS OIL STAIN.
whatever whatever.
next time go giodarno ok.
but then got this indian customer say i pretty,
and that i have nice eyes.
wahh.
just after the bitch manager say im gonna be fat just coz she sees me in the office on break alot.
bitch bitch bitch!

then i had to husle to get my culinary stuff.
went to school in the morning for lecture which i missed 20 mins of.
darn nonsense lecture, accounts.
i think ever since i started work the second time my temper had become bad.
i get ticked off easily and im not afraid of showing it.
(which explains rightn now WHY IM NOT AFRAID TO SLAP YOUR FACE IF U TRY ANYTHING)
yes you, jaws.
i hate you for the shit youve said just to put pple down coz uve been put away.
yes, u are trash. YOU SHIT.
your the gum under my shoe.
you want to know who just ask
u think its u, come ask me.
if i slap u then u know CONFIRM u
anywayy, during lecture i had outburst of "faster!"
and after class i zoomed out and trained to outram.
decided to take a bus frm thre, but i got lost!
so end up, cab. PFFT.
then then while walking out the exit, and indian man was walking towards my direction,
he was on the phone,
and when he passes me, he pulled his phone away and said
"hi you look very beautiful"
i sombong him continue walking,
10 secs later i smiled
:)
i think only indians say i pretty
why ah
anyway, the only thing i was looking forward to the whole time was
RACHEL MERRIE CHONG'S 19TH BIRTHDAY!!
kumars it, then MOS!
she met me after work, we cabbed down.
met nao, in we go.
1-for-1 jugs pls!
kumar is getting hotter by the day.
she asked me, if i eurasian or malay.
wahh.
when she got off her first set, she touched my leg ah!
freaky.
but its nothing compared to her backup dancer squishing her boobies in my face.
fun yes?
timo eugene and pan came after,
another round of drinks.
and the saboing begins.
up on stage rachel!
not much action though.
but i must say, kumar has goooooood taste
she brought this ang mo guy up on stage,
HE'S OOZING HOTNESs.
but yeah, saboing didnt get that far,
rachel so defensive againt kumar.
and that chinese girl was too drunk that she was irritating!
margeritas for rachel, and waterfall!
oooh.
SHITLOADS OF PICTURE.
hawt ones ah.
(and they is all GONE NOW. GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) :( :( :(
becoz someoneeeee accidentally deleted all.
i admit, I DARN SAD I TEARS WITH A MEGA WATT NEVER-SeEN-BEFORE pout
MOS we went, the boys left.
darn fun.
saw zul there, as always.
i miss this bald headed big eyed boy.
studio 54 crowd, not as good,
but i still like.
went home right before 4.
sure hope rachel have a ball!

next day, CULINARY CLASS
and timo decided to call me,
5 mins BEFORE calss started.
WAH DARN THANKS /
i just went back to slp
poor boy carried my knieve set to sch (and back)
HEH.
i quite bummed i missed lesson
but oh well.
even if i had made it, id be dead as a fish in class.
went for driving, which went well.
i think im getting the hang of it,
i cant bloody wait.
then training.

the next day jalan raya with the zara people.
went to sch for lecture first,
and bummed out doing nothing at all till i met esther,
make me SOOOO angry .
trained to bedok to meet fizah.
i look sooo like a malay girl in the kebaya la!
to kak pah house, her son DARN CUTE and chubby
then to fizah's, and chisty's
and lastly, ifah's
i didnt realise how near to techno she stayed.
and the mee soto was YUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMy!
i like ifa's mama's one better, but this was a close similarity.
stayed with her a little while longer,
and it sucked to see her down.
which reminds me how relationships could sometimes be an aimless fall to the bottom
where something you cannot control no matter how much you try,
because the other person aint making it possible,
or isnt giving you much to make it feel its worth it.
as much as i dont know if i can handle that kinda state of a relationship,
it would be nice to have just someone,
strong and patient enough to hang on,
to know its worth it, and let me know it is.
though if you'd ask me while would i prefer,
being alone, or facing problems in a relationship,
i cant decide.
facing problems should hurt more,
since the basis of a relationship should require already, feelings.
dont have to reach the love stage as yet,
just, feelings enough for you to highly consider.

and everytime it reaches close to make a decision,
a landslide washes it all away.
i'm the impatient soul, asking for you to be patient with me.
coz when i decide,
i'll make it last forever.
cross my heart, hope to die.
i'll make it all worth it if you are.

