i keep falling sick these days.
for the past one week i've been on a rocking horse.
from wel, to unwell, then unwell and well.
and for the first time i had a nose bleed,
while i was in the shower.
boo.
sunday night was my arrival back from bangkok.
the hype to update about it isnt so much there anymore.
but i'll upload the little pictures i have
and wait for the video log from eric :)
none the less, i had a great time with regan, eric, mike and gary.
and saying that bangkok was awesome is an understatement.
and how fantastic is it to come home to a nagging mum.
home sweet home.
monday was training.
went to the gym before.
quite tiring. worked out my arms quite abit.
bad idea coz training we had to do lots of push-ups.
and i just didnt have the strength, that it made my bones hurt.
we all were soaking wet because of the pre-training rain on the turf.
training was exhausting, but i like.
i just wish my mental state would reach its strongest,
and stay there.
tuesday was week zero lecture
whole day of shitting down.
what's worse was i kept feeling more and more weird.
my stomach felt weird, so did my head.
like as if it were floating around me.
didnt even have an appeitite.
only ate cheese fries, and gulped down 3 cups.
the whole day ended with the giving out of our sentosa passes.
i met devina's cousin, mr ravi nair.
though there wernt formal introductions.
only that i dropped his pen,
"oi that's my pen ok. its expensive know."
-_-"
me and sya headed to tm.
walk around till i really fell to rock bottom SICK.
but i managed to order bird's cake, so good job steph.
went home. slept from 7 all the way till next day noon.
wednesday was rest day.
noticed i said DAY.
night was to MOS.
my first time.
met felix at 9, simei station.
then we made our way to clarke quay.
don't you just love green tea.
waited for the rest to come.
lu, baldwin, timo, pan, eugene and his gf. audrey & sarah too.
a few of the 02 girls as well.
the girls went to gotham for free drinks and sucky music.
around midnight we all headed to mos.
to me, it was just average.
saw arnel, maye and mas there, along with the other unknown zara staff people.
i met this guy joey, he seems quite nic, going to tp somemore.
then it started to get packed.
and if you went to the toilet, you cannot exit via the same way.
coz the cage was full.
ballocks.
that was when i met rezal. LOL.
maye stomped her feet demanding to go in again,
"ITS NOT FAIR!!!!"
then he give way. LOL.
steph of corse shows her appreciation. how?
let's just say he's a good kisser.
we roamed the place.
i like PURE room.
and i have a new found liking for house music.
then there was a fight, between a guy n girl,
and in the process of it, lu got bumped,
and me too in the arm while pulling her from those pigs.
stupidness.
the cinderella lost her slipper.
she came back for it and arnel told her,
"HEY! you're late know! its 1am!"
POOTS!
rezal knocked off at 4, so well, i left with him,
and maye and 2 of her friends and headed to devils.
i saw aphad there, the fosters guy i met at the sevens.
then fight #2. what the hell.
we just had a few drinks, danced abit.
me and maye bartopped,
and the bloody ceiling was damn low la.
and aphad just happily sitting on the bar like a humpty dumpty.
cute la.
nearing closing time, we left.
thursday was our rugby annual general meeting.
i didnt go for my basic theory test!! coz i didnt study and i was shleppppy.
met earlier to get ready some stuff that we were giving to the ex-com.
the rest were cutting flyers.
and i just had a mad craving for the macdonals beef fantastic.
dee picked me up, dropped me at the macs opposite school.
and i tripped twice while going to get my food. POOT.
beef would take awhile to cook, so i settled for chicken. dee, fish.
chicken was YUM!! but i still like beef. ho hum.
we had to write little notes to one of the seniors.
i wrote to vie.
"the sun is hot,
paris hilton is not.
what you've done for the team,
will not be forgot."
smarty stephy.
i wrote for ifa too, though i didnt know what to write,
since it was just in a confinement of a small rectangle paper.
i think she was puzzled to what i meant in the msg. LOL.
it means, thank you cant be enough said, neither shown.
bleah.
after the AGM, habibie it was.
new discovery! mui fan that adeline tong had is quite nice.
and i left early, because again suddenly i didnt feel very well.
lucky mummy picked me, if not i'll spend on cab again.
i suspect that theres something wrong with my body.
friday was wild wild wet with the girls.
sad to say, it was only 4 of us.
lu, az, nurul and myself.
nonetheless, i had a chill out fun time.
shiok river was shiok.
samsung made me pee myself, and nurul whail like a whale.
the bicycle was cool, just silly it only went one round.
ular-lah was, boo. short and un-fun.
the tsunami was just alright.
the yellow slide was back-breaking, literally.
the purple tube was addictive!
the yacault thing in the playground was fun when it made us rush to it when it was full,
and about to pour.
the playground slides were fun in that we slid down in a line. sugela.
and the jaccuzi was useless.
lu left early to meet the bf for dinner.
the 3 of us stayed till closing then had dinner at the temporary coffee shop.
az and myself then headed to school for the freshmen jam and hop.
met sher, sup and yam. miao joined later.
like last year, it wasnt as fun as i think it could be.
or maybe im being prejudiced by comparing it to how a club party should be,
when for 1, it isnt even a club.
left like at 11, cabbed home with felix.
and i waited for you.
bcoz i think i miss you.
but no.
saturday is happy birthday to bird!!
had late lunch at fish&co tampines.
HIGHLY NOT RECOMENDED.
its the worse of the outlets, though i havnt been to all.
the menu seems shorter.
and the quality of food, not as good.
then we headed to pungol, to collect my uniform stuff.
had to borrow money from tiffy to pay first.
my enrolment for driving really set me back LOTS.
and sad to say, i cant financially support my lessons,
so maybe the enrolment fee would be to waste.
then we headed to marine parade, where mummy wanted to get some candles
from this catholic shop nearby holy family.
she packed home katong laksa!! but quite full.
came home, chilled, then cut cake.
ate laksa, and then the yummmmmmmylicious cake, I LOVECHOCOLATE!
and OMG i felt like a walrus. SO EFFING FULL LA.
watched the dvd "yours, mine and ours"
i felt that it was better then cheaper by the dozen 2.
and then took a doze.
now i'm here.
such a sucky day.
me and bobby predicted night showers, thats why we ditched our last min fishing plans.
BOO!! it didnt rain.
but then again, i feel unwell.
i think my body's too heaty.
my throat hurts, my nose is a mini tap.
and it doesnt help that i've craving for a bearhug.
and i cant figure out if the question marks are on my mind,
or heart.
or just merely, reality.
but then again, i forgotten what's the meaning of love.
or how its like to be in it.
Saturday, April 22, 2006
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
IRB sevens
the sevens was fucking awesome!!
and the #7 of singapore, england and canada are fucking hotshits!!
finally lu and my taste in man collide, TOM VARNDELL, weet weet.
i still like abdul mr pete williams. *licks*
beers beer and more beers.
day 1 i didnt really remember watching alot of the game,
what the hell was i doing?
rain rain go away!
it made my white pants, well, unwhite.
ad, marli and myself made bets over booze regarding the scores.
marli won, BOO!
chatter up a fosters guy, LOL.
thats a first, steph chatting up a guy.
new pick up line of the year,
"where's your first?"
lol!! i was referring to his tattoos,
which was his first. yup. LOL. ho hum.
hung out with adi for abit,
he gave me this winnie the pooh ball thing!! LOL.
which zaki said he was the one who caught it.
omg, i was on a high, once in awhile i decide to go nuts and let lose.
after the sevens, went for dinner at spize with azlina, ifa, sya and sheema.
had silly laughs over blunders.
had to rush down to work after that.
mr nathan didnt wanna let me off for that one day. POOT.
as we were leavng to sya's car, this guy came after us,
and asked for my number! LOL
slowly came to know he was german.
and that he was flying off to bangkok for soccer the day before i was!! LOL
hmmm.
anyway, to work.
my clothes were damp due to the rain at the stadium.
work was boring.
didnt have much to do.
so much for that 600 pax expected.
closing was late as usual.
got caught in the rain on the way out even.
and BULL FROGS ARE GROSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
day 2 of the sevens saw a bigger crowd.
i only came later.
and i got to find out that i was on ESPN!! LOL .
during one of the highlights of day 1.
i wonder how stupid i looked,
esp when i was like showing ad something on the camera,
and just SUDDENLY stood up and danced, by myself. LOL.
anyways, day2 of the sevens,
this old ang mo man came up to me and started talking to me.
he recognised me for my work place.
and he said he was there the night "new zealand ate like indonesia!"
