Wednesday, March 29, 2006

baby girl.

i had a very bad dream last night.
with weird dreams occuring days in a row, i was just waiting to see what's next.
little did i anticipate, this.

i cannot tell which is more real.
the dream, or the emotions.
but it has definately brought to light,
how things in my life, is real.

that nothing's ever genuine anymore.

and that maybe ive not take the time or effort to show that
you'll always be the baby in my life,
and that you mean the world to me.
and if anything were to happen to u, my world would crumble.

i remember once, when we were younger,
you were tossing and turning, and you couldnt sleep.
i just crept into your bed, and hugged you to sleep.
when suddenly, you turned to me and said,
"ur the bestest sister ever."

the warmth of innocence thrived through my veins.
for that mere moment, our hearts connected.
squabble and petty arguements over stickers and the television, none existent.
you'll always be that little baby sister i have.
that little smelly spoilt brat.

and my dream was a stake through my heart.
i just remember the emotions, while i carried her in my arms,
she weak and frail, clung unto me for life and support.
"why don' t you love me anymore"
she says to me, with a gleam in her eye.

yet if i said "i'm sorry" it wouldnt even be quite enough.
tears streamed down my face. my heart confused with the mixture of emotions.
i woke up to a damp pillow, wishing it never to be true.
it was only a dream. it was only a dream. it was only a dream. it was only a dream....






a dream that highlights my reality.

simplicity

time calls for a priority reshufflement.
as hard as it is for me to readjust,
its just as hard to stay and head to nowhere.
i miss simplicity.

maybe its about time i start working for myself.

Sunday, March 26, 2006

one week

so what's been up this past week?!
hmmm..

Monday, 20th March

I'M NO LONGER A GYM VIRGIN!!
on the contrary, i'm a gym idiot.
went there with ju.
she was surprisingly patient and tolerant to my whinings about my first time.
i know i wanted to use the gym to strengthen my left leg.
its so strengthless.
last time the pain in my thigh and now my ankle makes me not use my left leg as much,
thus the weakness. makes sense? LOL
tried leg presses, and some calf thing, then arm thing.
goodness, GYM IDIOT I AM.

when i wanted to try the arm thingy,
ju told me to sit down first, she'll pull the bar to me.
so i did.
low and behold, she pulled it down and knocked my head.
KETONG! thanks ah.
i've thus concluded, the gym is NOT for me.

after that had social touch.
felix was at the gym alone,
so i just asked him to joined us.
at first he quite shy, hesitant, coz he knows like no one?
all that changed when he became the hero of the girls. LOL
"felix join my team!!!!!!!!"
he's just wriggly and fast and agile, thus the continous scoring one after another.
ok, he sounded like a worm.
the worm who accidentally smacked my right boob.
GRAWL.
had fun nonetheless.
attempted a dive at the try line once, bad movee.
scrapped my knees, and took a circle patch of my skin at the elbow.
ouchness till now pls!

didnt shower! didnt join the girls for dinner.
my mum was coming to pick me up. felix took a lift.
i swear women has no sense of direction.
my mum told me to wait at the drop off point where she always picks me.
then she called to say she's already at the busstop.
i asked which side of the road, school side or opposite.
she told me opposite and told me to hurry.
so we did, but NO CAR there.
i swear in all she made us cross the bridge to the bustops at either side of the road like 4 times.
finally she realised that the busstop facing the direction of home is the busstop opposite school.
-_-"
in the car aunty ivy and my mum was conversing in hokkien.
i suspected that my mum told her im fat.
but actually she was asking if i look like my eldest sister.
*blush*
then she went on and on about how chinese is important.
she spoke to felix, and i caught felix attempting to answer her back in hokkien! LOL
he dropped off at my place, i walked him to the busstop.
craved for some icecream but the mamashop sold out the one i wanted.
so i bought nuts and pepsi while felix enjoyed his muruku and lychee.
he drinks fast!
and then i realised why.
coz he poured/spilt alot of his drink while drinking it.
just like how he poured timo's drink.
bye bye felix, your bus no 12 come already.


Tuesday, 21st March

met felix at loyang point.
he was going to help me with my macroeconomics.
and finally i get to eat my chicken rice!!
loved it since forever. but it didnt taste as good as i remembered.
felix on the other hand had his $7 beef steak.
he merely drooled at the thickness of the meat.
after that we went to macdonalds where i just couldnt get started with studying.
we had 2 hot fudge ice cream.
that bobo actually shaped a penguin on his spoon!!
wth.
i also want!
but i couldnt.
i just merely 'shitted' white masses out of my mouth.
felix laughed at me, not knowing that that was als how he looked like.
finally i started with my work.
both him and i wondered how i failed.
lol
my guess is my coursework affected my failing that subject lots.
after that we went to get a drink.
again felix finished fast.
faster infact. but im not allowed to divulge the information of what exactly happened.
coz he gave me his plastic bag which i needed for my clothes after training.
but i'm sure it doesnt take a fool to figure out what happened. :)
i just hope felix did wash his hair after. HEH.

