everything reminds me again why i dont need anyone.
and i guess what works me up the most is knowing that they'll never realise.
never would i have thought that i would be crinching in bitter weeps
and then drowning myslf with beer.
everything you've said or done echos in my every thought.
all of you, all of it.
here's to the young young night.
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
Sunday, June 04, 2006
The results of your analysis say:
You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry.
You are a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships, especially intimate ones.
You are diplomatic, objective, and live in the present.
You are not very reserved, impatient, self-confident and fond of action.
You are self-confident and like to bring attention to yourself.
What does your handwriting say about YOU?
160 characters
i wanna learn sign language!
so yeah.
i met ad at 4pm ++, was late la.
at suntec, OMG its mad packed
somehow ive developed a phobia of crowds
took us like 10 mins to weave through the crowd just to get to watson to get my blistering feet plasters.
never buy garfield plasters, they are so unsticky. HMMMPF
went to marina after to meet ifa just to talk alil on the camp.
haha and vie was there too
after that we went to billy bombers for dinner.
good pepper steak with hot "weggie" as the guy said,
and yes of corse, the much loved milkshake!! :)
walked over to esplanade to catch '160 characters'
what is that you might ask?
its something like who's line is it anyway, but the actors are aussie.
and why the name? simply bcoz they act out scenes based on randomly selected msg from the audience.
mind you its not a composed one. its something that is already in their inbox.
not too bad i might say.
though i suspect they might have pre planned the concept and just weave the smses into their act
ad was telling me before the show how the hi-5 tickets were selling via sistic hotline.
there was this one kid who called : "hello can i speak to kathleen?"
HAHA! SO CUTE.
then this other kid, a small boy
boy: "can i buy tickets to hi-5"
ad: "can. but you'll need a credit card. u have?"
boy: "have"
ad: "ok i need the number"
boy: "xxxx-xxx" (background got a lady shouting and the phone goes dead)
soon the mother calls back to ask if any transaction was made.
LOL.
the boy actually took the card without the mothers knowledge to book tickets.
i didnt know hi5 was that well liked by singaporean kids.
there were even parents who wanted to buy isle tickets. why?
"so my kids can dance at the side"
HEHE!
after that we went down to the open space outside the esplanade.
my my the band playing was awesome!
they were playing infusions of various genres including hiphop, raggae, ska what not
sure got the crowd working.
fantastic atmosphere.
might come back next week to check out the next band.
chilled at harry's over a jug of strawberry margerita.
all the way till 11+ where trev picked me up to head to clarke quay
ad took the cab and continued on the katong.
at clarke quay we chilled at macs first .
the chefs had their talk, azrul came.
we went to 711 to get ourself beers.
came back still talking. all the way to 1.
while they were busy talking, something caught my eye.
no not any handsome guy
but rather this group of people in macs.
they all were communicating to each through sign language
what was more intreging was that this 2 white dudes walk in all cool and all.
and they stopped by the table and signed them too!
it was just, lovely to see.
how sign language is mandatory for some people as a mean of communication,
and a tool for an extention of friendship.
it just made me smile to myself like a kukubird.
i want to learn sign language!
anyway, we headed to gotham since alex was already there with 3 chicks.
chris was headed there too
but did you know that gotham has now a 23yr old limit for guys?
or maybe its been like that for sometimes but its damn dumb.
so we headed to mos.
the fella taking orders at the smoove bar refused to let me order since i "wasnt in line"
i argued back, "like HELLO i was. and still am"
he told me to get at the back of the line.
i rolled my eyes (so bitchy to the baldy, he looked shocked)
but one of the bartenders tap my hand and basically let me order :)
duh, i mean all the bartenders standing around so ORDER LA.
then while he was making my drinks the order fella say ok ok ok what u want.
"I ALREADY ORDERED!"
heh heh.
bo tar bo lam pa. then we headed into the cage to shake it off.
not much beautiful people. but anyways.
had my wager with trev to hook up as many girls as he can.
kept nudging him to girls who would come into our vacinity.