LOL! yeah, that fine day when the whole team was there eating and drinking FOC.
it was the return of the screaming french squad. who broke yet more benches.
wicked aura rocks my socks!!
what rocked even more was seeing budi perform.
i dont know, its just a satisfaction of pride seeing him enjoy performing,
and looking awesome doing it if i may say so.
couldnt stop me from dancing! : ) awesome.
met new people in the crowd of us.
and i know ifa is small, but i just never really realised how small!
when i tried to lift her up to get her to dance,
i was so scared to break her!
dear captain ifa, pls eat more. thank you. :S
nurul is mean.
she refused to dance with me. POOT.
never mind, dancing alone gets you a free beer offered from strangers from behind.
best was when china came out to play.
"HEY, CHI FAN LE MAH?!"
"NAYM CHONG PEI PAH KAO!"
"CHICKEDY CHINA THE CHINESE CHICKEN!!"
heh heh.
korea, is "GO KIM CHEE!!!"
oh oh oh,
and a highlight for me from day 1 was when china did an awesome fake to england.
which proves again 1 very important point,
china only good at selling fakes. LOL!!
but it was a really smooth and awesome move,
which resulted in an opening try by the chinese.
honestly, it made me sit up to watch them. their better then i thought.
and this is an official apology to azlina senior,
i didnt mean to smash the floating inflated condom into you,
though you gotta admit it was fun. and funny.
the teh teh has stirked!! :)
and YEAH YEAH YEAH, FIJI WON!!!! :)
my favourites!! weeet.
after the sevens me n charlotte ran off to the ice point to see whom we can get a glimpse off.
TOM VARNDELL IN A TOWEL!!
ooooh babeh, take it off!! :)
he was like sliding on the water as he ran/inched his way to their bus.
went for dinner with the ruggers after that.
it was to kallang airport for foooOOOood.
timo, felix, alan, andy, jeremy, zam and javin signh.
the food was yummy!!
took 31 to tanah merah interchange then change to 12
then it was home sweet home, all shagged out.
and yes, if you have noticed,
i didnt go to work ;)
heh heh.
according to jean-luke who has kindly invited me to go there with him for the post party,
all the players would be there.
why didnt i go then?!
coz 1, it'll be packed as hell,
and 2, i don't wanna be there having to serve them beer.
and most importantly 3,
i'm shagged out BODOH!! :)
got hold of pictures.
like i said, i suspect i have silly ones. *pouts*
us!! can you spot ifa, nurul, shimo, haha, charlotte, supi, azlina and her hunky hunk ;) lu and baldwin?
jac and my silly muscular self (chey chey chey)
meet mr david teo, and stephanie hendricks.
i like big butts and i cannot lie. THANKS AH!
ju and ad!!
wooooahhhh!!
coach hershey aka marli, and eda nikita
my pretty sunshine princess, shimona.
and the #7 of singapore, england and canada are fucking hotshits!!
finally lu and my taste in man collide, TOM VARNDELL, weet weet.
i still like abdul mr pete williams. *licks*
beers beer and more beers.
day 1 i didnt really remember watching alot of the game,
what the hell was i doing?
rain rain go away!
it made my white pants, well, unwhite.
ad, marli and myself made bets over booze regarding the scores.
marli won, BOO!
chatter up a fosters guy, LOL.
thats a first, steph chatting up a guy.
new pick up line of the year,
"where's your first?"
lol!! i was referring to his tattoos,
which was his first. yup. LOL. ho hum.
hung out with adi for abit,
he gave me this winnie the pooh ball thing!! LOL.
which zaki said he was the one who caught it.
omg, i was on a high, once in awhile i decide to go nuts and let lose.
after the sevens, went for dinner at spize with azlina, ifa, sya and sheema.
had silly laughs over blunders.
had to rush down to work after that.
mr nathan didnt wanna let me off for that one day. POOT.
as we were leavng to sya's car, this guy came after us,
and asked for my number! LOL
slowly came to know he was german.
and that he was flying off to bangkok for soccer the day before i was!! LOL
hmmm.
anyway, to work.
my clothes were damp due to the rain at the stadium.
work was boring.
didnt have much to do.
so much for that 600 pax expected.
closing was late as usual.
got caught in the rain on the way out even.
and BULL FROGS ARE GROSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
day 2 of the sevens saw a bigger crowd.
i only came later.
and i got to find out that i was on ESPN!! LOL .
during one of the highlights of day 1.
i wonder how stupid i looked,
esp when i was like showing ad something on the camera,
and just SUDDENLY stood up and danced, by myself. LOL.
anyways, day2 of the sevens,
this old ang mo man came up to me and started talking to me.
he recognised me for my work place.
and he said he was there the night "new zealand ate like indonesia!"
LOL! yeah, that fine day when the whole team was there eating and drinking FOC.
it was the return of the screaming french squad. who broke yet more benches.
wicked aura rocks my socks!!
what rocked even more was seeing budi perform.
i dont know, its just a satisfaction of pride seeing him enjoy performing,
and looking awesome doing it if i may say so.
couldnt stop me from dancing! : ) awesome.
met new people in the crowd of us.
and i know ifa is small, but i just never really realised how small!
when i tried to lift her up to get her to dance,
i was so scared to break her!
dear captain ifa, pls eat more. thank you. :S
nurul is mean.
she refused to dance with me. POOT.
never mind, dancing alone gets you a free beer offered from strangers from behind.
best was when china came out to play.
"HEY, CHI FAN LE MAH?!"
"NAYM CHONG PEI PAH KAO!"
"CHICKEDY CHINA THE CHINESE CHICKEN!!"
heh heh.
korea, is "GO KIM CHEE!!!"
oh oh oh,
and a highlight for me from day 1 was when china did an awesome fake to england.
which proves again 1 very important point,
china only good at selling fakes. LOL!!
but it was a really smooth and awesome move,
which resulted in an opening try by the chinese.
honestly, it made me sit up to watch them. their better then i thought.
and this is an official apology to azlina senior,
i didnt mean to smash the floating inflated condom into you,
though you gotta admit it was fun. and funny.
the teh teh has stirked!! :)
and YEAH YEAH YEAH, FIJI WON!!!! :)
my favourites!! weeet.
after the sevens me n charlotte ran off to the ice point to see whom we can get a glimpse off.
TOM VARNDELL IN A TOWEL!!
ooooh babeh, take it off!! :)
he was like sliding on the water as he ran/inched his way to their bus.
went for dinner with the ruggers after that.
it was to kallang airport for foooOOOood.
timo, felix, alan, andy, jeremy, zam and javin signh.
the food was yummy!!
took 31 to tanah merah interchange then change to 12
then it was home sweet home, all shagged out.
and yes, if you have noticed,
i didnt go to work ;)
heh heh.
according to jean-luke who has kindly invited me to go there with him for the post party,
all the players would be there.
why didnt i go then?!
coz 1, it'll be packed as hell,
and 2, i don't wanna be there having to serve them beer.
and most importantly 3,
i'm shagged out BODOH!! :)
got hold of pictures.
like i said, i suspect i have silly ones. *pouts*
us!! can you spot ifa, nurul, shimo, haha, charlotte, supi, azlina and her hunky hunk ;) lu and baldwin?
jac and my silly muscular self (chey chey chey)
meet mr david teo, and stephanie hendricks.
i like big butts and i cannot lie. THANKS AH!
ju and ad!!
wooooahhhh!!
coach hershey aka marli, and eda nikita
my pretty sunshine princess, shimona.
