week zero

i keep falling sick these days.
for the past one week i've been on a rocking horse.
from wel, to unwell, then unwell and well.
and for the first time i had a nose bleed,
while i was in the shower.
boo.

sunday night was my arrival back from bangkok.
the hype to update about it isnt so much there anymore.
but i'll upload the little pictures i have
and wait for the video log from eric :)
none the less, i had a great time with regan, eric, mike and gary.
and saying that bangkok was awesome is an understatement.
and how fantastic is it to come home to a nagging mum.
home sweet home.

monday was training.
went to the gym before.
quite tiring. worked out my arms quite abit.
bad idea coz training we had to do lots of push-ups.
and i just didnt have the strength, that it made my bones hurt.
we all were soaking wet because of the pre-training rain on the turf.
training was exhausting, but i like.
i just wish my mental state would reach its strongest,
and stay there.

tuesday was week zero lecture
whole day of shitting down.
what's worse was i kept feeling more and more weird.
my stomach felt weird, so did my head.
like as if it were floating around me.
didnt even have an appeitite.
only ate cheese fries, and gulped down 3 cups.
the whole day ended with the giving out of our sentosa passes.
i met devina's cousin, mr ravi nair.
though there wernt formal introductions.
only that i dropped his pen,
"oi that's my pen ok. its expensive know."
-_-"
me and sya headed to tm.
walk around till i really fell to rock bottom SICK.
but i managed to order bird's cake, so good job steph.
went home. slept from 7 all the way till next day noon.

wednesday was rest day.
noticed i said DAY.
night was to MOS.
my first time.
met felix at 9, simei station.
then we made our way to clarke quay.
don't you just love green tea.
waited for the rest to come.
lu, baldwin, timo, pan, eugene and his gf. audrey & sarah too.
a few of the 02 girls as well.
the girls went to gotham for free drinks and sucky music.
around midnight we all headed to mos.
to me, it was just average.
saw arnel, maye and mas there, along with the other unknown zara staff people.
i met this guy joey, he seems quite nic, going to tp somemore.
then it started to get packed.
and if you went to the toilet, you cannot exit via the same way.
coz the cage was full.
ballocks.
that was when i met rezal. LOL.
maye stomped her feet demanding to go in again,
"ITS NOT FAIR!!!!"
then he give way. LOL.
steph of corse shows her appreciation. how?
let's just say he's a good kisser.
we roamed the place.
i like PURE room.
and i have a new found liking for house music.
then there was a fight, between a guy n girl,
and in the process of it, lu got bumped,
and me too in the arm while pulling her from those pigs.
stupidness.
the cinderella lost her slipper.
she came back for it and arnel told her,
"HEY! you're late know! its 1am!"
POOTS!
rezal knocked off at 4, so well, i left with him,
and maye and 2 of her friends and headed to devils.
i saw aphad there, the fosters guy i met at the sevens.
then fight #2. what the hell.
we just had a few drinks, danced abit.
me and maye bartopped,
and the bloody ceiling was damn low la.
and aphad just happily sitting on the bar like a humpty dumpty.
cute la.
nearing closing time, we left.

thursday was our rugby annual general meeting.
i didnt go for my basic theory test!! coz i didnt study and i was shleppppy.
met earlier to get ready some stuff that we were giving to the ex-com.
the rest were cutting flyers.
and i just had a mad craving for the macdonals beef fantastic.
dee picked me up, dropped me at the macs opposite school.
and i tripped twice while going to get my food. POOT.
beef would take awhile to cook, so i settled for chicken. dee, fish.
chicken was YUM!! but i still like beef. ho hum.
we had to write little notes to one of the seniors.
i wrote to vie.

"the sun is hot,
paris hilton is not.
what you've done for the team,
will not be forgot."

smarty stephy.
i wrote for ifa too, though i didnt know what to write,
since it was just in a confinement of a small rectangle paper.
i think she was puzzled to what i meant in the msg. LOL.
it means, thank you cant be enough said, neither shown.
bleah.
after the AGM, habibie it was.
new discovery! mui fan that adeline tong had is quite nice.
and i left early, because again suddenly i didnt feel very well.
lucky mummy picked me, if not i'll spend on cab again.
i suspect that theres something wrong with my body.

friday was wild wild wet with the girls.
sad to say, it was only 4 of us.
lu, az, nurul and myself.
nonetheless, i had a chill out fun time.
shiok river was shiok.
samsung made me pee myself, and nurul whail like a whale.
the bicycle was cool, just silly it only went one round.
ular-lah was, boo. short and un-fun.
the tsunami was just alright.
the yellow slide was back-breaking, literally.
the purple tube was addictive!
the yacault thing in the playground was fun when it made us rush to it when it was full,
and about to pour.
the playground slides were fun in that we slid down in a line. sugela.
and the jaccuzi was useless.
lu left early to meet the bf for dinner.
the 3 of us stayed till closing then had dinner at the temporary coffee shop.
az and myself then headed to school for the freshmen jam and hop.
met sher, sup and yam. miao joined later.
like last year, it wasnt as fun as i think it could be.
or maybe im being prejudiced by comparing it to how a club party should be,
when for 1, it isnt even a club.
left like at 11, cabbed home with felix.
and i waited for you.
bcoz i think i miss you.
but no.

saturday is happy birthday to bird!!
had late lunch at fish&co tampines.
HIGHLY NOT RECOMENDED.
its the worse of the outlets, though i havnt been to all.
the menu seems shorter.
and the quality of food, not as good.
then we headed to pungol, to collect my uniform stuff.
had to borrow money from tiffy to pay first.
my enrolment for driving really set me back LOTS.
and sad to say, i cant financially support my lessons,
so maybe the enrolment fee would be to waste.
then we headed to marine parade, where mummy wanted to get some candles
from this catholic shop nearby holy family.
she packed home katong laksa!! but quite full.
came home, chilled, then cut cake.
ate laksa, and then the yummmmmmmylicious cake, I LOVECHOCOLATE!
and OMG i felt like a walrus. SO EFFING FULL LA.
watched the dvd "yours, mine and ours"
i felt that it was better then cheaper by the dozen 2.
and then took a doze.
now i'm here.
such a sucky day.
me and bobby predicted night showers, thats why we ditched our last min fishing plans.
BOO!! it didnt rain.
but then again, i feel unwell.
i think my body's too heaty.
my throat hurts, my nose is a mini tap.
and it doesnt help that i've craving for a bearhug.
and i cant figure out if the question marks are on my mind,
or heart.
or just merely, reality.


but then again, i forgotten what's the meaning of love.
or how its like to be in it.