LOL.
i quite like dancing with azrul.
anyways left slightly before the place closed, so we'd miss the going home crowd.
trev seemed quite displeased i dont know why.
anyways, my feet were kiling me!
trev dropped me off home, and after a quick wash up, i plonked myself into bed.
there's so many movies i need to catch up on!!
da vinci code (yes i havnt watched it)
over the hedge
xmen 3 (after i watch xmen 2 pls)
shes the man
hostel
the nun
cars
i think im missing more.
anway things look like its taking a turn,
especially now with someone who surprisngly, effortlessly and sillyly makes me laugh.
oh well, its all too soon.
besides, i aint over my own fears that yes i do have deep down somewhere in my cobwebbed filled heart.
so yeah.
i met ad at 4pm ++, was late la.
at suntec, OMG its mad packed
somehow ive developed a phobia of crowds
took us like 10 mins to weave through the crowd just to get to watson to get my blistering feet plasters.
never buy garfield plasters, they are so unsticky. HMMMPF
went to marina after to meet ifa just to talk alil on the camp.
haha and vie was there too
after that we went to billy bombers for dinner.
good pepper steak with hot "weggie" as the guy said,
and yes of corse, the much loved milkshake!! :)
walked over to esplanade to catch '160 characters'
what is that you might ask?
its something like who's line is it anyway, but the actors are aussie.
and why the name? simply bcoz they act out scenes based on randomly selected msg from the audience.
mind you its not a composed one. its something that is already in their inbox.
not too bad i might say.
though i suspect they might have pre planned the concept and just weave the smses into their act
ad was telling me before the show how the hi-5 tickets were selling via sistic hotline.
there was this one kid who called : "hello can i speak to kathleen?"
HAHA! SO CUTE.
then this other kid, a small boy
boy: "can i buy tickets to hi-5"
ad: "can. but you'll need a credit card. u have?"
boy: "have"
ad: "ok i need the number"
boy: "xxxx-xxx" (background got a lady shouting and the phone goes dead)
soon the mother calls back to ask if any transaction was made.
LOL.
the boy actually took the card without the mothers knowledge to book tickets.
i didnt know hi5 was that well liked by singaporean kids.
there were even parents who wanted to buy isle tickets. why?
"so my kids can dance at the side"
HEHE!
after that we went down to the open space outside the esplanade.
my my the band playing was awesome!
they were playing infusions of various genres including hiphop, raggae, ska what not
sure got the crowd working.
fantastic atmosphere.
might come back next week to check out the next band.
chilled at harry's over a jug of strawberry margerita.
all the way till 11+ where trev picked me up to head to clarke quay
ad took the cab and continued on the katong.
at clarke quay we chilled at macs first .
the chefs had their talk, azrul came.
we went to 711 to get ourself beers.
came back still talking. all the way to 1.
while they were busy talking, something caught my eye.
no not any handsome guy
but rather this group of people in macs.
they all were communicating to each through sign language
what was more intreging was that this 2 white dudes walk in all cool and all.
and they stopped by the table and signed them too!
it was just, lovely to see.
how sign language is mandatory for some people as a mean of communication,
and a tool for an extention of friendship.
it just made me smile to myself like a kukubird.
i want to learn sign language!
anyway, we headed to gotham since alex was already there with 3 chicks.
chris was headed there too
but did you know that gotham has now a 23yr old limit for guys?
or maybe its been like that for sometimes but its damn dumb.
so we headed to mos.
the fella taking orders at the smoove bar refused to let me order since i "wasnt in line"
i argued back, "like HELLO i was. and still am"
he told me to get at the back of the line.
i rolled my eyes (so bitchy to the baldy, he looked shocked)
but one of the bartenders tap my hand and basically let me order :)
duh, i mean all the bartenders standing around so ORDER LA.
then while he was making my drinks the order fella say ok ok ok what u want.
"I ALREADY ORDERED!"
heh heh.
bo tar bo lam pa. then we headed into the cage to shake it off.
not much beautiful people. but anyways.
had my wager with trev to hook up as many girls as he can.
kept nudging him to girls who would come into our vacinity.