Friday, April 07, 2006
cut
and oh greatness.
my phone line's been cut this morning.
GOOD!
thanks dad.
so what have u been doing with the shitloads of my allowance that you've been cutting?!
dont know if i can still make it to work in this condition.
i should just fucking quit,
so one less work load of me,
then i'd be broke,
then another work load on me.
what a fucking vicious cycle in this still fucked up world.
the nightmare isnt over.
my phone line's been cut this morning.
GOOD!
thanks dad.
so what have u been doing with the shitloads of my allowance that you've been cutting?!
dont know if i can still make it to work in this condition.
i should just fucking quit,
so one less work load of me,
then i'd be broke,
then another work load on me.
what a fucking vicious cycle in this still fucked up world.
the nightmare isnt over.
simpangs
back from the simpangs.
funny how a last minute kuku talk cock session can change your mood,
temporarily.
i didnt know wayne and han yang was in the same circle of friends.
and nigel too.
yup.
met all of them together just now.
yang and wayne drove by mine to pick me up.
a lil comotion with the brazilian prick. HEH!
to think he actually disowned his father.
then went to pick another fella, who ended up driving also,
he went to pick whoever else.
blah blah blah.
end of story is,
it was wayne, yang, boy in red, boy in blue, nigel, trevor and sham sitting at syeds
as i whine about how my curry got no meat and the boys' one had.
in the end i had their curry too. heh.
had 2 prata bombs.
was full but hungry, ARGH!
mad stomach, so fat and still greedy.
now you're thinking was i talking about myself or my stomach.
or both? ;)
we had a good chat, brazilian style babeh! HAHAH!!
ad msged halfway. and asked me how i was.
sometimes i think i'm quite comical.
ad: 'how are you?' blah blah blah blah
steph: 'i'm lost in my own world.
ad: ' is your world good to you?'
steph: 'no. i'm like an earthworm in my world. living in shit though i'm supposedly the farmer's bestfriend. '
the rest of it is silly things about the oozing earthworm jim.
just what stupid greedy prata eating girl would think of herself as an earthworm.
stupid steph.
yup, that was about it.
went with sham to buy his shaving cream before cabbing home.
trick me, he say walk home.
ah, i'm home now anyways so.
i'm going to sleep.
i got a few things to do tmr.
am scheduled for work, bad enough that i didnt go today to get som paper work done.
pointless.
yup so, work.
then rizal flying off.
i'm tired.
i need to buy my contact lenses.
prolly meet felix to get the ticket he says hes giving me.
and tmr is the cca awards dateline. havnt gotten quite abit done.
partly coz i dont know if we're eligible, and partly coz i dont know what to write where.
also i dont know how i'm going to meet lawrenze to get it all signed.
and it would have helped lots if something was done about the missed call.
especially after what was said,
i'll say that through the scarsm and staredown that it took me alot to call,
pride on my part maybe, and also i'm still digesting my brainjuice.
to sincerely, professionally want to ask about what was given to me to do.
i don't know, don't give me a reason to prove myself right.
and to this stupid stinking world.
good fucking night.
and when i wake up,
i'll remember nothing of this nightmare.
hate me for my frankness that i've yearned so long to unleash.
im just gobsmacked at how everything turned out the way it is in my life currently.
i just feel so cheated, by myself, the confused child.
funny how a last minute kuku talk cock session can change your mood,
temporarily.
i didnt know wayne and han yang was in the same circle of friends.
and nigel too.
yup.
met all of them together just now.
yang and wayne drove by mine to pick me up.
a lil comotion with the brazilian prick. HEH!
to think he actually disowned his father.
then went to pick another fella, who ended up driving also,
he went to pick whoever else.
blah blah blah.
end of story is,
it was wayne, yang, boy in red, boy in blue, nigel, trevor and sham sitting at syeds
as i whine about how my curry got no meat and the boys' one had.
in the end i had their curry too. heh.
had 2 prata bombs.
was full but hungry, ARGH!
mad stomach, so fat and still greedy.
now you're thinking was i talking about myself or my stomach.
or both? ;)
we had a good chat, brazilian style babeh! HAHAH!!
ad msged halfway. and asked me how i was.
sometimes i think i'm quite comical.
ad: 'how are you?' blah blah blah blah
steph: 'i'm lost in my own world.
ad: ' is your world good to you?'
steph: 'no. i'm like an earthworm in my world. living in shit though i'm supposedly the farmer's bestfriend. '
the rest of it is silly things about the oozing earthworm jim.
just what stupid greedy prata eating girl would think of herself as an earthworm.
stupid steph.
yup, that was about it.
went with sham to buy his shaving cream before cabbing home.
trick me, he say walk home.
ah, i'm home now anyways so.
i'm going to sleep.
i got a few things to do tmr.
am scheduled for work, bad enough that i didnt go today to get som paper work done.
pointless.
yup so, work.
then rizal flying off.
i'm tired.
i need to buy my contact lenses.
prolly meet felix to get the ticket he says hes giving me.
and tmr is the cca awards dateline. havnt gotten quite abit done.
partly coz i dont know if we're eligible, and partly coz i dont know what to write where.
also i dont know how i'm going to meet lawrenze to get it all signed.
and it would have helped lots if something was done about the missed call.
especially after what was said,
i'll say that through the scarsm and staredown that it took me alot to call,
pride on my part maybe, and also i'm still digesting my brainjuice.
to sincerely, professionally want to ask about what was given to me to do.
i don't know, don't give me a reason to prove myself right.
and to this stupid stinking world.
good fucking night.
and when i wake up,
i'll remember nothing of this nightmare.
hate me for my frankness that i've yearned so long to unleash.
im just gobsmacked at how everything turned out the way it is in my life currently.
i just feel so cheated, by myself, the confused child.
Thursday, April 06, 2006
dead beat
my mind's as dead as my heart,
so i'm just ranting everything on the top of my tired head.
if it wasnt for my reshufflment of priorities,
i really would not have given much a rat's ass.
i dont know what my priorities are now,
but i sure as hell know what's not.
so it doesnt affect me that much,
other then how it tires me just thinking about it.
and i hate thinking.
because thoughts turns to words, then turns to actions.
and ultimately, you get burned.
would you be so kind as to return that missed call?
half my brain is already sleeping now, im just tired.
and its come to my realisation that what lu told me was true.
that people misinterprit that i have something against them or unhappy about.
since its been mentioned twice in the span of a week.
and i'll admit that i'd rather run away from problems,
and that i'll leave my unhappiness (be it there or not) to be what it is.
coz sooner or later, as long as one party decides, 'hey whatever,
i'm just gonna step back, '
things will blow out fine.
that one party more often is me stepping back.
and finally i'll agree to the wise words of wesley, that you can trust no one.
ok that's abit extreme.
but be wary of who you should trust rather.
i've come to ponder, maybe i've made wrong decisions.
i've come to question why there are walls between people.
i've come to hate assumptions
i've come to realise that less is more.
i've come to be puzzled to how i might seem to some.
i've come to my consenses,
that i really dont give a damn anymore.
and that i have nothing much to look forward to.
and that everything goes in a circle,
back at square 1,
that square 1 on my 16th birthday.
that nothing's ever worth trying for sometimes.
to think that maybe i finally found the meaning of bestfriend,
and made me change my primary school mindset that 'bestfriends dont exist'
coz u cant rank friends.
slowly over the past weeks i've been hiding myself,
because all the murmurs of others pushed through.
and i've been trying to settle for second place.
though i'd admit that everything didnt turn out what i wanted,
this was the one and only thing that was worth it.
the rest can screw my tombstone.
there i've said my peace.
finally i've learnt the value of trust and how not to give it so easily.
going simpang with nigel and the boys.
hopefully drinking too.
its times like these i'd like to take comfort in thinking i'm an alcoholic.
i can't wait to escape to bangkok.
and hopefully i'll get stuck in the riots there.
that they'll have to drag a carcass back here via the chinese junk ship.
so i'm just ranting everything on the top of my tired head.