Friday, October 20, 2006

what hurts the most

I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that
I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

And never knowing
What could have been
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

mount e!

i'm sick!!
so mc work on monday.
shan dont believe me ah,
darn thanks.
i'm bloody coughing like an old lady
with a old record scratchy throat
and roller coaster fever.
sorry ah hat im more human then u .
went to tp to clear my insurance claim stuff.
i gotta remember to post out the original reciepts!!
argh.
then thought of going to training,
coz im really darn worried about my security of a position in the ips team .
esp with my not so regular attendence due to work commitments.
i really want to play, because i want to make a difference.
sigh.
dilema to train or not, my body really darn tired,
but no choice.
in the end lucky/unlucky training cancelled due to haze.
thursday i confirm cannot trian ill be at work.
so i really dont know how the selection would go .
it really depresses me that i cant do anything .
so to kfc with the girls to break fast .
sat with the girls and talk cock.
from sex to insertions to rings to condoms.
then shifted seats to outside kfc,
then to bubble tea shop .
darn fun.
if its one thing the cancellation brought,
it was time together for us to enjoy each others company.
its just been a long while.
at least especially for me who's somewhat evolved into an involunteery workholic.

on tuesday it was my formal off.
met ifah and her bf on the train
she help me chop seat.
ester was already at paya lebar.
geylang!! :) deng deng here i come!
the last time i went there with adi the deng deng not that good.
and i saw a damn terror rug !
like thick black border with animal prints,
fucking kinky!! I WANT!
and this time i couldnt find it!
ester bought a $10 kebaya. ifah a $60 after a looooong hunt.
she so different from work,
in front of her bf she so meragok.
but shes a girl with great substance and character.
very true to herself, which is great.
unlike ester,
who kept STEPPING ON MY FOOT!
and swinging her hair into my face!
ARGH!! :/
and again, the same person id bump into at geylang.
dearest ken .
unexpected, but yeah, it was good to see him,
even if it was for a glimpse.
id say it now, it took me a long while to decide if it was worth it,
and then get over the whole thing and he was the last thing on my mind.
but that was a long time ago .
a part of me still has a fixed mindset that he'll never get serious,
so just let go.
who knew that a glimpse could bring back so many things.
but then again i had a part to play,
i prolly demanded too much from him,
especially his time.
i still dont know if that was right or wrong,
but what the heck, its over, gone, kapooshit.
so sometimes its better to be alone,
but sometimes not.
indecisive now ah steph .
oh well, somethings are better left to rest.
anywayyyys. ikea was the initial plan,
but the kebaya hunt for ifah took too long,
so just straight to meet naomi at clarke quay,
then to mount e to see felix.

we first planned to pack him a happy meal with a toy and all,
but naomi's basket put together was lovely.
final touches included an overpriced rose,
and a cute lil sunshine card, which i wrote,
"dearest felix, sorry we didn't get you beer. READ ----->"
and it pointed to the 'get well soon' printed on the card.
sometimes i think we;re just darn cute.
we arrived to a sleeping felix with rachel sitting on his bedside,
and his mum worried in the corner,
i so can cry.
i'd never wanna be in her situation .
we girls then sat at the main area, eating and drinking and talking ,
then walked rachel out, then came back his parents went to eat.
then he woke up when the nurse came in to take his bp.
HI FELIX!! fiona xie is on tv! LOL .
poor boy. the op really took a toll on him,
and will continue to in the long run.
his crutches are EXTRA LONG. lol.
he cant even talk properly, he's sooooo drained from the morphine,
pukish without even eating yet.
and you know how fast that boy sweats up when its hot, and the place was darn stuffy .
i really hope he does get well soon.
his parents were worried sick. and can see the concern with the way they stroked his head and shoulders.
yes, its when you're vulnerable that you really know who are the realy people who care,
and would stay by your side.
which reminds me how much for the first time i saw my mum loved me when i was in hospital on my 16th .
how i long for that again.
oh well, i want to faster pass my driving,
then i can drive this poor princess around.
if he brave enough to sit my car la. HEH .
walked around town for abit with naomi,
waited for adi till 940.
went on to siglap cheesecake cafe, but closed.
jio charlotte along too.
i just had cheesecake cravings.
but starbucks packed,
anyway i remember they dont have cheesecake.
so to macs we sat!
talk talk talk talk talk talk.
adi brought cookies he made to let us try and grade.
cute, not bad actually.
just weirdly shaped.
then we sat at the park behind charlotte's house,
all the way till 140!
adi fell asleep ah!
but yes, it was just fun talking to charlotte,
its not often we get to talk,
but i really do enjoy talking to her,
she's so open to conversation, and shes a listening ear,
unlike adi the snorer.
adi sent me home, so tedah! here i am.
second time i wear skirt take bike ah,
darn thanks.

work tmr!
but dropping by to visit princess.
making him my get well soup!
thats if he can take it, STUPID MORPHINE!
ho hum.


forgive and forget,
it not, at least move on.

