Tuesday, July 31, 2007

good clean fun

i thought the ones that were tagged on facebook was hillarious,
but these one takes the cake!









yes these are the bucks ladies,
or pukis rather;
my weekend dosages of fun

what else can i say?
welcome back becs!
(and i can't wait to see the pump room pictures!! HAHA )

australian navy game next on the 7th of aug,
sure, scared shitless,
but watch for it ;)

p.s. - puki = vagina/cunt/cheebai/flower/9th hole

Monday, July 30, 2007

baaaaaaaaaah

the weekend was a rather rough one.

saturday was a quiet day in.
till vini and emily called me out for chinaone boogeying.
the crowd was good.
and that same cute kiwi guy kaleb was there!
gosh. i wanted to talk to him,
but i got 'interrupted' by this guy from finland,
juha, andhis friend mika.
"i hope you dont mind a hieneken"
:)
never heard that one before.
he smells good!
headed to attica with them after for a little dancing



me and juha, gosh my face looks so round and fat


mika!

i felt so sick in the morning, i'm thinking its the mix of beers and vodka.

ordered in macs in the afternoon,
got it to go, headed down to yio chu kang to watch the finals between src and blacks.
src put on a really good fight. commandable.
still felt sick, i couldnt stomach my food.
more food from the buffet table, with awesome eclairs.
headed to molly's after. the girls did it again,
beat GUYS at a boat race.
freakin awesome!
they were the american navy boys.
kinda spoke to one of them after,
(the cutest of the bunch)
zach he was.
i enjoyed the conversation.
and sometimes guys can have such hearts.
he spoke so much and greatly of his fiance,
its just so lovely to hear.
sad, that he's taken coz he was cute, and sweet to top it off,
but its just an awwww in the heart hearing how he can't wait to get home to her,
coz he asked her to marry him 2 days before he 'travelled around the world'
it just makes me feel hopeful,
and a little awful.
*pouts*

i really can't help but think there's something wrong with me,
and that i can't measure up, or that i don't know how to,
its like a wicked sign and inclination from up there, that i don't deserve it.
and it really sucks.
coz all i want is just a place to 'go home to'
a place in a person, a place that'll be my rock.
i know theres so much more to me, but i'm just so put down.

to pump room after,
with pia, becks, kami and kate
where off to a slow start coz i was freeeeeeakin sober.
then onto the tabletops.
we make sunday nights fun ;)
heeeeeeeeh.
i left early coz, well i was still sober
and i felt lke a fish outta water.
and i just wanted to be alone, at home,
feeling all miserable, and seek comfort under my comforter.
and just be with that familiar calming.

i so need something to look forward to.
i don't think i can hang on much longer.
and guys, please remember to take out your trash.

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Sunday, July 22, 2007

full rugby day.

my knees are so disgustingly scratched/scrapped!
from the fall on the sand patch at spe last tues t
o the scrapes and scratched from turf city.
grossling.
and my butt's been aching since thursday's training.

i hate waking up to a feeling of my belly bulging out.
pfffft.

full rugby day i swear.
youth in touch was alright.
could have done better, personally and for all.
but for 4 training session, the freshmen REALLY went very far,
got us to third placing, and it was an achievement.
claire, you did well darlin'.
headed down to spe with shimona and haha.
sheema was there!
so was abdul *wink*
caught the div 1 game.
bucks got clobbered.
showered and got tarted up haha and shimo left,
met the bucks ladies who were from molly's watching the tri nations game.

carmel, pia, kami, kate and barbara


barbara and kate getting beers to go.

beered up and watched the premiere game.
halfway someone got stretchered off,
according to hearsay, he broke his arm.
yikes!
the bucks lost again, but it was SUCH A CLOSE MARGIN.
a conversation difference i think.
but the bedok kings do play well.

barbara. me. carmel and pia at the game.




headed to bbs on clarke quay next.