if it wasnt for my reshufflment of priorities,
i really would not have given much a rat's ass.
i dont know what my priorities are now,
but i sure as hell know what's not.
so it doesnt affect me that much,
other then how it tires me just thinking about it.
and i hate thinking.
because thoughts turns to words, then turns to actions.
and ultimately, you get burned.
would you be so kind as to return that missed call?
half my brain is already sleeping now, im just tired.
and its come to my realisation that what lu told me was true.
that people misinterprit that i have something against them or unhappy about.
since its been mentioned twice in the span of a week.
and i'll admit that i'd rather run away from problems,
and that i'll leave my unhappiness (be it there or not) to be what it is.
coz sooner or later, as long as one party decides, 'hey whatever,
i'm just gonna step back, '
things will blow out fine.
that one party more often is me stepping back.
and finally i'll agree to the wise words of wesley, that you can trust no one.
ok that's abit extreme.
but be wary of who you should trust rather.
i've come to ponder, maybe i've made wrong decisions.
i've come to question why there are walls between people.
i've come to hate assumptions
i've come to realise that less is more.
i've come to be puzzled to how i might seem to some.
i've come to my consenses,
that i really dont give a damn anymore.
and that i have nothing much to look forward to.
and that everything goes in a circle,
back at square 1,
that square 1 on my 16th birthday.
that nothing's ever worth trying for sometimes.
to think that maybe i finally found the meaning of bestfriend,
and made me change my primary school mindset that 'bestfriends dont exist'
coz u cant rank friends.
slowly over the past weeks i've been hiding myself,
because all the murmurs of others pushed through.
and i've been trying to settle for second place.
though i'd admit that everything didnt turn out what i wanted,
this was the one and only thing that was worth it.
the rest can screw my tombstone.
there i've said my peace.
finally i've learnt the value of trust and how not to give it so easily.
going simpang with nigel and the boys.
hopefully drinking too.
its times like these i'd like to take comfort in thinking i'm an alcoholic.
i can't wait to escape to bangkok.
and hopefully i'll get stuck in the riots there.
that they'll have to drag a carcass back here via the chinese junk ship.
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
alan's 21st.
shagged out bodoh!!
sunday went for alan's chalet.
his birthday cake was yum!!
so was his grandmother's curry!!!!!! OMG!!!
met zaki, charlotte, azhar, hannan and shimo and we took a bus in.
played polar bear!! LOL.
everywhere i go sure play.
the last round i was murderer, and i had to surrender due to the commencement of dinner,
if not confirm win :) heh.
i had fun playing with my 'aircon'.
what is my aircon?
its my plastic cup with one gigantic block of dried ice!
yay. but azhar and zam say not cold. PFFFT.
no skills.
after that we went to the playground.
the water one. i tried shooting the gun. LOL.
the same one that javin used, except that it looked like he was peeing.
ok la, the pool was closed, so there was no power in his gun.
that was meant to sound wrong.
i plonked 2 bits of dried ice into the pool! :)
it looked like some alien thing landed in the pool! HEHE!
then i inched my way to the centre platform, trying not to get my 3/4s wet.
when i reached the dry plat form, i just did ridiculous poses,
sorta like those fountain statues kinda.
sometimes i'd like to know, what i was thinking.
anyways checked the bowling alley out, it was closed.
we walked and checked out the clubhouse.
nothing much, everything closed eary, maybe coz it was a sunday.
back to the playground, this time the dry one.
its totally fun can! and an accident waiting to happen place.
me and charlotte stood on this attached 1/2 swing thingy,
and just rocked our feet back and forth so our whole body could cradle back and forth.
rock a by baby.
and steph slipped. LOL.
cant blame the clumsy her, the place was still wet from earlier showers.
nonetheless it was stupid fun with silly laughs.
then the guys started their 'competition'
to see who can tahan the longest, on the evil, mean, extrodinary machine.
the REVOLVER!!
(ok i made that up)
but its like this twirling thing that goes round and round and round.
so the guys would go on it and compete in twos or threes,
to see who can outlast the most revolutions with top speed.
it was FREAKING HILARIOUS.
yes, that was why i didnt go on it at first,
because i needed to pee, and i didnt wanna laugh myself silly,
and you know what will happen.
anyways, it was bombastically funny seeing how the guys plonk off that thing as it is still spinning.
and then attempting to walk and act macho that they can take it!!!
zam was saying that every revolution, you'll lose 1 kg.
no wonder he keep going on it, again and again and again.
even jumping onto it when it hasnt stop spinning,
and when people like zaki are still hanging on lifelessly.
mission: to catch your opponent at his weakest.
ya right, for zam is : to lose as much weight.
think i dont know. HEH.
back to the chalet.
alan opened a bottle of wine.
shimo, azhar, zam, charlotte, jani and myself took turns in playing mahjong.
the rest like javin, andy, jeremy and melissa were playing tai di.
10cents per card.
i didnt stay late into the night.
say about 1+am i left with shimo and hannan, jani drove us home.
its WAKEBOARDING the next morning.
so to home for shut eye pls.
so my alarm rang at 6.30.
i refuseeee to get up!
by 7.10 i was dragged out.
surprisingly i still could pack all my stuff and get ready all in time, 7.30
woo.
met shimo in the train, headed towards harbour front.
waited at macs for nurul while tiffy and shimo went to get the tickets.
DFS rocks. but i figured that i'd get stuff upon arrival in singapore at the end of the day.
took penguin cruise to batam.
ate and slept in the ferry.
been sneezing the whole morning, and the sunlight hurts my eyes.
the ferry ride took about 1hr?
reached there, took the less-then-2-minutes shuttle to the place.
the guy was like asleep on the couch.
and the tiny puppy that was so small since the last time we were there grew big! :)
cutttte.
we all started on the knee board again.
went about 2 rounds on it, then we upgraded to the board.
nurul and shimo had it tough trying to stand up their first time.
well, its never easy, i didnt get it on my first time there either,
even though my previous stay was much shorter.
tiffy and i could stand up!
but i only can withstand half the corse. i always fall at the turns. BLAH!
then there was this one of em who was a show off.
but ok la, he got the skills and stunts, and not too bad looks with a hot surfer body.
woooo. but not really to my liking. i'd like my men with a lil meat pls.
lunched there, and bummed out.
then back to the water!!
nurul was being mocked by me to how she fell once during training.
when she said "gantoh" (meaning fall in malay) but was still standing and then plonked down.
tiffy and i kept chuckling, and in her defence, nurul said,
"sometimes you can just predict when you're going to ....."
PLONK!
as she said fall, she fell.
laughed the ba-dang-dangs outta us.
we then had LOADS of fun on this floatation thing,
LIQUID FORCE it was called.
its actually a huge float which u lie on to suntan, COOLIOS!
we were doing fancy dives off it.
i did a somersault. tiffy some limp star jump.
nurul just, jumped. shimo was pushed off :)
then there were cannonballs and dives and what not.
we ended up playing wrestling on the thing.
the objective was to make the other 3 fall till you're the last one standing.
LOL. ube funnest.
the operators of the place were having a good time watching us being bafoons.
we played till like 330, then we got ready to catch the 4pm bus.
in the ferry i slept like a baby as qouted by nurul.
anyways, due to nurul not charging her camera but bringing it nonetheless,
here are all the pics we have .
us looking so love.
(L - R) Steph, Tiffy, Shimo, Nurul.
Rawk on! YEAH!