waited for nurul, silly girl ask me to come meet her at 430, she herself not there. PFFT.
finally she came, then charlotte was there too.
in the end we just went to the gym.
the gym idiot strikes again!
2 rounds round the track first, then gym.
did the same thing ju taught me the previous day, but i upgraded on the weights.
then we tried new things.
things nurul gets a high off, literally. but again im not allowed to say. :)
the size difference of my calves are obvious! :(
but did sweat alot. and to the turf it was for more sweating.
we played and drilled, followed by 30 minutes of ball handling and fitness.
it felt GREAT! and im glad my ankle didnt feel anything.
only thing was that i was drenched in sweat.
tshirt, shorts, panties, bra, even socks.
showered after that. shiokness!
had dinner at habibi. crispy noodles for me pls!
and for once i stayed off the kerang. it was phew ew stinky.!
sya joined us, we all just chatted and laughed.
ifa was a stress bird! lol
poor nurul endured all the way home on the mrt.
sya sent me back. that was about it for my sweaty tuesday.


Wednesday, 22nd March

met nurul in town at 430.
i was late.
met her friend hafiz.
we ate at BK liat towers.
then her another friend came, and arnel came to chat abit.
nurul instantly went quite. LOL. why ah.
i saw nithi, but didnt go over to say hi.
anyways then we went to forum where nurul was going to collect her pay.
went up, then her boss say go down.
then again i saw nithe there are the coffee bean.
this time he said hi. lol.
caught up abit. we spoke with a pot between us. LOL.
then we walked our way to doughby gaut.
where i was meeting regan for a movie.
nurul and the boys took off.
me ang regan agreeded on underworld at cine.
thanks ah, make me walk allll the way there.
we talked about our trip.
oh yeah,

I'M GOING TO BANGKOK!!!
with regan and his friends.
kinda last min, and the guys did the reservationg and all,
some package thing. dad allowed me to go, so yay!
from the 13th april to 17th april.
quite looking forward to partying and shopping!
so i have to save save save!!

yeah, underworld revolution it was at 2110.
we walked around to kill time first.
theres so many CDs i wanna get from sembawang music store!!

1. John Legend's album
2. Ne-yo's album
3. Heffalump the movie dvd.
4. Disney's 100yrs dvd collection

the disney collection thing is cool cool cool.
about 13 shows, from movies to short films, inclucing the long hunt for my
ALICE IN WONDERLAND!!
all at the price of $49.90

then it was to the movie.
good show.
micheal is a hottie.
but i just couldnt figure out if the last part she became what?
human again? hmmmm.
regan says she became immortal.
but i think human.
or immortal?
debates i have with myself, tsk

after that regan's bro gave me a lift to double o.
i was meeting the people frm zara!!
apparently it was christina's bday.
knew last min, so i was shabbily dressed.
maye lost soooOOoooo much weight.
it was good to see all of them again.
mas, shermi, fizah, her sister, kono, arnel and chandro.
the rest were like newbies.
me and maye drank the night away.
even checked out o bar since they has hiphop rnb there.
but it was so empty i swear u could have palyed rugby there. lol.
steph the exagerater.
back to double o. late comers came.
it was fun fun fun!!
i'm a new double o fan!
great place to hang and party!
great crowd.
met kono's friend rizal.
kono says he's a good guy, and i kinda believe kono's standard of good.
we'll see.
an aussie guy tried to chat me up!!
"what perfume do u use?" heh.
i met ajay and his twin brother at o bar.
all the girls left to MOS. even my sister.
in the end me, kono and rizal just went for food at liang court macs.
i just had fries, talked to kono abit, then we 3 cabbed home.
it was great to see em all again. let alone party with em.
U'RE ALL MISSED!! WE'LL CATCH UP SOON!!


Thursday, 23rd March

couldnt sleep all night.
only slept 4 hours.
i miss being cuddled.
"the lonliness"

it was a slow day nonetheless.
got ready to go for class chalet.
but i realised they didnt inform me about the meeting time and place.
found out soon, and then had to find out again coz they kept changing time.
so i went to meet the godfather owl, bobby.
he was at the expo working.
he kept talking abt owls and owls, like wth.
walke to 7-11, then out across the halls to coffee bean to sit.
bumped into russell who was supposedly studying.
we just sat there, and listened to his ipod.
he let me hear all thos jerky boys pranks. DAMN FUNNY LA!!!!
left there at 530++ and made my way to downtown east.

got there just in time for them to decide they were going out for dinner and shopping for food.
bleah.
we ate at magic wok.
for the first time in a long time, we actually sat down and had laughs.
all these time in school its been rising tension in class.
it just takes a moment, where all share to remember that we're just humans,
humans with real emotions in different life situations, where nothing would matter
once we find a common bonding ground.
anyways, terence, sarah, yangying and myself shared dishes.
the rest incl. eliza, shawn, cass, siejen and chai had their own.
after that it was to NTUC.
terence was pushing the trolley all over the place.
sometimes we'd lost him.
at one occasion there was a lady in her 30s who plonked her groceries into our trolley.
"aie sorry sorry! i thought since when my husband look so young!"
LOL
like we always say, terence has his way, with the aunties.
hui ting and carolina joined us.