LOL.
i quite like dancing with azrul.
anyways left slightly before the place closed, so we'd miss the going home crowd.
trev seemed quite displeased i dont know why.
anyways, my feet were kiling me!
trev dropped me off home, and after a quick wash up, i plonked myself into bed.
there's so many movies i need to catch up on!!
da vinci code (yes i havnt watched it)
over the hedge
xmen 3 (after i watch xmen 2 pls)
shes the man
hostel
the nun
cars
i think im missing more.
anway things look like its taking a turn,
especially now with someone who surprisngly, effortlessly and sillyly makes me laugh.
oh well, its all too soon.
besides, i aint over my own fears that yes i do have deep down somewhere in my cobwebbed filled heart.
Friday, June 02, 2006
ah ma
on the top of my list o things to do,
clearing my email inbox should be top priority.
107 new mails steph. -_-"
alright so i'm rid of the burden of projects, YEEESSSSSS AH.
now for the group ones. PFFFT.
one paper for term test, accounting OH MY GOODNESS.
other then that, 3 spanking weeks of holidays!
hopefully week 1 would see me finishing ALL the left over projects.
then 2 weeks free for rugby, steph, and if time permits, work?
somehow a tiny part of the not so tiny me hesitates going back there.
so yesterday evening timo, felix and myself stayed in the lab till 7++.
personal record that i wish to never break.
did my entrepreneurship.
mr fung makes my proposal complicated. just coz he wanted to leave earlier he just skimmed through my consultation with him. whatever.
i dont care i just hand it as it is.
silly haha left her thumb drive behind
its soooooo tiny i swear it looks like a pokeball.
me and timo playing with it, I CHOSE YOU! PIKACHU!
ended up timo really play this game with the pikachu character on some game website.
he got owned, but felix got owned twice as badly.
left school, subwayed at harbourfront.
walked around.
impulsive buy. i bought myself secret wish by anna sui.
ok la, i quite like it,
but then i'm craddling between that and the jean gauliter classis limited edition
which i have derived on a plan on getting it. :)
what the hell, i'm a perfume addict!
but then again im quite certain my sister makes a sneaky lil perfume squirt theif.
sly, but not so sly.
5 buns for $5 at breadtalk, they wanted to compete who can finish first.
in the end they shared the 5 buns. LOL .
bak kwa temptations pls, especially since all the houses i went to this chinese new year didnt seem to have any!
took the train home with felix qui yihan.
and at night i couldnt find haha's thumb drive in my bag!!
oh my, i called her and confessed to our pokemon adventure,
and i felt tons of guilt la. i swear i tot i put it in my bag!!
so i came online, chatted, got tired, decided to sleep and leave the remaining of my last project for after service class.
5.30 morning call!! :S
and guess what, when itransfered my stuff into another bag,
out popped a pokeball!
OMG I SWEAR IT WAS TUCKED IN THE DEEPEST NOOK OF THE CRANNY IN MY BAG!
sorry again haha! don't angry k.
and dont stop bringing me food :)
kidding.
yeah so school.
for some awkward reason i look exceptionally ah ma today.
i doubt its my specs. i think its my hair. its flat, and stubborn today.
HMMPF!
was working at the petit cafe today, along with captain lu-anne.
the rest of group a too. timo was timpin' the cash box.
lu assigned me and aimee to write the chalkboard.
took quite abit of time actually. LOL .
writin and erasing, writing and erasing. *pengs*
we tried the nasi lemak that was on the menu.
omg, it wasnt at all good.
the rice was hard. the chilli was sour and un sambal like. the egg was way salty and chicken oily.
$2 well spent? wo bu zhi dao. wo du zi er shou yi chi.
(i don't know, my stomach hungry that's why eat) direct chinese translation.
and then i saw lu's side of the board.
samosas.
and i stop, paused, and thought back.
did i write "samosa" or "simosa"
so i told captain to check.
turns out, my suspecion of my as always bad spelling was confirmed by a thunderous chuckle.