YEAHHHHHHHH!!!!
shagged out idiots.
pose it babeh !
us again!! : )
when we arrived in singapore, it looked like it was going to storm.
it was like, 645 by the time we got out of the terminal and waited at the taxi stand.
a good 45 mins of waiting for a cab to get ourselves to the east.
nurul headed home first.
i was suppose to meet javin singh mr wolsey at 730 to pick him up on the way to the chalet.
but the queue was long, even the jam along the ECP.
whats worse was that i had the most fullest bladder that i ever had!!!
i was really bouncing around and making the whole cab bouced by the time we exited the highway.
i kept shutting tiffy up while she tried to talk to me.
i couldnt stand it no longer.
when the cab stop at tanah merah to pick javin and drop the 2 girls,
i made a run for it to the toilet at the station!!
it was intense.
from the controling, to the dash, to the relief. heh.
then i dashed back up to wolsey in the cab with all my stuff in his hands. LOL.
when we reached there he attempted to carry my bag,
which couldnt even fit under his arm. LOL .
i'd like to think that my bag wasnt that big but rather his arm was.
hehe, WOLSEY!
reached there, i put my stuff down, and headed straight for the hot tub!!!! :)
alone.
first i had the tub to myself, while waiting for timo and felix who were at the bowling alley.
then this old uncle and aunty come and invade my pool.
thanks.
lucky the jet timing ran out, so they thought the pool was closed, and they left
YES!
i was alone for like 5 mins, before yes, the pool was realy closed.
BUMMER.
none the less, it felt good to just sit there and relax.
timo and felix finally came when i was leaving.
back to the chalet, for foooood! :)
the prawns were good!
sat around, chilled, talked crap, havnt showered!!
coz i only had one change of clothes and undies.
so didnt wanna get em dirty.
i fell asleep on the couch! for like, an hour.
then i went to shower.
played mahjong with felix, azhar and we tried teaching timo as we went along.
of corse more eating.
we then watched 50 1st dates which were showing on ESPN movies.
simply sweet. one of my favourite movies. sigh.
then we had to source for a place to get comfy and sleep.
dont know whoever took my cusions frm my chair, fed up.
so i just went to the dining table there and joined 4 chairs and slept.
i took like many 5 minute shut eyes
it was just SUPERLY uncomfortable.
and one stupid mozzie kept buzzing around my ear.
then timo was wandering around.
we then embarked on a journey to search for new comfortable grounds to sleep.
we went to the room where zaki, ungku and charlotte was.
the room was ICE COLD!
ungku is the true blue polar bear.
we just used the end of the blanket that was like on the floor, and shared a pillow.
he switched off the air conditioner, and i dont know why we started laughing or giggling,
but quietly, coz we didnt wanna wake the sleeping beauties.
so we just shivered ourselves to sleep.
and just as i was about to doze off,
zaki, ungku and charlotte's alarms started going off one by one.
ARGH!
then it took them awhile to get out of bed to go and bathe.
zaki first, then ungku.
i darted for ungku's bed! oh man! so snugged and comfy!
timo was still waiting for the other bed to be free, coz charlotte was still defrosting before she showered.
and when ungku came back into the room,
he was scanning the beds, trying to make out who was who in the dark.
and then he just SAT ON ME!!
argh.
silly polar bear.
timo took over the bed soon, then he got up to go down to get his bag.
i warned him not to, if not the downstairs snorers will steal his spot.
and so, one fugitive came up, and timo, PLONKED HIM ON MY BED!
hmmpf!!
lucky felix is small, but he just keeps putting his armpits up!
grrrr, now i know where he got his clubbing habbit from!
hmmpf, mean ol timo.
but good, he got retribution when azhar came looking for a place to sleep!!! LOL!
both squeeze on one single bed.
lucky me and feli quite small size, as compared to the 2. woo hoo!
at times only he would elbow me while turning la, then he'll kena pushed.
other then that, i slept quite well.
when they woke up, i still was hugging my pillow.
i only wanted to wake up at the very last minute.
i woke up just in time to leave.
everyone left, excpet the few of us.
damn should have shifted to the next door room.
double bed all for myself! pffft.
nvm la.
mel's dad picked her, we took the bus out.
timo took a train, azhar took bus, felix and myself cabbed home.
took the tumbler with me.
plonked my stuff, then plonked myself into bed.
woke up aching arms and my stiff neck,
GRAWL!!
gym is not an option,
training was cancelled due to stormy weathers.
so slept in steph did.
followed by tv programmes back to back.
jani came over to collect his tumblers,
mummy bought mangoes, YEAH!!!
but i still have the craving for rambutans.
oh well.
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY ALAN!!!! :)
sunday went for alan's chalet.
his birthday cake was yum!!
so was his grandmother's curry!!!!!! OMG!!!
met zaki, charlotte, azhar, hannan and shimo and we took a bus in.
played polar bear!! LOL.
everywhere i go sure play.
the last round i was murderer, and i had to surrender due to the commencement of dinner,
if not confirm win :) heh.
i had fun playing with my 'aircon'.
what is my aircon?
its my plastic cup with one gigantic block of dried ice!
yay. but azhar and zam say not cold. PFFFT.
no skills.
after that we went to the playground.
the water one. i tried shooting the gun. LOL.
the same one that javin used, except that it looked like he was peeing.
ok la, the pool was closed, so there was no power in his gun.
that was meant to sound wrong.
i plonked 2 bits of dried ice into the pool! :)
it looked like some alien thing landed in the pool! HEHE!
then i inched my way to the centre platform, trying not to get my 3/4s wet.
when i reached the dry plat form, i just did ridiculous poses,
sorta like those fountain statues kinda.
sometimes i'd like to know, what i was thinking.
anyways checked the bowling alley out, it was closed.
we walked and checked out the clubhouse.
nothing much, everything closed eary, maybe coz it was a sunday.
back to the playground, this time the dry one.
its totally fun can! and an accident waiting to happen place.
me and charlotte stood on this attached 1/2 swing thingy,
and just rocked our feet back and forth so our whole body could cradle back and forth.
rock a by baby.
and steph slipped. LOL.
cant blame the clumsy her, the place was still wet from earlier showers.
nonetheless it was stupid fun with silly laughs.
then the guys started their 'competition'
to see who can tahan the longest, on the evil, mean, extrodinary machine.
the REVOLVER!!
(ok i made that up)
but its like this twirling thing that goes round and round and round.
so the guys would go on it and compete in twos or threes,
to see who can outlast the most revolutions with top speed.
it was FREAKING HILARIOUS.
yes, that was why i didnt go on it at first,
because i needed to pee, and i didnt wanna laugh myself silly,
and you know what will happen.
anyways, it was bombastically funny seeing how the guys plonk off that thing as it is still spinning.
and then attempting to walk and act macho that they can take it!!!
zam was saying that every revolution, you'll lose 1 kg.
no wonder he keep going on it, again and again and again.
even jumping onto it when it hasnt stop spinning,
and when people like zaki are still hanging on lifelessly.
mission: to catch your opponent at his weakest.
ya right, for zam is : to lose as much weight.
think i dont know. HEH.
back to the chalet.
alan opened a bottle of wine.
shimo, azhar, zam, charlotte, jani and myself took turns in playing mahjong.
the rest like javin, andy, jeremy and melissa were playing tai di.
10cents per card.
i didnt stay late into the night.
say about 1+am i left with shimo and hannan, jani drove us home.
its WAKEBOARDING the next morning.
so to home for shut eye pls.
so my alarm rang at 6.30.
i refuseeee to get up!
by 7.10 i was dragged out.
surprisingly i still could pack all my stuff and get ready all in time, 7.30
woo.
met shimo in the train, headed towards harbour front.
waited at macs for nurul while tiffy and shimo went to get the tickets.
DFS rocks. but i figured that i'd get stuff upon arrival in singapore at the end of the day.
took penguin cruise to batam.
ate and slept in the ferry.
been sneezing the whole morning, and the sunlight hurts my eyes.
the ferry ride took about 1hr?
reached there, took the less-then-2-minutes shuttle to the place.
the guy was like asleep on the couch.
and the tiny puppy that was so small since the last time we were there grew big! :)
cutttte.
we all started on the knee board again.
went about 2 rounds on it, then we upgraded to the board.
nurul and shimo had it tough trying to stand up their first time.
well, its never easy, i didnt get it on my first time there either,
even though my previous stay was much shorter.
tiffy and i could stand up!
but i only can withstand half the corse. i always fall at the turns. BLAH!
then there was this one of em who was a show off.
but ok la, he got the skills and stunts, and not too bad looks with a hot surfer body.
woooo. but not really to my liking. i'd like my men with a lil meat pls.
lunched there, and bummed out.
then back to the water!!
nurul was being mocked by me to how she fell once during training.
when she said "gantoh" (meaning fall in malay) but was still standing and then plonked down.
tiffy and i kept chuckling, and in her defence, nurul said,
"sometimes you can just predict when you're going to ....."