after that they waited for audrey to come so they can transport the stuff,
while eliza, cass, sie jen and myself walked to the chalet.
reached there i just needed to pee, so eliza and myself went back to the chalet first.
we had the key, but we didnt know what the room number was!
we just knew it was block F and on the second floor.
so we just decided to try the key at ALL the rooms!
or take guesses at least!
we remember hearng a no. 9 being mentioned, so that was our first option.
we crept up on our tippy toes to try to open,
so at least if we were wrong, the occupants won't think we're like murderers or what.
miss eliza decides to place her ear at the door, not knowing there was a lizard on the door!
lol!
i just stood back and tried to get the words out of my mouth that there was a lizard,
as i watched it wriggle all over the door with eliza being oblivious.
cute seh!
we tried a few more doors, I NEED TO PEE!
finally someone called so we had the room number instantly.
YAY! to the toilet i went.
the rest came up soon.
we just lazed around the room.
they were drinking! without me! :(
i saw how they had vodka and all, terry shots even! but i had my sup paper the next day so,
none for me, DAMN!
cassandra was red as gulp! lol.
she opened the balcony window and a lizard went onto her hand.
she flinged it into the room ah! EW!
then it hid behind the curtain and smarty shawn decided to swing it.
lucky it didnt like cannon ball out, if not all the girls would have trampled him!
everyone was watching some korean show on tv, OH MY.
i left soon after,
shawn, sarah and terry walked me out.
terry was singing white christmas pls.
saw felix, and timo, who's class was coincidentally having a chalet at the same place as well.
it was to home. tried to study but was too tired.
so tired and stressed.
GRAWL!


Friday, 24th March

sup paper early morning. seat 31.
can do!
lucky i woke up early, though i switched off my alarm clock at first,
to study those that i wasnt sure at.
kinda made me relax abit, esp when reading through i wasn't panicked that i didnt know anythin.
coz i did :)
after the sup paper, i met ad to head down to ikea!!
ikea is love! ;)
on the way i went to my locker to get my boots.
walking to the sports complex i realise that some school was having a sports day there.
low and hehold, IT WAS MY PRIMARY SCHOOL!!
u know i was looking out for my primary 6 teacher.
walked like the whole stretch and didnt see her.
but there she was, doing the announcing thing.
i called out to her "MS CHUA!"
guess she didnt hear me. or she became a MRS
so i went to tap her shoulder, she turned, "ms chua, u forgotten me? *pouts*"
"of corse not, stephanie ann hendricks"
LOL.
oh my.
its either i was a good student, or a bad one for her to remember.
esp since i look like way different, trust me.
talked like abit only, since she was busy.
met ad at the rock wall then it was to ikea.

lunch first, OMG we were pigs!
i was a bigger one with a steak dish, chicken wings, and chocolate mouse!
came up to $13++ for one meal! lol.
we were eating for 4 people!! LOL
so full that by the time we got down to the mouse we were struggling,
i just gulped everything down to get it over and done with.
that's like 5kgs to my ass and thighs with that one meal. oh man.
then it was to shopping!!
excitement was WOW!
first thing i picked up was a stuffed toy!! :) it was cute!
it is now named "splogy"
we walked around, i actually tried all the toilet seats!! lol.
all of em swollows ur ass. the hole is uncomfortably big.
i kept wanting to buy all this small knick knacks.
but i know im not going to allow myself to splurge on small things.
ad picked out a blinds thingy for her room door there.
i wanted to buy linens and i quite have a liking for the green one.
but then i thought, if i get myself one, ill have to get one for my sister also
if not itll just be weird and mismatched.http://www.blogger.com/post-create.g?blogID=18462351
i couldnt find the oh-so-soft pillow that i felt up before. :(
at the painting and frames sections i just went mad.
i bought 2 in the end, one of pilars and one of a ladies lips.
i wanted to get more actualy, but not money valued.
saw this oh-so-lovely couch that i absolutely ADORE!
$400 bucks, orange couch. OH MAN!
to die for. next time when i have my own house thats the one thing i'll invest in.
an exquisite white couch with cushions that ur ass sinks into,
that i can fall asleep on after pigging out infront of the tv and my husband will carry me into bed from, YEAH!
at the very last minute, i picked up 2 green cusions for the house.
$4 each, so why not.
i actually was surprised to how little i bought.
total i spent was about $17? plus food will be $30 la.
but at least i was able to control myself, not very well, but still.
lucky ad had a tuition to go to, which made me skip the light section,
if not confirm ill pick out so lamp that i dont really need.
she dropped me off at my class chalet after.
was super slepy.