Monday, October 09, 2006

weekend

weeeekend.

friday full shift.
xian.
but i played x-men with this customer's kid.
he had alot of straws, he put between his fingers.
he think he wolverine.
so i take clip hanger ,and bazonker him.
hah hah .
then i wolverine him back with broken hangers.
and i bow and arrow him too.
fun la.
leen teaching him nonsense by diging her ass with the hanger!
he had toothpicks ah! he blew through the straw!
naughty boy names rusell.
but i still like the jap baby boy best.
he like, 2 yr old kind.
i clap clap my hands together he from darn far away,
RAN TO ME WITH THE BIGGEST SMILE ON HIS FACE,
arms lifted up.
he wanted to be carried ah!!
darn cute.
i want to steal .
as compared to the worse 3 monkeys to come with they expecting unshy mother.
they make darn alot of noise in the fitting room.
till one customer came out and shouted at them, they still continue,
and of corse the mother never say anything .
-_-"
looks like the closest id ever get to meeting the opposite gender,
are babies.
i'm not complaining,
they're adorable.
well, most of the time .
esp those mixed babies.
MOTHERFUckINGLY CUTE AH!
oops.

saturday morning shift.
thought want club after.
but thank you, havnt pay me yet!
and felicia very bad.
she made me feel bad the whole time thinking if i was at fault.
bad bad girl! :(
anyway, met naomi as planned.
missed the shuttle bus,
so we went the conventional way .
so to suntec to meet rachel and the boys.
wine fair they wanted to go .
dinner first at carl's jr.
bumped into paulo's family.
his youngest brother now very handsome.
and his mum was saying she opened a restuarant at lucky plaza!
yum! expect me there sometime soon! :)
filipino cuisine is YUMMY!
i miss paulo bear! he's always too busy .
so yes, narnsense talking over dinner.
darn funny.
sometimes i wished someone was contantly filming us and our nonsense.
it'll make a good sitcom cum documentary cum live version of f.r.i.e.n.d.s.
and so the indecisive people went to carrefour to see what we could buy .
in the end, ended up with anchor and tiger.
we look like drankards la, our basket all beer.
and i suggested, to top it all off and freak the cashiers out,
to take a shit load of condoms and dump it into the basket!
and even ask them if they had more.
it would have been darn funny ah.
so we walked out to esplanade to sit.
the haze is darn bad ah.
suddenly i have a strong love for the environment.
the boys as ususly, complaining about us girls wanting to take a loooong walk.
whiny the poops.
booze away! more narnsense talking .
needed to pee so wlaked back to esplanade.
me and rachel sabo naomi again, like in barks. LOL .
she was taking her pee when we threw a soaked tissue at her and rannnn out.
then we pretended that we were outside and that the lady inside did it.
but naomi just stormed out to the provision store where she wanted to get her nuts.
we hugged her from behind, and things were fine.
(we hoped) heh .
till she started throwing her kachang at us!
darn pain those nut bullets!
and it tastes like powder ah! -_-"
back to the boys and we had our little counterstrike with nuts.
we even tried throwing nuts at a empty can trying to knock it into the river.
then they played basket ball with me.
lets just say i ended up looking like a have nipples at my belly.
put two and two together.
and i fell ah! lol. i didnt see the step there.
it was darn stupid, somemoe i fell while i was dissing felix.
paiseh la.
last train home. and the ususal whinning about singlehood.
met the javin signh on the train .
well, that was it.