-_-"
actually i quite embarassed, but i just hide behind my ah ma facade. heh heh.
rits was expecting a crowd of 40 yr 3 students. SABO.
but our service was cut short when mr lee was called back to tp.
apperently there was a ministeral visit to tp, and the caterer did a bad set-up
and out of desperation the principal mr boo appealed for our help.
soooo. he needed to bring 3 people to help him out.
i volunteered. anything to do to get out of the petit heat!
lu volunteered too, so that was it for her short lived captaincy.
and then, we volunteered timo. no more counting of money for you boy.
off we went, packing table clothes. 52s and 62s
i was just worried. i had a misconception that it was like a media covered event.
and i didnt wanna look like an idiot should i be on tv! lol
i kept whining and whining when mr lee said YES THEY'LL BE CAMERAS.
"do i look better with specs? without? hmmmm how how HOW!"
stupid. in the end also no camera. and only SET UP. stupid steph.
to think petit cafe was hot, the RITS storeroom was a furnice la!
when we came back to find timo, he was so lost
"where you go step!" like a small boy.
sometimes he can be quite cute.
(EXCEPT WHEN HE PUSHED ME JUST NOW AFTER HE MOUTHED 2 VULGARITIES)
but then again i realise felix already treat me quite bad, timo will soon to follow.
i guess maybe after hanging out with a ah ma tomboy they forget that i'm a girl after all?
or that coz i'm confirmed in their 'friend' category, they can chapalang treat me.
whatever. i just dont like the word bitch.
so what if you're not the strongest person who's pushed me?
it still hurts all the same in my heart.
(ok now i sound pathetic)
anyways, ya. then he say he cannot find us! lol. lost lonely boy.
he took off his apron and asked lu
"then what do you do with the apron ah?"
lol. you tie it on ur head, or if you want you can twirl it around while doing a seductive dance.
DUH.
off we went via cab, mr lee, timo, lu and steph.
we actually did the set-up in the principal's lounge.
DID YOU EVEN KNOW THERE WAS SUCH A THING AS PRINCIPAL LOUNGE?!?!
no right?
the entrance quite grand, nice decor and shades of parquet was very mordern executive
till you turn round the bend to see this bright teal shade of green coloured chairs.
OMFG what was the designer of the place thinking.
its damn sickly. reminded me of the poem ms kang gave us in sec 4.
abt the hospital walls being yellow and green.
what we had to do was replace the translucent table clothe with our 62s.
so clear cups plates yadder, unskirt the tables. remove the cloth, put on our cloth, take it out again after deciding to iron them, putting them back again, reskirting the whole table set-up,and then putting back all the chinaware.
all in a days work.
after that it was the end of the school day for us.
walking through tp in the service uniform felt weird.
yet along the way i felt and addiction of pride wearing it, with an orchid i plucked in my hair :)
cheers in tp has a sucky variety. the bookshop is better.
sports complex to change and chill out.
ate the cake i bought which lu-anne says is 'kway bulu"
the only bulu i know is the bulu on bulu. PERIOD. LOL.
played guess the shapes with one of em.
from a seashell, to a bowtie, to a heart and a kway bulu itself. HEH.
com lab to finish off my project. online submission.
home sweet home!
its been a long time since i played my sims!!!
im having a pounding headache!
i want to sleep!
but kitchen renovation works are filling my house with noise pollution.
whatever. i just hope the kitchen really turns out like how it was reflected in the design drawing.
equiped with an oven and what not.
i ahve decided to go ahead with getting my bike lisence. enrolment next week.
thinking of my enrolment for car just cracks my heart. but the practicals are just way too unaffordable.
this girl's gota eat!
and i don't know what's with me, but i've been checking apartments to rent.
perhaps its a nice thought.
not so much to be nearer to school, but more so to be in my own space.
total control of my daily life? no that can't be it, its pretty much like that already.
oh well, it'll be nice to have a place of my own, stupid as it might sound ith me saying it.
or roomates?
whatever it is, it is free of a perfume and clothes sly stealer. :)
and a happy 1 week annivasary to my 8 fishes still living strong from it was caught and brought hom from tp's ccn day.
teletubby goldfishes and the rest guppies.
theres one particularly strong guppy, and rather brightly coloured.
perhaps its the fish food i'm feeding them.
i found leftover ones from before when i kept a whole bowl of fishes.
it has some colour enhancers, for GOLDFISHES.
i guess that must have worked for that strong guppy. its really distinctively bold.
faster reproduce and don't eat your babies k :)
the smurfs are on! YES AH!!
clearing my email inbox should be top priority.