chilled around abit, watched tv.
finally met up with sya who fell down her bicycle! LOL.
bbq ate a hell lot.
they didnt even cut up the sotong. i cleaned it with my bear hands, and cut it up with a knife on the spot before tossing it onto the mesh.
i think i'll make a good survivor player :) lol.
ate n ate n ate n ate.
then i thought then the polar bear game!
lol, its widely enjoyed!
had loads of fun and laughs.
then it was back to the room, some of em filled water balloons.
i beat terry to some car crashing game on the xbox!! :)
it was fun la that game!
PUNK!
then it was back downstairs, to cook and attend to the uncooked food.
ate again. pffft. sweet potatoes ROCK.
had a good talk/time with nad, sya and terence.
stupid sya say me,

she was on the phone, quite fierce. sound like got fight
sya: "ok meet me now" almost shouting.
steph: "wah can i come?! i bring parang!"
sya: "no. "
steph: "but why" :(
sya: " no need parang, u bring ur mouth can already."

WTH sya.
what are u trying to imply.
ill get u back sometime.
but then she just go out meet her friend, and a baby boy!! so cute!
stupid girl trick me.
anyway yeah, we talked, and alaughed as we had marshmellows in chocolate.
KING KEONG!
yes u may enter. LOL.
alot of nonsense talking.
sex. king keongs. green tea vs beers. LOL.
funny when we 'punk'd' terence over the green tea.
then the water bomb war became.
everyone was like hestitant to start it.
till i took one and smashed it on terence.
LET THE GAMES BEGIN!
i quickly alianced with terence, and we battled against sya and whoever else.
silin was drenched to the brim. in white somemore.
WET TSHIRT CONTEST!! LOL
then i had to go home.
next day had mod touch.
some of em walked me out.
wes also was leaving.
oh man.
we started out as 1H03, and now we've ended as 1H03.
friendships can never bloom too late despite toss and turns.

simple chilled out fun.



more to come of saturday.........

Sunday, March 19, 2006

one month

highlights of this past one month.


Wednesday 15th February

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY JU!!!
day started with tpiranhas "mugging" session.
mostly talking, and eating.
was pretty much distracted by something on my mind.
didnt even complete the targetted 1 chapter!! LOL!
ended up drawing up puzzles for the girls.
to decide who gives ju the card! LOL!
nash sucks at games, she was disqualified.
shimo is smarty pants.
haha just like to shake peaches.
left school library around near 5. met ifa.
headed to pasir ris chalet or ju's surprise!
some of the oldies n ju's friends were there already.

us included: ifa, nash, vie, dee, az, supi, shimo, sher, ruby.




they wanted to get ju pre-drunk before clubbing with 5,10.
and it was us vs ju!
i represented us.
LOL.
but like no kick, she still stands fine.
after that 5,10 with marli, ad and mag.
all also still no kick.

after that it was to zouk with the oldies.
was FUN!!


20th - 24th February

Exam week.

Monday - Business Statistics exam
Tuesday - Travel & Tour Operations exam
Wednesday - Principles of Management exam
Friday - Macro Economics exam (SUCKS!)

Caught 2 movies.
Wednesday - Final Destination 3 with Syarina!!
Friday - Rumor Has it with Azhar, Aud, Sya, Na, Baldwinand Lu


Saturday, 25th February

Prison Touch @ Bedok Reformative Centre.

long walk into the place.
spotted a komodo dragon in that shit-hole of a drain.

camped outside the tall gates like criminals.
talked crap and crap and crap.

ifa.


vie and haha.


nash.


gale.


charlotte.


haha.


haha and supi


azlina, shimona and ifa.


miao walking the long winded road.


still walking.


reached. YAWN.


aisya macham waiting for a loved one. HEH HEH. that was how high the gates were.


the clouds are a beauty.

the games were fun! team sunshine was the "best"
they didnt even know the rules, they were like running infront of the ball carrier.
NO FORWARD PASSES DUDES.
DUMP THE BALL.
LOL.
but they were fun to play with.
azlina even smashed one of their jewels LOL.
the un-fun part was when one of the CNB guys rammed into my thigh,
hitting spot-on the muskle, cramping up my whole leg.
a big blue black for the following week!
fustration/ dissapointement kicked in periodically.

at the end of the day, we had to play each other for the bowl champion.
the senior tpiranhas vs the tpiranhas babies.
it was a good match. 1 - 0.
nonetheless, its a tpiranhas win.
also in our bag was the fairest team award!
i just rushed to go home coz i was itching all over!
spotted a gigantic tortise in the same drain on the way out.
i swear there's some undiscovered world in that drain.

lesson of the day: once a tpiranha, always a tpiranha.


Tuesday 28th February

enrollment for driving at comfort driving centre ubi!
met dee the experienced driver at bedok together with lu.
makan at long john's.
87 to ubi.
enrolling put me back by $ 218.25!!! :(
official day 1 of my broke days.
FIRST DAY OF TRAINING after so long!!
yes ah.
but more like self train.
my blue black is huge!
more thoughts fill my head, and i'm at a standstill as i let it consume my being.