sunday,
afternoon shift,
started the day darn pissedly.
wanted to lunch with my mother.
so pick tiffy at church there.
already rushing for time, since work starts at 130 .
time was 1230 when we reached eastpoint.
then nvm no, she still want dilly dally.
i tahan abit, till she say "so annoying."
fuck i just lost it ah .
such a bitch. i'm sure if it was you, you would have reacted worse!
this is was i mean that people dont appreciate my efforts of making time with them.
nor do they consider my feelings with the things they do or say .
so much so that sometimes i wished the same day i'd die.
so at least id leave them with guilt for the rest of their fucking lives.
chee bai.
and worse of all, my mum didnt call me to ask why i left.
i wish she had coz i knew exactly what i wanted to say,
"YOUR FAVOURITE DAUGHTER IS A BITCH, thats why"
and the sad thing is, i'll alway lose,
because i always come in second place when it comes to my sister,
or last with sisters.
whatever, i don't know how to suck up as greatly as you .SORRAY.
anyway so met fizah on the train to o together .
work was alright.
A SMALL GIRL WAS DARN CUTE!
she in her prem i like play play with her,
she ignore me, nvm. i went back to do my stuff.
then she put out her hand, and said, "COME!"
LOL so cute! small fingers!
and she kissed me ah! on my cheek!
i also want to steal!
sales was bad.
even kids and mens were better.
i think the haze is reallllly a bitch .

monday off so driving at 1020 first.
went alright. close to completing my module one.
then to shimo's! to hang out with her and her bf,
aka my owners.
(my whole long story abt how i'm their cat!)
they prepared a play pen for me!!
got a matress and toys on it!
how cute is that!
ill scan it soon!
heh.
brought dvds. we watched the devil wears prada
over ice cream, pudding and MIRANDA orange.
and wasibi chips which they cannot tahan! lol.
well, i left the peas for timo, hes the only champion who can handle them with TLC.
while watching tom and jerry, which was darn funny,
we all fell asleep! lol.
coz i was laughing ot myself suddenly and i saw that shimo had her eyes shut,
so i had mine too, after popiahing myself in the comforter.
next thing i know, 520! :)
just nice to get redy to leave for training.
day 1 of fitness again.
but lucky syah had us easy.
training not that bad.
i realise that im somehow informally unallowed to play in the centre
coz i just never get the chance to .
sad.
after training, showered and dinner with naomi, shimo, hannan, feeeelix and jasomething.
cant spell his name. heh.
at habibie.
then bus home.
and i missed greys anotomy! :(
oh well .
its a danm tight budget week !
with my concession expired, exlink on low balance,
contacts unclaimed and half unpaid for.
and still no pay.
butoooooh!


uploaded pics in previous entry!!!
there's gotta be a heaven somewhere.

Thursday, October 05, 2006

dee 21st!

work has been, long.
maybe its because my off days are for things to be done.
not to rest.
thats why im always so worn out,
at the end of every week, everyday.

I PASSED MY ADVANCE THEORY!
on my first try!
wee!
actually quite easy. and the questions are smart.
makes u think of what u SHOULD do,
not what u THINK is right.
nvm .
but wee!
and my pays not in yet.
so i cant make more bookings.
not as if our time table it out also.
but i didnt know princess and agnes has alot of slots .
boo.
bummed out la, but what for la hor.
not say my father want to pay for me so i have to work for it.
he smart, dont want me drive his car.
but when i can, he cant stop me
heh heh .
met bobby at the kopitiam there awhile,
he kuku walk in and our of camp twice to buy drink,
coz i missed him the first time round.
kway chap with felix,
darn full.
bus to bedok and had yummy goreng pisang,
(i'm a goreng pisang bitch)
plus sugar cane.
somehow i miss seah im .
nvm, soon soon when school starts.

this the first time i actually took for myself to rest.
catch up on some sleep.
first time in a long time i slept like a baby when i got home at 5 from the centre.
forced myself to wake up if not at night cannot sleep .
the girls training today for saturdays game.
i really no energy to train.
plus tmr full followed by morning shift.
talk abt no rest. :/
this saturday for 3rd and 4th placing.
against UWC.
it seems only months ago when we played our first NTL,
when i just joined n 2005.
and a year later,
this is how far we've come.
a team with blood sweat and tears,
in good standings in the league,
with an awesome season and awesome blooming of leaders, teamates and friends.
yes, we've come so far.
more to come with upcoming competitions,
all asian schools, oasis touch, IVPs.
well, its not alot i get to be proud of,
and saying how much i take pride in the team and the sport,
is an understatement.

i wanna take up more other sports.
golf, wakeboarding, kickboxing.
takers?

anyway,
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY DEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
hope you had a blast on your first day of 'freedom'
heh.