PLONK!
as she said fall, she fell.
laughed the ba-dang-dangs outta us.
we then had LOADS of fun on this floatation thing,
LIQUID FORCE it was called.
its actually a huge float which u lie on to suntan, COOLIOS!
we were doing fancy dives off it.
i did a somersault. tiffy some limp star jump.
nurul just, jumped. shimo was pushed off :)
then there were cannonballs and dives and what not.
we ended up playing wrestling on the thing.
the objective was to make the other 3 fall till you're the last one standing.
LOL. ube funnest.
the operators of the place were having a good time watching us being bafoons.
we played till like 330, then we got ready to catch the 4pm bus.
in the ferry i slept like a baby as qouted by nurul.
anyways, due to nurul not charging her camera but bringing it nonetheless,
here are all the pics we have .
us looking so love.
(L - R) Steph, Tiffy, Shimo, Nurul.
Rawk on! YEAH!
YEAHHHHHHHH!!!!
shagged out idiots.
pose it babeh !
us again!! : )
when we arrived in singapore, it looked like it was going to storm.
it was like, 645 by the time we got out of the terminal and waited at the taxi stand.
a good 45 mins of waiting for a cab to get ourselves to the east.
nurul headed home first.
i was suppose to meet javin singh mr wolsey at 730 to pick him up on the way to the chalet.
but the queue was long, even the jam along the ECP.
whats worse was that i had the most fullest bladder that i ever had!!!
i was really bouncing around and making the whole cab bouced by the time we exited the highway.
i kept shutting tiffy up while she tried to talk to me.
i couldnt stand it no longer.
when the cab stop at tanah merah to pick javin and drop the 2 girls,
i made a run for it to the toilet at the station!!
it was intense.
from the controling, to the dash, to the relief. heh.
then i dashed back up to wolsey in the cab with all my stuff in his hands. LOL.
when we reached there he attempted to carry my bag,
which couldnt even fit under his arm. LOL .
i'd like to think that my bag wasnt that big but rather his arm was.
hehe, WOLSEY!
reached there, i put my stuff down, and headed straight for the hot tub!!!! :)
alone.
first i had the tub to myself, while waiting for timo and felix who were at the bowling alley.
then this old uncle and aunty come and invade my pool.
thanks.
lucky the jet timing ran out, so they thought the pool was closed, and they left
YES!
i was alone for like 5 mins, before yes, the pool was realy closed.
BUMMER.
none the less, it felt good to just sit there and relax.
timo and felix finally came when i was leaving.
back to the chalet, for foooood! :)
the prawns were good!
sat around, chilled, talked crap, havnt showered!!
coz i only had one change of clothes and undies.
so didnt wanna get em dirty.
i fell asleep on the couch! for like, an hour.
then i went to shower.
played mahjong with felix, azhar and we tried teaching timo as we went along.
of corse more eating.
we then watched 50 1st dates which were showing on ESPN movies.
simply sweet. one of my favourite movies. sigh.
then we had to source for a place to get comfy and sleep.
dont know whoever took my cusions frm my chair, fed up.
so i just went to the dining table there and joined 4 chairs and slept.
i took like many 5 minute shut eyes
it was just SUPERLY uncomfortable.
and one stupid mozzie kept buzzing around my ear.
then timo was wandering around.
we then embarked on a journey to search for new comfortable grounds to sleep.
we went to the room where zaki, ungku and charlotte was.
the room was ICE COLD!
ungku is the true blue polar bear.
we just used the end of the blanket that was like on the floor, and shared a pillow.
he switched off the air conditioner, and i dont know why we started laughing or giggling,
but quietly, coz we didnt wanna wake the sleeping beauties.
so we just shivered ourselves to sleep.
and just as i was about to doze off,
zaki, ungku and charlotte's alarms started going off one by one.
ARGH!
then it took them awhile to get out of bed to go and bathe.
zaki first, then ungku.
i darted for ungku's bed! oh man! so snugged and comfy!
timo was still waiting for the other bed to be free, coz charlotte was still defrosting before she showered.
and when ungku came back into the room,
he was scanning the beds, trying to make out who was who in the dark.
and then he just SAT ON ME!!
argh.
silly polar bear.
timo took over the bed soon, then he got up to go down to get his bag.
i warned him not to, if not the downstairs snorers will steal his spot.
and so, one fugitive came up, and timo, PLONKED HIM ON MY BED!
hmmpf!!
lucky felix is small, but he just keeps putting his armpits up!
grrrr, now i know where he got his clubbing habbit from!
hmmpf, mean ol timo.
but good, he got retribution when azhar came looking for a place to sleep!!! LOL!
both squeeze on one single bed.
lucky me and feli quite small size, as compared to the 2. woo hoo!
at times only he would elbow me while turning la, then he'll kena pushed.
other then that, i slept quite well.
when they woke up, i still was hugging my pillow.
i only wanted to wake up at the very last minute.
i woke up just in time to leave.
everyone left, excpet the few of us.
damn should have shifted to the next door room.
double bed all for myself! pffft.
nvm la.
mel's dad picked her, we took the bus out.
timo took a train, azhar took bus, felix and myself cabbed home.
took the tumbler with me.
plonked my stuff, then plonked myself into bed.
woke up aching arms and my stiff neck,
GRAWL!!
gym is not an option,
training was cancelled due to stormy weathers.
so slept in steph did.
followed by tv programmes back to back.
jani came over to collect his tumblers,
mummy bought mangoes, YEAH!!!
but i still have the craving for rambutans.
oh well.
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY ALAN!!!! :)
Sunday, April 02, 2006
26/03/06 jazz by the beach
last saturday... what did steph do...
started off the morning with mod touch.
i came late! coz i didnt bad enough sleep,
since i went home late from the chalet.
somemore i didnt pack my beach stuff.
so i reached there, was assigned to assist nurul with loyan sec.
she did most of the coaching since she's already established a raport with them.
moreso, i didnt really know what the agenda was.
so i just helped her carry out drills.
nonetheless the lot of boys were soon enthusism about playing,
after seeing how the tpiranhas played :)
and the hero of they day, has to be my michael.!
(even though 'boy' of loyang quite cute and athelete)
awww,the hotness, all sprawled out on the fence.
the way he plays is just, jaw dropping.
if its any consulation, he's only in primary school.
and he plays touch better then some much older boys ive seen play.
simple gobbsmacked just watching him,
and his team of primary school short farts thrash the loyang boys.
this proves, never to underestimate age, or the lack of it.
and the learning never ends.
after that the kids streamed out.
and then the ice war started!!
shoving ice down ur teammates tshirt is fun,
but not when the WHOLE team aliance and decide to attack u.
and so, the steph fell into the ice pile, slipping and sliding while trying to get back up.
everyone just laughing as she gets wet and dirty and clumsy and cold.
what are teamates for.
:)
then after that, kena scolding. LOL.
debrief and packed and changed and left for, sentosa!!!
sentosa changed so much
suddenly i love singapore.
and i predict it to be a thriving island city,
the next land of opportunities.
*puts fist over heart*
LOL.
ifa and nurul packed food from the hawker centre.
the whole time we were at the beach we just layed around,
and just basically fall to and fro to dreamland and back
ifa just being contented with her food,
then dozing off after like the whole sandy beach was her bedroom. heh.
after like lying around we just went to shower and then head to jazz by the beach.
I TELL U AH!
the common shower area, ok la, since its in the privacy of girls ok la.
respect each others, small indecencies.
but not nudity
where u have a nipple perade and public hair styling competition.