1st - 2nd February

RUGBY CHALLENGE 2006.
amazing race style. on foot and pennyless though.
men's captain vs women's captain.
i was in team ungku along with azlina, haha, mag, fai, ruby, shimo and nurul (a convert)

warm up games included volleyball, touch, and football.
volleyball ok, we were defeated.
just not our kinda thing. mag and fai did well on our side.
i just screamed as i saw the ball approaching. the net was SOOOOO high.
oh hum.
touch we took it home with our win during sudden death.
excitement never was this sweet. :)
mag shouldered my lip. BLEAH!
football we just won hands down.
guys AND girls :)
girls was 3 - 0 to us!
i scored 2, nurul 1.
WOO HOO! funess.
i fell once on my elbow, OUCH!
had a 'battle of the boobs' LOL!
fun fun fun fun.

lunch and then briefing
and let the race begin.
sub division of the teams happened.
was in ungku2 with the man himself and azlina and nurul.
dog-and-bone on a slippery setup was to decide which team would find the clue first.
we won, hands down TWICE so ungku 1&2 set off to look for the club throughout the whole campus.
we were set back by abit when we took quite awhile to find our clue.
ungku1 set off first with their first clue. we took a lil longer.
finally we headed off when we found our clue outside of the area specified to us.
we had to take ourselves to the church at chai chee!! by foot pls.
over the hills and far away. father duck said QUAK QUAK QUAK QUAK.
LOL! right.
pass highways and streets. longkangs and traffic. we made it there.
half alive. bumped into team ifa1.
next destination was back to bedok reservior can?!?!!!!
ok la, we cheated abit, we got money to buy drink n redbean buns.

when we reached the reservior we saw team ifa1 doing some rolling up the hill.
the organisers then let us chose if we wanted physical or mental.
we thought what the other team was doing was physical, so we went for it.
low and behold, theirs was mental.
physical required us to roll down the hill as a team, and run up as a team, TWICE!!
didnt sound that bad right? WRONG.
first time down was a headache! the hill was the devil in disguise.
running up was tough.
second time we hit the bottom, i swear it was an instant hangover, maybe worse.
nurul puked!! :/ there goes your red bean buns!
it just took alot out of us.
set us back by another half hour including rest.
nurul kept puking, a line! LOL.
i was just itching all over, with cuts all over my thighs. head still spinning. flushed.
where was the ground?!
we set off, me and nurl behind ungku and azlina's lead.
from the back they look like they were walking crooked.! LOL swear.
my leg felt weird after awhile of walking on the diagonal slope of the hill.
i hopped to flat ground thinking it would be better. WRONG AGAIN.
it felt like king kong grabbed my calves as my right leg cramped up.
i just collasped on the ground, with the 3 of them walking further n further away.
i summed up allllll my strength and let out a shrill "NURUL!!"
then only they realised, man down man down!
sigh, first every massive cramp, hurts like a bitch.
set off again after 10 mins, but walking still wasnt easy.
me and nurul lagging behind singing away.

next clue in a longkang can.
walked to sunplaza park, surprisingly ungku1 was trailing and caught up with us there.
we were given $10, and we split it 2 ways so both teams could take cab.
team ifa walked.
no wonder we reached pasir ris park even before the organisers.
get this, we reached there and ran toward these 2 pple in an orange t-shirt,
only to find that it was the wrong people. LOL.

shortly after the organisers arrived.
we clocked in, washed up. waited for team ifa to arrive and the food too.
heard there was tention. why liddat why why why.
it was rest time, and it was extended.
haha kept "L.O. L.O. L.O. V.E." ing while everyone tried to sleep.
miao's slp position was the smartest.
ended up talking instead of sleeping.
zaki and his tales. ungku and his farts.
"how you cry?!" LOL
fai's sleeping area was full of girls. i teased him about it. this was what he said
"i come here first then they come to me"
something like that. LOL.

continued on like 4am, to the spider web, then we had to walk back to school.
fai's feet were hurting, captain ungku piggybacked him! SO STWONG!
halfway jani picked some of us up, the rest cycled back. apparently the other team was lost?
oh well.
me, ruby, ungku and mag cycled the rest of the way back
and went down the gigantic slope at top speed, WOO HOOOO!!!.
damn shagged after that.
bathe and went home, too tired to even go eat.
organisers did a good job, only that they didnt know how much our feet suffered! hur hur.
fun nonetheless. WHOSH TEAM UGKU!!!

mum's bday at night.
took her to fish & co, bird too.
she die die wanted to pay the bill,
but lucky her daughters more smart and sly.
bought her flowers too.
tiffy bought her cake and was home frm work.
hope she had a great 46th bday! :)


Saturday, 4th March

Ju's 21st Birthday Party @ Quality Hotel


most of the oldies were there.

(L-R) Eda, Siti K, Me, Azlina, Aisya


(L-R) Eda, Ad, Azlina, Me, Tini, Marli, Siti K, Mag. Nora behind.


we are table 14. just like my jersey #14. :)



Me and Ad.