(on this baby, we'd wish!)
some guy wanted a quickie in the toilet while i was waiting to use it.
correction, some OLD guy.
drinks with the girls there,
some guy was asleep on the chair,

which kami teased his ear, and he was still alseep.
when he woke up, kate realise they knew each other, AWESOME.
it was barry! who took kate on the reverse bungee later on.

rugby barbie looked worried its almost hilarious.
pia got this group of australian navy officiers or something to take us on in the boat race.
prizes for guessing who won? :) WE DID.
a guy from another table bought us a bottle of moet!
sweeeeet.
had something to eat, the food that was out for the men,
and barbara's super yummy pizza!


kami, carmel, kate, me and barbara


PUKI GOGGLES!


barry, the awake version.
over to china one! somehow it only ended up being kate, kami, chris and i.



pia was sloshed and going bi-polar on my ass
and rambling on and disappearing i kinda felt insufficiently boozed up.


we all still parties none the less.
met hadi, who i still think played well as full back in the premiere game,
the brothers, jeff and marius.
the crowd wasnt that good.
the bucks boys came along,
omg abdul you're so handsome, its almost sinful.
the rain made me shiver.

met tony, really cool and opinionated english bloke,
who speaks cantonese and drives like a mad fella! haha.
and eileen, who OMG is cousin of singapore rugby hottie, paul foster.
yum.
to newton for stingray and kailan.
i swear east side food is better.
and service there is awesome!
the aunty with the big hair came and wiped us down with tissue!
cute la. shes escentric.
cabbed back with chris, i think i just fell asleep in the cab la.
haha. and it feels good.
i kinda forgot how it felt like to be warm.
i miss you chris. i'm glad i got to spend yesterday with you.

and you're just a pretty face,
prolly with a little substance and heart underneath.
but i really just dont care to know, because i'm no one,
and that's all i'll ever be when it comes to you.

Friday, July 20, 2007

ohoh.

"the car STINKS of durian. and there is a long scratch on the passenger side.
there is also a dent and depression at the passenger door"

IT IS NOT ME!

and it looks awfully deliberate.
its either there way earlier before, and coz of the durian stench,
which i dont know where it came from,
that my dad checked the car and found it.
OR
that the car was attacked when i was parked at the mos carpark.
can't be geylang coz when i parallel parked, i was quite near the curb,
as compared to the taxi in front and behind me.

HELP!

anyway mum knows i used the car,
coz when she used it next, it ws still hot. heh.
and dirty she says.
so i suspect, she suspects me.
if she knows how not a bad driver i am. pfffft.


and if it was you, RUN.
i'ma get you.

Thursday, July 19, 2007

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

car keys, without kakhis!
yes, i stole em again.
in the end, i picked lu up and we went for a night in the town,
gotham to watch the male dancers,
which i surprisingly did not fancy as much as i thought i would,
then to velvet dragon where willson was spinning,
and then to MOS.
dim sum supper was nice, yes lu, you eat ALOT.
i suddenly love century egg poridge.
sent lu home and i sped home within 2 mins,
i was parked on the porch,
and could i be more clumsy then to lean on the horn,
HOOOOONK!
wtf. great. rushed to put the keys back where they were,
in time to hear mum's alarm go off,
"OUT TILL SO LATE?"
"AH YES, WENT OUT WITH LU-ANNE"
"nonsense"
i didnt have time to put the key in the original position,
so i flicked it, and quickly vanished.
i enjoyed it while it lasted,
and spenging time with dear lu.

saturday's game was my first as flyhalf,
weeehee! i've always wanted that position.
theres so much more i can learn, but i liked how it went,
minus the fartlet of a kick at the end.
oh oh oh! i got shouldered in the nose, and bled out for abit.
the night out was not as mad as the previous',
guess we were all just too knackered.
but we had fun.
the proof is in the pudding

from src, to bq to chinaone to having nowhere to home.
oh, and i burnt my hair over a candle at chinaone while talking across the table.
great.
congrats kamicakes for the most valueble puki.
great job issuing the dare cards,
for wearing your clothes inside out the whole night,
karen who rode the barstool, "yehaaa"
babara who asked for a ciggerette and returned it saying "no thanks i dont smoke"
ME who had to give a bottle a blow job and finish is, wiping my mouth in satisfaction.
at least no knickers went down this time!
there was one picture with the bald guy in green in the background.
OH MY GOD MY KINDA HOT!
sad the most we had was just a massive eye-fuck, one part of the night.
but you're still my number one adbul *wink*

and back to a week of pretty much, nothing
decided to play touch this weekend,
we'll see how that goes.

i miss you quite terribly,
but if your just the same like the rest of them,
just leave the shattered pieces on the floor,
and not stomp on them.
don't bother coming back, and just leave me be.

if only you knew, how perfect you were.