WTH.
i dont know if its the habbits of the chinese nationals,
given their toilet system back in their home country.
so maybe its nothing new to them.
but come on la. u visit a foreign country, given whatever ur purpose is.
at least, i dont know.
have some basic decency.
if not for yourselves, for kids or teenagers or other patrons of this public tourist destination.
dont give people like me a reason to laugh/ mock unnecessarily.
and sentosa, with your many upgrading projects,
maybe u can look into building MORE TOILETS PLEASE!!!
we were like the early birds for the jazz by the beach.
and out comes the camera!! :)
Steph and Nurul.
Us!! SO LOVE!!
(L-R) Steph, Nurul, Ifa
Ifa looking like a blast from the past. (check out the hair waves!)
All smiles, comfy on the mat with my ice cold beer! !
Cam Whores.
happy hamster.
i quite like this shot, except for one thing which i shant disclose.LOL
Nurul: this was into the valley of the shadow of death.
Steph: "nyeh! my tongue long!"
Nurul: "dodo my longer!"
Steph " nyeh!"
Nurul: "nyeh!"
Ifa: *rolls eyes* " RULE NUMBER 1!!!"
lovely skies.
great shot taken by ifa.
through the eyes of ifa, looking at the singer.
we pinned a goofy badge on ifa! :) ahugh!
enjoying the jazz.
first i ordered one jug.
then this guy asked nurul for ciggies.
first time, never mind just give,
though he offered to buy us food/beer.
i pinched nurul. heh.
second time he asked for ciggies,
she gave and this time he bought us beer.
woo hoo!
chiko peh uncle.
he got wife and kids whose age varies like by 1 yr kind.
but she took them to go play or seomthing.
conclusion: horny bastard looking for a quite hook up for future flings
HEH. evil la steph.
then this one waitress, joyce her name was,
says one of the boys wants my number.
i told her to tell him, to ask me himself.
heh.
then she came back, this time saying he's at the tram stop on his break.
and asked me to go there.
then i said, nah.
then again she came back.
this time, she showed me his picture on her phone.
and said he asked her to show me and say this boy wants ur number.
LOL!
again, i declined.
after that, bladder full, so i walked myself down to the toilet 5 mins away.
only to come out to see him smoking outside.
chatted abit as we walked back.
funny la he. at least he got guts.
anyways..
more beers?
ifa: "hmmm, i think too much beer, what shall we do?"
Steph: "are u thinking what i'm thinking B1?"
Nurul: "i think i am B2."
*chuckles*
so we called upon lulu, who was working there,
and had a worm like thing fall on her head! LOL.
and poured a cup of beer, and asked her to deliver it 2 tables away,
where 3 ang mo guys were sitting by themselves.
give it to the guy with the fishermen's cap!
and say 'compliments of the lady in black'
LOL!!
rule number 1: do not embarasse ur captain!! HEEE!
then on they kept looking and smiling over.
cheap thrills and stupid funs.
haish.
after that sya joined us.
chilled for awhile, nurul started mimicing all of us,
she think she funny she. *pouts*
quite la actually.
after that we left.
sya drove nurul home, and me to outram station
met tiffy there, then made our way down to bungy bar!
plans to meet trevor there, and also catch the rugby match.
had a few more drinks,
even the cock sucking cowboy shot! lol.
met a few players from bucks.
one familiar face.
chatted abit.
met alex, the bartender from uk.
trevor made me think he was hotter then that. LOL.
the game ended, slowly everyone left.
we left too to macs.
i had my fan-tastic meal yet again! :)
then it we cabbed home.
all in all, i had a great day.
started off the morning with mod touch.
i came late! coz i didnt bad enough sleep,
since i went home late from the chalet.
somemore i didnt pack my beach stuff.
so i reached there, was assigned to assist nurul with loyan sec.
she did most of the coaching since she's already established a raport with them.
moreso, i didnt really know what the agenda was.
so i just helped her carry out drills.
nonetheless the lot of boys were soon enthusism about playing,
after seeing how the tpiranhas played :)
and the hero of they day, has to be my michael.!
(even though 'boy' of loyang quite cute and athelete)
awww,the hotness, all sprawled out on the fence.
the way he plays is just, jaw dropping.
if its any consulation, he's only in primary school.
and he plays touch better then some much older boys ive seen play.
simple gobbsmacked just watching him,
and his team of primary school short farts thrash the loyang boys.
this proves, never to underestimate age, or the lack of it.
and the learning never ends.
after that the kids streamed out.
and then the ice war started!!
shoving ice down ur teammates tshirt is fun,
but not when the WHOLE team aliance and decide to attack u.
and so, the steph fell into the ice pile, slipping and sliding while trying to get back up.
everyone just laughing as she gets wet and dirty and clumsy and cold.
what are teamates for.
:)
then after that, kena scolding. LOL.
debrief and packed and changed and left for, sentosa!!!
sentosa changed so much
suddenly i love singapore.
and i predict it to be a thriving island city,
the next land of opportunities.
*puts fist over heart*
LOL.
ifa and nurul packed food from the hawker centre.
the whole time we were at the beach we just layed around,
and just basically fall to and fro to dreamland and back
ifa just being contented with her food,
then dozing off after like the whole sandy beach was her bedroom. heh.
after like lying around we just went to shower and then head to jazz by the beach.
I TELL U AH!
the common shower area, ok la, since its in the privacy of girls ok la.
respect each others, small indecencies.
but not nudity
where u have a nipple perade and public hair styling competition.
WTH.
i dont know if its the habbits of the chinese nationals,
given their toilet system back in their home country.
so maybe its nothing new to them.
but come on la. u visit a foreign country, given whatever ur purpose is.
at least, i dont know.
have some basic decency.
if not for yourselves, for kids or teenagers or other patrons of this public tourist destination.
dont give people like me a reason to laugh/ mock unnecessarily.
and sentosa, with your many upgrading projects,
maybe u can look into building MORE TOILETS PLEASE!!!
we were like the early birds for the jazz by the beach.
and out comes the camera!! :)
Steph and Nurul.
Us!! SO LOVE!!
(L-R) Steph, Nurul, Ifa
Ifa looking like a blast from the past. (check out the hair waves!)
All smiles, comfy on the mat with my ice cold beer! !
Cam Whores.
happy hamster.
i quite like this shot, except for one thing which i shant disclose.LOL
Nurul: this was into the valley of the shadow of death.
Steph: "nyeh! my tongue long!"
Nurul: "dodo my longer!"
Steph " nyeh!"
Nurul: "nyeh!"
Ifa: *rolls eyes* " RULE NUMBER 1!!!"
lovely skies.
great shot taken by ifa.
through the eyes of ifa, looking at the singer.
we pinned a goofy badge on ifa! :) ahugh!
enjoying the jazz.
first i ordered one jug.
then this guy asked nurul for ciggies.
first time, never mind just give,
though he offered to buy us food/beer.
i pinched nurul. heh.
second time he asked for ciggies,
she gave and this time he bought us beer.
woo hoo!
chiko peh uncle.
he got wife and kids whose age varies like by 1 yr kind.
but she took them to go play or seomthing.
conclusion: horny bastard looking for a quite hook up for future flings
HEH. evil la steph.
then this one waitress, joyce her name was,
says one of the boys wants my number.
i told her to tell him, to ask me himself.
heh.
then she came back, this time saying he's at the tram stop on his break.
and asked me to go there.
then i said, nah.
then again she came back.
this time, she showed me his picture on her phone.
and said he asked her to show me and say this boy wants ur number.
LOL!
again, i declined.
after that, bladder full, so i walked myself down to the toilet 5 mins away.
only to come out to see him smoking outside.
chatted abit as we walked back.
funny la he. at least he got guts.
anyways..
more beers?
ifa: "hmmm, i think too much beer, what shall we do?"
Steph: "are u thinking what i'm thinking B1?"
Nurul: "i think i am B2."