Me and Eda.


Sheema and me.


it was fun fun fun!
especially the indian dancing with sya and the 2 hot lil girls.
some of her cousins quite hemsem. her girl cousins were pretty, and hot!
surprised to see vivian there (who had the same bday just diff year!), and sean periera too.
danced to all sorts of songs. partying like i always do.
indian songs are hot hot HOt.


aisya dances INSANELY wild. PUT DOWN THE CAMERA!

me and the birthday girl!


this is how we partay!


eyes on me as i boogy down. heh.

went to home club with ad to check out wicked aura after that.
they were smashing. like HOT HOT HOT.
esp aidan! lol. and of corse budi.
but their beats just awesome.
even got ad dancing. too bad i'm short couldt see much.
but hey, it got me shaking booty!!!!



vainpot in ad's car. heh.


Monday 6th March

Fishing with Bobby @ Pasir Ris
went for social touch first.
i managed to score thrice!! :)
euphoria. havnt 'performed' in so long. personal standard wise.
fishing was FUN ASS SHIT!!
we had no live prawns for bait.
so we had to improvise with taman and dead prawns.
i tried everything to make our dead meat attractive.
stabbing the guts out of the fish. de-scaling it. halfing it. deshelling the prwans.
ney.
no fished we caught.
they didnt even chase us out when our time was up.
we were THAT pathethic with zero catch?
think so. everyone around us caught like, LOADS?! ?! hmmpf
at least i caught something. i caught leaves and a black hookf or bobby
and i even got myself a cat. which i named after bobby.
Bob the Bobcat! :)
i arm wrestled with bobby. i won left hand, lost right.
DONT FLIRT WITH ME AH!!!
after that we outsmarted a blackcat who kept cutting our paths.
at around 3 or 4+ he dropped me home in cab.
great time fishing! :)

he even made this for me.




7th - 9th March

Chalet @ Aloha Changi.
cum Hannan's 19th Birthday

training on tuesday.
then headed to changi chalet.
quite big place.
charlotte, zaki, shimo, jeremy, hannan, azhar, ungku, mag, felix, timo, javin, melissa, jani, alan were there.
chilled out first.
DID YOU KNOW there is a 7hr aircon limit. ASS RIGHT.
after that was bapok hunting!! fun and funny.
jeremy i tell u secret! *MUNCH!*
charlotte was excited in wanting to catch escapades in action.
but these bapoks quite hot. good legs.
thai bapoks are still my all time favs.

caught the chelsea vs barcelona match.
went to slp after the first goal.
slow match, BORING.
slept with shimo.
but in the morning i woke up to findmyself alone!! :(
i scared.
went about the house to find people, or my phone.
NOTHING!!
they all left to ubin?!?! :(
i so scared creeping around, to find my roomate found another room mate.
i know i very extra lie down at the foot of the bed, but i really scared to be by myself :(
i felt like their cat. MEOW. HEH HEH
caught a cat-nap. LOL.

after that went to cook maggi mee for myself and shimo, while watching cartoons and sesame street.
what ever made my dad say it was bad and ban us frm watching that? heh.
hannan left, me and shimo went SUNTANNING!!
in our own backyard. (some of them believed we were nude tanning! LOL!)
damn cool, damn fun, damn chill out.
i wouldnt mind having a house and living like that in future.
we created a game while tanning, so that the rest can play during the bbq later.
lu joined us tanning, but her tanning was short-lived.

the ubiners came back.
me n lu had soapy fun fun fun in the bathroom upstairs!!
we blocked off the drainage hole thing. and filled up our "pool"
LOL! bubbles everywhere.
had fun with our hair, i like my johny bravo!
she said im a bubble destroyer.
we also had fun tossing bubbles down the window.
at jeremy who was washing chairs downstairs. LOL.
"oi oi oi, hello. what u doing uptairs ah, who ah. hello!"
LOL, such a jeremy.

BBQ TIME!
hungry!
don't tell jani i steal his invisible lighter! LOL.
we played shimo and steph's TREASURE HUNT GAME!! LOL.
no one found the 'truth' or 'dare' pieces.
zaki won, jeremy second.

prizes are:
1st - CHICKEN FLAVOURED MAGGI MEE! (SUPER!!!) how cool right.
2nd - "friends of aloha" card! :) priceless ok jeremy!

had lots of food!
hannan's family came and even bought like 90 pieces of KFC chicken! OH MY!
jani's gf came with cream puffs! YUMMMMMMMY!!!!!!
azlina, supi, fai, ruby, sher, yam and mel's friend came too.
we had fun playing monkey with the 2 rugby balls.
stuffed.
played polar bear with those left awake, over a beers with timo n felix.
javin sucks. he farted. and he keeps smiling.
azhar poor thing keep getting killed.
played until the arsenal vs real madrid match started.
GO MADRID!!
quite slow. i quite tired. dozed off well before half time.
i had no where to sleep!
i felt so bad for 'chasing' hannan out so i can slp.
sowwy!
in the end i too tired so no choice. sorry big guy!
prolly had an hour slp? bleah.
again too tired to follow them for makan so i cabbed home.