107 new mails steph. -_-"
alright so i'm rid of the burden of projects, YEEESSSSSS AH.
now for the group ones. PFFFT.
one paper for term test, accounting OH MY GOODNESS.
other then that, 3 spanking weeks of holidays!
hopefully week 1 would see me finishing ALL the left over projects.
then 2 weeks free for rugby, steph, and if time permits, work?
somehow a tiny part of the not so tiny me hesitates going back there.
so yesterday evening timo, felix and myself stayed in the lab till 7++.
personal record that i wish to never break.
did my entrepreneurship.
mr fung makes my proposal complicated. just coz he wanted to leave earlier he just skimmed through my consultation with him. whatever.
i dont care i just hand it as it is.
silly haha left her thumb drive behind
its soooooo tiny i swear it looks like a pokeball.
me and timo playing with it, I CHOSE YOU! PIKACHU!
ended up timo really play this game with the pikachu character on some game website.
he got owned, but felix got owned twice as badly.
left school, subwayed at harbourfront.
walked around.
impulsive buy. i bought myself secret wish by anna sui.
ok la, i quite like it,
but then i'm craddling between that and the jean gauliter classis limited edition
which i have derived on a plan on getting it. :)
what the hell, i'm a perfume addict!
but then again im quite certain my sister makes a sneaky lil perfume squirt theif.
sly, but not so sly.
5 buns for $5 at breadtalk, they wanted to compete who can finish first.
in the end they shared the 5 buns. LOL .
bak kwa temptations pls, especially since all the houses i went to this chinese new year didnt seem to have any!
took the train home with felix qui yihan.
and at night i couldnt find haha's thumb drive in my bag!!
oh my, i called her and confessed to our pokemon adventure,
and i felt tons of guilt la. i swear i tot i put it in my bag!!
so i came online, chatted, got tired, decided to sleep and leave the remaining of my last project for after service class.
5.30 morning call!! :S
and guess what, when itransfered my stuff into another bag,
out popped a pokeball!
OMG I SWEAR IT WAS TUCKED IN THE DEEPEST NOOK OF THE CRANNY IN MY BAG!
sorry again haha! don't angry k.
and dont stop bringing me food :)
kidding.
yeah so school.
for some awkward reason i look exceptionally ah ma today.
i doubt its my specs. i think its my hair. its flat, and stubborn today.
HMMPF!
was working at the petit cafe today, along with captain lu-anne.
the rest of group a too. timo was timpin' the cash box.
lu assigned me and aimee to write the chalkboard.
took quite abit of time actually. LOL .
writin and erasing, writing and erasing. *pengs*
we tried the nasi lemak that was on the menu.
omg, it wasnt at all good.
the rice was hard. the chilli was sour and un sambal like. the egg was way salty and chicken oily.
$2 well spent? wo bu zhi dao. wo du zi er shou yi chi.
(i don't know, my stomach hungry that's why eat) direct chinese translation.
and then i saw lu's side of the board.
samosas.
and i stop, paused, and thought back.
did i write "samosa" or "simosa"
so i told captain to check.
turns out, my suspecion of my as always bad spelling was confirmed by a thunderous chuckle.
-_-"
actually i quite embarassed, but i just hide behind my ah ma facade. heh heh.
rits was expecting a crowd of 40 yr 3 students. SABO.
but our service was cut short when mr lee was called back to tp.
apperently there was a ministeral visit to tp, and the caterer did a bad set-up
and out of desperation the principal mr boo appealed for our help.
soooo. he needed to bring 3 people to help him out.
i volunteered. anything to do to get out of the petit heat!
lu volunteered too, so that was it for her short lived captaincy.
and then, we volunteered timo. no more counting of money for you boy.
off we went, packing table clothes. 52s and 62s
i was just worried. i had a misconception that it was like a media covered event.
and i didnt wanna look like an idiot should i be on tv! lol
i kept whining and whining when mr lee said YES THEY'LL BE CAMERAS.