*chuckles*
so we called upon lulu, who was working there,
and had a worm like thing fall on her head! LOL.
and poured a cup of beer, and asked her to deliver it 2 tables away,
where 3 ang mo guys were sitting by themselves.
give it to the guy with the fishermen's cap!
and say 'compliments of the lady in black'
LOL!!
rule number 1: do not embarasse ur captain!! HEEE!
then on they kept looking and smiling over.
cheap thrills and stupid funs.
haish.
after that sya joined us.
chilled for awhile, nurul started mimicing all of us,
she think she funny she. *pouts*
quite la actually.
after that we left.
sya drove nurul home, and me to outram station
met tiffy there, then made our way down to bungy bar!
plans to meet trevor there, and also catch the rugby match.
had a few more drinks,
even the cock sucking cowboy shot! lol.
met a few players from bucks.
one familiar face.
chatted abit.
met alex, the bartender from uk.
trevor made me think he was hotter then that. LOL.
the game ended, slowly everyone left.
we left too to macs.
i had my fan-tastic meal yet again! :)
then it we cabbed home.
all in all, i had a great day.
working blues
steph has started working.
and its been a hell of a 2 days.
DAY1.
started work on thursday.
the mind boggling part is remember the table numbers,
and the drink prices.
it wasnt too bad la.
just the sudden packness of the place made it dizzy to keep up.
guess what happened on my first dayat work.
(1) an old ang mo man thought i was getting him drunk but kissed me 'thank you'
(2) a not as old ang mo man asked for my number
(3) a 22 yr old american navy boy asked me if i'd like to go back to the states with him
(4) all of the above.
can you guess?
BTW, the word 'old' is on the guidelines on how old my dad is.
and those who've guess, number 1. you're only 1/3 right.
number 4 is the winner. -.-"
ho hum, something to get used/immuned to hopefully.
i quite like tim.
he's a very gentlemanly yet simple guy, who is oh so strong.
ajit is dorky silly, which is cute too! :)
felicia is cool.
nathern reminds me of syeed from the tv series lost.
paul's a great boss.
the kitchen chefs are great too,
wth their yummy food to keep use strong and healthy (flexes muskles)
by the time i reached home on day one, it was well past4.
DAY 1 HOURS = 12
DAY 2
i didnt make friday's work day.
so i went on saturday instead.
a little more enthusism, but still slight reluctance.
ok, maybe i just dread closing.
or all the chicopek uncle.
met vanessa, who's quite sweet and friendly.
farhan who's such a flirty bouyah "i need a good fuck" monkey.
apperantly there was a wedding reception there,
which is, i dont know.
i just always thought of weddings or even receptions to be a fantasy.
or glam or elegant.
varies with preference i guess.
quite a few funny stories happened on day 2.
funny story number 1.
theres this guy, fred flintstone look-a-like.
mexican or latino, like the very ruffed out kind.
who was i guess taking his son and their friends out for a drink/ good time.
drink after drink after drink they ordered,
i think the young ones had intentions of getting wasted la.
and one of em orders a 'me-lo'
repeated a few times to the kuku me.
and i thought i heard wrong, so i asked,
"milo?"
could i be more embarassed with my mistake when the whole table errupted in laughter.
"not milo LA." that fella said, politely trying not to laugh.
can you guess what he wanted?
i'll give you a clue, it was wine.
MERLOT.
thanks, thanks thanks thanks thanks.
funny story number 2
this couple of italian couples.
plonked themselves on the couch,
so i went to take their order, since feros dissapear yet again.
and they were asking about champaigne and wines.
and the men, beers (duh)
until everything got jumbled up in my kuku and already tired brain,
that i told the lady,
"i'll be back with your white beer."
-.-"
and i still could hear her repeating what i said to the rest as i walked away.
GRAWL!
then the attack of the kisses started!
thats why i hate feros so much.
if only he hadnt dissapeared to his smoke breaks.
i would have to be at the chiko section.
all fat old ang mo men wreching of beer.
worse, some in companies of their gfs/ mistresses.
all this reminds me of again why i need and want a quality man!
and how i don't want to settle for a sleeze ball typical egoistical self centred man/boy.
in other words, i won't settle for second best.
yes, the bitchy princess has spoken.
by the time i hit my 10th hour, my eyes were already red.
by the end of working for 15 hours. i was dead shagged.
i was so auntyfied going home.
in my gigantic tshirt and berms.
wo hoo.
cabbed with nathern. chatter with him,
though i think my ears and brains already slept.
reached home at near 5 this time.
i cant feel my legs, my toes could have been chopped off i wouldnt have known.
and yet again, i couldnt go to sleep.
i suspect i have stage 1 insomnia.
it starts with a letter L.
L _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ .
and its been a hell of a 2 days.
DAY1.
started work on thursday.
the mind boggling part is remember the table numbers,
and the drink prices.
it wasnt too bad la.
just the sudden packness of the place made it dizzy to keep up.
guess what happened on my first dayat work.
(1) an old ang mo man thought i was getting him drunk but kissed me 'thank you'
(2) a not as old ang mo man asked for my number
(3) a 22 yr old american navy boy asked me if i'd like to go back to the states with him
(4) all of the above.
can you guess?
BTW, the word 'old' is on the guidelines on how old my dad is.
and those who've guess, number 1. you're only 1/3 right.
number 4 is the winner. -.-"
ho hum, something to get used/immuned to hopefully.
i quite like tim.
he's a very gentlemanly yet simple guy, who is oh so strong.
ajit is dorky silly, which is cute too! :)
felicia is cool.
nathern reminds me of syeed from the tv series lost.
paul's a great boss.
the kitchen chefs are great too,
wth their yummy food to keep use strong and healthy (flexes muskles)
by the time i reached home on day one, it was well past4.
DAY 1 HOURS = 12
DAY 2
i didnt make friday's work day.
so i went on saturday instead.
a little more enthusism, but still slight reluctance.
ok, maybe i just dread closing.
or all the chicopek uncle.
met vanessa, who's quite sweet and friendly.
farhan who's such a flirty bouyah "i need a good fuck" monkey.
apperantly there was a wedding reception there,
which is, i dont know.
i just always thought of weddings or even receptions to be a fantasy.
or glam or elegant.
varies with preference i guess.
quite a few funny stories happened on day 2.
funny story number 1.
theres this guy, fred flintstone look-a-like.
mexican or latino, like the very ruffed out kind.
who was i guess taking his son and their friends out for a drink/ good time.
drink after drink after drink they ordered,
i think the young ones had intentions of getting wasted la.
and one of em orders a 'me-lo'
repeated a few times to the kuku me.
and i thought i heard wrong, so i asked,
"milo?"
could i be more embarassed with my mistake when the whole table errupted in laughter.
"not milo LA." that fella said, politely trying not to laugh.
can you guess what he wanted?
i'll give you a clue, it was wine.
MERLOT.
thanks, thanks thanks thanks thanks.
funny story number 2
this couple of italian couples.
plonked themselves on the couch,
so i went to take their order, since feros dissapear yet again.
and they were asking about champaigne and wines.
and the men, beers (duh)
until everything got jumbled up in my kuku and already tired brain,
that i told the lady,
"i'll be back with your white beer."
-.-"
and i still could hear her repeating what i said to the rest as i walked away.
GRAWL!
then the attack of the kisses started!
thats why i hate feros so much.
if only he hadnt dissapeared to his smoke breaks.
i would have to be at the chiko section.
all fat old ang mo men wreching of beer.
worse, some in companies of their gfs/ mistresses.
all this reminds me of again why i need and want a quality man!
and how i don't want to settle for a sleeze ball typical egoistical self centred man/boy.
in other words, i won't settle for second best.
yes, the bitchy princess has spoken.
by the time i hit my 10th hour, my eyes were already red.
by the end of working for 15 hours. i was dead shagged.
i was so auntyfied going home.
in my gigantic tshirt and berms.
wo hoo.
cabbed with nathern. chatter with him,
though i think my ears and brains already slept.
reached home at near 5 this time.
i cant feel my legs, my toes could have been chopped off i wouldnt have known.
and yet again, i couldnt go to sleep.
i suspect i have stage 1 insomnia.
it starts with a letter L.
L _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ .
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