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

wadda wednesday

cranky is not my word.
i've just not mastered the skill
of pretending/ignoring when i'm just ruffled the wrong way.
maybe i should have held it in more,
but i just couldnt,
i had to get away.

i hate the way i'm treated sometimes,
i hate they way people look over my head.
not in the way that i'm short,
but to some, in ways that i cannot measure up;
ways they've conguered.

today is just a very wrong day.
with nothing to make things right,
not even in ways i know how.

i'm at a point where i couldnt care less,
coz frankly, i don't think neither of you do too anyways.
so whatever comes, whatever goes.
i don't care, for nothing.


oh well, my first bike lesson's tomorrow.
woohoo steph.
whatever.
:)

puki power

saturday's game wasnt good/much for me.
i hate being sick in the middle of the season.
and i just couldnt catch up.
such a let down i am, to people,
and me.
oh well, with that over.
this saturday's my only chance of a comeback,
if not for myself.
for these clowns who never fail to make all my saturdays,
better then the last.
(see below!)




yes we love puki!
BQ bar, molly malone's, butterfactory.
dare cards are awesome.
so is being a complete puki kuku head.

dim sum dollies the next day with ad, ad whiner, marli, sujan, mag, jude, and flo was nice,
other then the pulsating head
and the fear of dying from panadol.
pizza hut dinner at home and lots of food after,
i was shocked.

well, this week's been great.
apart from the loafing at home coz somehow school's been, barren.
people's bringing me back, to being the me i was.
or maybe its just the catching up with people i dont always see.

i loved my friday with sham,
transformers, sushi dinner, mac cafe and that dreadfully long walk,
the day before my game please!
but it was nice.
lovely is the word.
i missed you sham!
i was shocked to how freely me i was.
we spoke of things, that i wouldn't normally speak about,
people, life, family yadder.
and it really got me in touch with things that i've been running away from,
or rather people and what they mean to me,
and how i need to take the time to show them how much they mean to me
*soap opera music in the background*
your one-word word is, surprising.
and surprisingly,
you bring out the best in me.

just came back from training which was greeeeeeaaat.
apart from that stinging bruise on my knee,
oh my, i'm still a girly girl at the end of the day.
so.
met hadi abit.
then had dinner at marius.
after haunting for a place, settled for simpang
and i loved the food and company.
hope he did too anyways,
other then the stingray.
he still eats cereal out of small boxes,
sweeeeeeeet.
i'd like to try that one day too :)
once i get over my peanut butter and jelly sandwich phase.

let's see how the rest of the week/month plays out.
i'm playing my new favourate song on my blog
till it becomes my un-favourite.

if you're reading this post to catch up with things that are going on with me,
i'm sorry ive been consumed by time,
and i love the effort you make in your small little ways,
one day, i'll come back .

Thursday, July 05, 2007

ah choooooo

suddenly i realise, quite a number of people do read.
so, i'd better post, better entries.

so what's been the highlights of my life of late.
hmmmmm.

apart from being addicted to the rubix cube,
i seem to be having an extra long holiday as compared to other tp students.
and a whole lot of free time doing nothing,
makes you fall sick.
YES, it does. AHCHOO.