"do i look better with specs? without? hmmmm how how HOW!"
stupid. in the end also no camera. and only SET UP. stupid steph.
to think petit cafe was hot, the RITS storeroom was a furnice la!
when we came back to find timo, he was so lost
"where you go step!" like a small boy.
sometimes he can be quite cute.
(EXCEPT WHEN HE PUSHED ME JUST NOW AFTER HE MOUTHED 2 VULGARITIES)
but then again i realise felix already treat me quite bad, timo will soon to follow.
i guess maybe after hanging out with a ah ma tomboy they forget that i'm a girl after all?
or that coz i'm confirmed in their 'friend' category, they can chapalang treat me.
whatever. i just dont like the word bitch.
so what if you're not the strongest person who's pushed me?
it still hurts all the same in my heart.
(ok now i sound pathetic)
anyways, ya. then he say he cannot find us! lol. lost lonely boy.
he took off his apron and asked lu
"then what do you do with the apron ah?"
lol. you tie it on ur head, or if you want you can twirl it around while doing a seductive dance.
DUH.
off we went via cab, mr lee, timo, lu and steph.
we actually did the set-up in the principal's lounge.
DID YOU EVEN KNOW THERE WAS SUCH A THING AS PRINCIPAL LOUNGE?!?!
no right?
the entrance quite grand, nice decor and shades of parquet was very mordern executive
till you turn round the bend to see this bright teal shade of green coloured chairs.
OMFG what was the designer of the place thinking.
its damn sickly. reminded me of the poem ms kang gave us in sec 4.
abt the hospital walls being yellow and green.
what we had to do was replace the translucent table clothe with our 62s.
so clear cups plates yadder, unskirt the tables. remove the cloth, put on our cloth, take it out again after deciding to iron them, putting them back again, reskirting the whole table set-up,and then putting back all the chinaware.
all in a days work.
after that it was the end of the school day for us.
walking through tp in the service uniform felt weird.
yet along the way i felt and addiction of pride wearing it, with an orchid i plucked in my hair :)
cheers in tp has a sucky variety. the bookshop is better.
sports complex to change and chill out.
ate the cake i bought which lu-anne says is 'kway bulu"
the only bulu i know is the bulu on bulu. PERIOD. LOL.
played guess the shapes with one of em.
from a seashell, to a bowtie, to a heart and a kway bulu itself. HEH.
com lab to finish off my project. online submission.
home sweet home!
its been a long time since i played my sims!!!
im having a pounding headache!
i want to sleep!
but kitchen renovation works are filling my house with noise pollution.
whatever. i just hope the kitchen really turns out like how it was reflected in the design drawing.
equiped with an oven and what not.
i ahve decided to go ahead with getting my bike lisence. enrolment next week.
thinking of my enrolment for car just cracks my heart. but the practicals are just way too unaffordable.
this girl's gota eat!
and i don't know what's with me, but i've been checking apartments to rent.
perhaps its a nice thought.
not so much to be nearer to school, but more so to be in my own space.
total control of my daily life? no that can't be it, its pretty much like that already.
oh well, it'll be nice to have a place of my own, stupid as it might sound ith me saying it.
or roomates?
whatever it is, it is free of a perfume and clothes sly stealer. :)
and a happy 1 week annivasary to my 8 fishes still living strong from it was caught and brought hom from tp's ccn day.
teletubby goldfishes and the rest guppies.
theres one particularly strong guppy, and rather brightly coloured.
perhaps its the fish food i'm feeding them.
i found leftover ones from before when i kept a whole bowl of fishes.
it has some colour enhancers, for GOLDFISHES.
i guess that must have worked for that strong guppy. its really distinctively bold.
faster reproduce and don't eat your babies k :)
the smurfs are on! YES AH!!
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