spanking week!

so many many things to do this week!

full afternoon full full afternoon.
terror shift.

friday off day, better rest first.
had lots of fun at choi's place.
I MISS THAT GIRL!
bumped into liting in the train, ruby hopped on later and to yo chu kang we went.
dee dee came later.
long walk in ah choi!
say so near. LOL.
first we got ready the bbq stuff
iron chef steph marinated the chicken.
liting and deedee did the egg mayo sandwiches
then we were talking in a way that had two meanings kinda,
especially when we were sticking sticks into the sotong balls and sausages.
stick it in more, if u know what i mean. :)
then to swimming we went!
*pictures to follow!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!
so many customers piss me off ah.
so a point where i slammed down the phone on one
who made me waste time checking stock for her and take anew piece blazer,
only to say "its ok"
and another who i told my collegue in her face that 'she is very irritating'
dude she wanted to change a t-shirt she bought for 19.90 bcoz of i dont know what.
and she made me take out a million new pieces for her to chose the best,
but all not good enough, coz all had fold lines,
which according to her after stretching it abit, that its a different colour from the shirt.
so after 10 mins of the same arguement with my collegue i decided to offer to iron it.
so with the stem iron there were water spots.
THEN SHE SAID ITS OIL STAIN.
whatever whatever.
next time go giodarno ok.
but then got this indian customer say i pretty,
and that i have nice eyes.
wahh.
just after the bitch manager say im gonna be fat just coz she sees me in the office on break alot.
bitch bitch bitch!

then i had to husle to get my culinary stuff.
went to school in the morning for lecture which i missed 20 mins of.
darn nonsense lecture, accounts.
i think ever since i started work the second time my temper had become bad.
i get ticked off easily and im not afraid of showing it.
(which explains rightn now WHY IM NOT AFRAID TO SLAP YOUR FACE IF U TRY ANYTHING)
yes you, jaws.
i hate you for the shit youve said just to put pple down coz uve been put away.
yes, u are trash. YOU SHIT.
your the gum under my shoe.
you want to know who just ask
u think its u, come ask me.
if i slap u then u know CONFIRM u
anywayy, during lecture i had outburst of "faster!"
and after class i zoomed out and trained to outram.
decided to take a bus frm thre, but i got lost!
so end up, cab. PFFT.
then then while walking out the exit, and indian man was walking towards my direction,
he was on the phone,
and when he passes me, he pulled his phone away and said
"hi you look very beautiful"
i sombong him continue walking,
10 secs later i smiled
:)
i think only indians say i pretty
why ah
anyway, the only thing i was looking forward to the whole time was
RACHEL MERRIE CHONG'S 19TH BIRTHDAY!!
kumars it, then MOS!
she met me after work, we cabbed down.
met nao, in we go.
1-for-1 jugs pls!
kumar is getting hotter by the day.
she asked me, if i eurasian or malay.
wahh.
when she got off her first set, she touched my leg ah!
freaky.
but its nothing compared to her backup dancer squishing her boobies in my face.
fun yes?
timo eugene and pan came after,
another round of drinks.
and the saboing begins.
up on stage rachel!
not much action though.
but i must say, kumar has goooooood taste
she brought this ang mo guy up on stage,
HE'S OOZING HOTNESs.
but yeah, saboing didnt get that far,
rachel so defensive againt kumar.
and that chinese girl was too drunk that she was irritating!
margeritas for rachel, and waterfall!
oooh.
SHITLOADS OF PICTURE.
hawt ones ah.
(and they is all GONE NOW. GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) :( :( :(
becoz someoneeeee accidentally deleted all.
i admit, I DARN SAD I TEARS WITH A MEGA WATT NEVER-SeEN-BEFORE pout
MOS we went, the boys left.
darn fun.
saw zul there, as always.
i miss this bald headed big eyed boy.
studio 54 crowd, not as good,
but i still like.
went home right before 4.
sure hope rachel have a ball!

next day, CULINARY CLASS
and timo decided to call me,
5 mins BEFORE calss started.
WAH DARN THANKS /
i just went back to slp
poor boy carried my knieve set to sch (and back)
HEH.
i quite bummed i missed lesson
but oh well.
even if i had made it, id be dead as a fish in class.
went for driving, which went well.
i think im getting the hang of it,
i cant bloody wait.
then training.

the next day jalan raya with the zara people.
went to sch for lecture first,
and bummed out doing nothing at all till i met esther,
make me SOOOO angry .
trained to bedok to meet fizah.
i look sooo like a malay girl in the kebaya la!
to kak pah house, her son DARN CUTE and chubby
then to fizah's, and chisty's
and lastly, ifah's
i didnt realise how near to techno she stayed.
and the mee soto was YUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMy!
i like ifa's mama's one better, but this was a close similarity.
stayed with her a little while longer,
and it sucked to see her down.
which reminds me how relationships could sometimes be an aimless fall to the bottom
where something you cannot control no matter how much you try,
because the other person aint making it possible,
or isnt giving you much to make it feel its worth it.
as much as i dont know if i can handle that kinda state of a relationship,
it would be nice to have just someone,
strong and patient enough to hang on,
to know its worth it, and let me know it is.
though if you'd ask me while would i prefer,
being alone, or facing problems in a relationship,
i cant decide.
facing problems should hurt more,
since the basis of a relationship should require already, feelings.
dont have to reach the love stage as yet,
just, feelings enough for you to highly consider.

and everytime it reaches close to make a decision,
a landslide washes it all away.
i'm the impatient soul, asking for you to be patient with me.
coz when i decide,
i'll make it last forever.
cross my heart, hope to die.
i'll make it all worth it if you are.