saturday's game was alright.
i still feel i'm not cut out to play winger. HAHA.
post party was awesome.
bused to bq bar was filled with rugby songs
and stickers
mine said "ask me about my puki" and i got fined after for being excited about the sticker.
pffft.
dinner was nice. small talk with shimo, haha and raph.
then it was boat races, drinks and dancin!
and an impromptu limbo please. haha.
then a superman came in! HAHA.
one of the girls pulled down his underpants and out popped crumpled tissues.
he went to take a piss i guess, with helen attacking him for his cape and boots with much success.
and rumor has it, he peed himself.
sounds about credible, since a full body leotard suit is hard to get out of :P
then it was my turn to steal the cape! :)
and i was hoisted up by the girls! that was fun, and no i didnt scream like how i did when i was first lifted during training.
the cape was fun dance prop, from a towel, to a metador's cape to a whip. whoop whoop.
hannie can do a split! like OMFG! wahahah.
more dancing and mocking "superman" with kate,
then it was to chinaone all of us for more dancing.
i never realised it was fun on saturday nights there!
met audrey who came back from the states,
and CHANEL! from aussie land
i miss the girls so much! from back in the kindergarten days.
together with farmer and cherm.
drinks and dancing all night long, all night.
i was happy high. sweet.
mr one hand man, you look good :P
there was this one guy, newzealander i think, at the dance floor,
omg HOT. haha. and he has nice strong hands.
and his pick up line, "what position do you play?"
not that a fantastic one, but effort there. HAHA.
but i kinda left, to meet marli,
of corse after i made rachel come get a "very drunk beyond help" steph,
only to surprise her with audrey's return.
she wasnt too surprised ah :( not fair.
anyway, pump room with marli, sujan and carmel,
then attica.
by the end of the night, i was pissed tired!
i remember cugging down 2 hash browns at macs,
and walking because getting cabs was hopeless,
then sitting down at a curb,
and then being home asleep on my belly.
oh how i abuse myself sometimes.


monday i went down for round 2 interview,
which pretty much means ive got the job :)
then shopping by myself at GWC zara,
i miss all them girlies!
i got myself a pair of pants, a skirt and a blouse.
met marius for some chow at arab street,
and to blu jaz for a drink.
now i know why lu and the rest went there quite often
the furniture is sexay, with the many many "f*ck me on this chair" chairs.
such a my kinda room decor with all the animal prints and ecentirc touches,
like the bottom half of a maniquin lamp thingy thing. nice.
and so the scratchy throat syndrom begins .
popped a few meds before sleeping like a baby.

tuesday, cheryl came over at 5,
i drove round the east in her car.
see i'm not a that bad driver, only the stopping too close.
mahjong after, and the little sister was creaming our asses,
out of the 7 rounds we played, she won about,
all.

wednesday's meeting at 9, and i was the early bird,
lucky i didnt leave home yet.
my nose was clogged and throat liek a broken record.
all dressed and ready to go, i made myself breakfast.
toasted peanut butter and jelly sandwich with tea.
and i just sat at the table, and briefly read through the papers,
i never realised how having breakfast was so pleasurable, really!
more of it soon, i wouldnt mind waking up early in the future for it.
its like a league of its own, nothing that lunch and dinner can beat, trust me.
try it, i dare you.
the museum with jeric was alright.
other then my nose and throat being irritating.
bumped into the 'emo duo' of the class.
when the museum closed, we headed to 85 for bah chor mee,
nothing good for the throat, but what the heck.
i couldnt really taste much of the food anyways.
home it was, and our new tv came! its massive!
i crawled up on my sister's bed and fell asleep,
she woke me at 10 for the exorcist on the big screen, but i was too tired,
and sick.
so up to my room, in went the flu and fever pills,
and snore went steph.

so here i am, on a thursday afternoon,
after another toast and tea :)
with a 2hr class at 4 and prolly a trip to the docs after.
and how my life is boring aie.
or maybe my blog's just reflecting it.
i dont like extremes, like how things are now.
when i have good moments, they are really good,
and those are hard to capture into words and conveyed into emotions.
when i have bad moments, they are REALLY bad.
and those are easy to capture into emotional and thought provoking words.
i wonder.

might check out the andro hunt later,
go ad go! :)
tmr's my day with sham who i havnt seen in ages, my sexy bitch.
saturday's the game which i hope i'm up to par for,
in terms of play and well, health?
then to the bq where we're hosting.
sunday's day is with the old farts and our day at the theatre for some dim sum dollies.
my weekend sounds lovely. :)

and i feel like i'm coming 2nd to nothing with you.
overlooked.
where did we go?
come back soon from the mayhem love.
i'm still, me.
if you see.