Thursday, 9th March

Basic Theory Test,
Finale @ Gotham.

cabbed to ubi with lu.
the touch screen sucks.
i did what bobby adviced to do, do FAST FAST.
result, FAIL!
and the word wouldnt go away!! *pouts*
me n lu went to book retest, then i saw this guy.
OMG the moulmein high guy!
i was just watching moulmein high on channel 5 earlier that week, the first season.
and thinking, hey actually the malay guy not bad lookin.
and there he was, in front of me, in army uniform all!! gosh.
talk about coincidences.

TIFF MADE ME ANGRY!!!

after long hard persuasion by afew people. i decided to go for the CMM pary at Gotham.
turn out was quite bad, but i had my fun.
not to mention i partied with old friends which time's hindered frm me.
i was there early, waiting for timo and felix.
had pre drinks with alyssa! (MISSED MISSED MISSED!!)
nagging her to club with me and rica since like, forever.
drinking with her was, refreshing.
caught up abit, chatted like old times. i love this girl!!
met sham. at tapas tree.
he gave me some drink. sweet, not too bad.
timo and felix finally decided to come.
sham gave them a round of beers.
SWEETHEARTNESS.
timo left can. PFFT.
so me and felix went ahead. TANYA WAS THERE TOO!!!
MISSED HER TOO!! clubbed with her once only can.
caught up abit too.
and gosh. to raise funds, a dance with me n her was auctioned off can.
met their friend cornelius who bought me a shot.
met tanya's friend fasz, mr bartender. weet. quite hot la. not as hot as the bouncer that is!! :)
our party was cut short when we had to send 2 of em home.
no names mentioned.
partly my fault, it was the vodka that i brought that killed one of em.
so the 3 HTM pple got these 2 pple home.
quite comical, but lucky we strong :)
and the cabby was nice.
brought both of em to one of their place (did that make sense?)
and his dogs are just UTTERLY ADORABLE!!!
i want to bring home! SO CUTE, and fluffy, andSWeET!!!
like it came to me when i kneeled. AWW.
after that dropped tanya off (she shifted frm tampines to tampines!! LOL)
then felix dropped me home sweet home.

woke up the next day only to find i FAIL MY MACRO ECONOMICS!!
and that i'm quite broke. great.
and HAPPY 18th BDAY NIGEL!


Saturday 11th March

Harmonious Walk

an event by northeast cdc (?)
ran by adin.
to think its backed up by a quite big organisation that adin cant screw it up.
WRONG.
poorly organised and co-ordinated.
till this day the pay is too. halved even.
quite fun la. chill out.
had to be road marshals along the route and point the way to the participants.
mag, sisi, azhar and i were situated at the nearby junction at safra.

these were snapped by faarisi. great shots.






clown with the yellow balloon.


one organe :)

then came thunder (LOUD!!) and lightning. SCARY!
tolerated the rain till i could no longer.



in the end we all walked to bedok reservior where all the participants were ferried via bus to.
and all the marshals were gathered and supposedly going to be paid at.
went photo taking crazy.




fai: "i'm hot."


jeremy: "i'm hotter"


ungku: "i'm the hottest"


ungku: "aiya why they crash my picture. "


ungku: "ARGH!!!!"


"okay okay i'm gone!"


fai: "over here! you can take picture with me"


faarisi: "ppsstt psst ssst shtt" (whispers)


ungku: "okay, keep me informed"
the end. LOL.


farij and gabriel.


steph and hannan #18s


faarisi: "i believe i can fly!"


faarisi, farij & mag


mag & me. (maggi mee!) LOL.



talking to adin under the old oak tree.


watch the sunset over the reservior


ungku & hannan: "we, the citizens of singapore"



timothy. wah wah wah.


melissa.

we helped ourselves to twiggies, but ungku stole a whole box, LOL
we then went to bedok interchange for food

so sweet these 2!! alan and melissa. SO LOVE!

.
when's the bus coming?!?!


finally on the bus!


maria and melissa. sisterly love!

waited quite long for jeremy's arrival.
it was alan, mel, her sister, azhar, jeremy and myself. mag and sisi left halfway.
alan took damn long and bought damn alot of food can!?!?
good luck to ur 6 pack man! LOL
i had KATONG LAKSA!YUMMMMMM!!!