so myself and shimo made the plans.
to go sakura at eastpoint at 615 for dinner with miss birthday.
then last monute change of plans while i was at the driving centre.
and missy shimo was smsing dee's old number.
so she didnt get updated plans.
so while we were heading to sakura downtown at 630,
dee was already at eastpoint.
LOL.
they arrived first,
i second at like close to 7.
ate and ate and ate! :)
the food quality defnately went down!
anyway dee opened the gift myself, shimo, hannan and lu shared for her,
a key pendants necklace! wee .
plus the 20 red roses and 1 purple one.
ate ate ate ate.
first time ever i gave up fast at a buffet.
sub concious guilt of the tummy .
3 different waiters wanted to clear dee's undone plate.
it was quite funny.
too efficient? heh, right.
moving on to desert.
we pilled up on the bite size cakes.
then shimo and dee went back for fruits.
whilei took out the candle shimo brought.
so when they came back i fast handedly put the candle in,
thats when the lighter played me out. dang.
so just ask dee close her eyes.
lit the thing and me and shimo went mad taking pictures.
DARN CUTE! i'll get hold of them soon.
and what a better way to top of a 21st birthday,
other then going to ak umar show!! :)

last minute plan to watch kumar at chinaone.
since rach got us a table there already .
extremely the last minute.
shimo refused to wear slippers there,
so we went to hers first so she could wear he spanking white heals.
then we cabbed there, and picked rachel on the way .
marli was joining us too, frm her training at padang.
but detour to home to get changed.
met naomi. waited for kumar. frm 10 wait till 1030.
marli came with sujan,
finally started. but the dj play wrong song, so he/she still not yet come out.
she came out to rhianna's unfaithful.
drag sia! long time no see!
her crew cannot make it.
one too fat, one too guy, one too horse ugly,
even kumar said so.
i swear he and russel peters should have a battle.
darn racists.
first half was not bad, during the break one jug of ours already empty.
darn thanks la rachel!
2nd set, sabo time!
dee up on stage!
yeah!
:) funny la.
shall not say much, picutre speaks a thousand words,
what abt videos? HAHA!
and a guy tried to pick me up ah!

Guy : "are you really paying attention to this shit"
Steph:" yeah, coz its my friend up there! her 21st! :) "
Guy : "oh shit, that young?"
Steph:"ha, well, I'M YOUNGER"
Guy : " OH SHIT, i better stay away from this table then"

ye, go, shoo!
balding muthafarker.
end of set, needed to peee!
took rachel with us whose forehead kissed the table all through the second set ah.
and while me and naomi were heading out,
someone had to puke know. suddenly of a sudden.
at the entrace.
the bouncers face fucking funny.
priceless. like
"oh no, she didnt, darn. she did, no. dang!"
hahah!
a few steps later, again ah rachel!
mee siam you ate.
bringing her into the toilet baddd idea.
she sat her ass down, and kept saying 2 mins later she'll go.
after water she'll go.
NO AH! one hour later then.
after much persuasion from audrey, her sister and another rachel.
darn funny la. eurasian cheesiness.
rachel's adress was written on andrea's hand in eyeliner ah!
she also abit gone.
and they is all going go home together.
LOL .
naomi and myself still could play tic tac toe on her back! :)
and i sooooooooooooooo beat her.
audrey wrote a HUGE rachel rocks my socks.
and our names on her back .

lol! cool la, ang kong siao.
an hour later, we walked her out to a cab at mos there.
and to think that girl actually throughout asked us to go ahead first.
dude.
we is no leave you behind love.
not especially if you're a cow.
a drunk one at that.
cow, no cow, drunk no drunk.
steph is love you .
so dont stupid and ask us to leaveeeeeeeeee again next time .

then to mos.
met naomi's ex.
couldnt picture them together
but he's a kind person .
very nice boy.
mos was just alright.
the music sucks at all the rooms.
2 indian guys tried to dance with us.
quite a few scc boys were there.
my feet were killing me.
mos is getting boring .
i is need find good place.
studio 54 is gooood.
the dj quite cute.
the crowd could have been better!
picturesssss!!

naomi lee pui san's gorgeous!
and he ex bf got us one last drink before hitting the clubb.

STUDIO 54 is lovvvvvvvve!

end of the night, i cabbed home myself.
it just would be nice to have someone to come home to,
and cuddle and drown with kisses till i fall asleep.
more importantly,
someone who'll just be by me.
to hear me whine and bitch and complain and nag and talk .

i'm soooo tired nowadays,
i dont even know where my head is sometimes.
when i dont have the time, i make time.
just make effort to show me, you know i am trying .
coz i know what's worth my time and effort.
just let me know, i am too.





to my future boyfriend/husband/soulmate
FASTER FIND ME la.
i've forgotten how love feels like.