Sunday, 12th March

NTU Touch Attackk 4-on-4
HAPPY 21st BDAY IFA!!

i got scolded in less then 2 mins twice by 2 strangers!!! :(
one for eating at the train station, another for walking into the area the cleaner was cleaning. hur my team, team temesek didnt do too bad.
win 2, lost 2, drew 1.
had fun none the less.

though i did have news after the even that we had an attitude. esp me.
it wasnt fair for that to be said.
yes frm ref's point of view, but u didnt ref us.
i didnt think it was true anyways.
and i know my position in terms of my level of skills.
there's nothing i can be cocky about, so i know not to be.
previous grudge? misjudgement? i dont know.
whatever it is, u dont know me, i dont know u.
so unless effort is taken by either sides to get to know the other,
then its unfair to pass judgements and opinions like that.
but rest assure i wasnt having an attitude, or maybe my actions are just unintentional or differently interpritted.
true u have opinions, i would too.
but just no more clouded judgement.
everything starts frm square one aiight?

playing tabboo frm the newspaper with the old farts was fun!
watching them play too was fun! LOL.

after the games we showered.
didnt anticipate this, so no change of underwear.
COMMANDO STYLE BABEH!!
went to ifa's house in chou chu kang for makan.
the mee soto her mum cooked was simply AWESOME!!!!!
and the bagadill. (?) everything!
YUMMY!!! BURP!
highligight of the day was when we sang ifa's birthday not only in english, chinese and indo.
but we sang it word by word by each person. COOLIOS.
gale, vie and haha came with a pandan cake first. then a real cake.LOL
we had the ice cream cake that her parents got. delicious.
we played props, and had another go at tabboo.
then it was home sweet home with full bellies.


Monday, 13th March

had milkshakes with sham @ billybombers.
so full we 2, struggling to finish our fries and onion rings.
made plans to club with felix, timo and whoever at ONE fullerton.
went home, got ready, then trained to raffles.
bumped into saiful.
met timo, felix, pan, and eugene.
had predrinks of vodka outside 7-11.



felix was 'as red as gulp' SMASHED. i saw how u poured timo's drink!! HEH

timo: "HMMPF!"

we then played "i've never"
funess.
felix pee never hold! and he got pee smell!
nigel and his friends came too.
danced the night away till 4am.
felix dance with his armpit! heh heh! ewwww.
thats why no girls la dei. LOL.
cabbed home with him. and Sleeeep.

Tuesday, 14th March

met lu and baldwin at bedok interchange to get 21 yellow roses for ifa.
lu bought me a pink one. aww.
went to school. we stuck one in her bag, then a few on the fence of the astro turf.
the rest we made her name on the turf.

she was estatic.



then she became mad.
she pretended she won a pagent or something.
she went to the extent of putting the roses into our training bottle!! oh my.
training was VERY porductive.
till the last point were i hurt my ankle YET AGAIN.
but this time the swell was the worse.
ju came, she joined us for dinner at habibie.
somehoe it just felt merry. (HEY I RHYMED)
then after that it was home.


Wednesday, 15th March

met saiful @ city hall.
LATE! so i cabbed there.
he had soccer at tanglin, so i just stuck around to watch.
his team didnt do that well against shangri la.
we went for dinner after that, caught up.
after that azlina, eda and sya called last min to tell me abt their bbq,
wel for me to finish up the food i guess.
duh, steph's greedy.
missed 2 buses so decided to take cab.
waited a good 1.5 hrs.
till i could book one.
reached pasir ris at 11.
ate abit, talked and chiled with em.
nice pple. very open and accepting.
cabbed home. sucks man. spent like $50 on cab, today alone.


Friday, 17th March

Revision Lecture for econs.

after that headed for a movie with nad!!
watched date movie.
again the problem with movie advertisements is that they show too much.
alot of parts not funny coz seen before already
and the noisy school kids behind didnt help.
at least i enjoyed my macdonalds in the cinema :)
went home, had a short nap and last minute invite to zoul frm cheryl.
some black and white thing.
met her at around 10. trained down.
light pre drinking.
met her friends lydia, yogi, alvin and his gf (i dont know how to spell her name) and kenny.
saw daphne khoo (pui), denise keller (not pretty in real life) and fiona xie (double pui)
inside we had like 4 jugs? me n cherly took a shot each.

i think cheryl got high.


she even could drink through her nose! wah!


cheryl, steph and her belly :)

SHE actually pulled me onto the podium at the house section. WOAH!
usually i'm the one struggling to grab people on with me, but weeet.
she was shakin it! LOL.
even when i got down, she got an ang mo lady up with her! LOL!
power la.





but i still prefer phuture.
not many cute guys. girls hotter.
left at around 4++.
on the way out i had to support cheryl under her armpit.
she stumbled around, and she actualy made me fell! on my KNEES!!
on the last step of the stairs, PLONK i went.
one of the staff helped me up. and i swear he giggled.
the rest went for supper at newton?
me and cheryl took a cab down to town to take NR7.
lets just say we were not financially capable for cab rides for the both of us! lol.
waited quite a long while for the bus. cheryl already puking. HEH.
puke now not on the bus PLS!
finally the bus came, it was freezing cold!!!
slept on the bus only to wake up in time for my stop.
reach home well before 6am. geesh.
NO HANGOVER!! i think im getting immuned.
but then again i wasnt drunk.
im just BROKE!!


Saturday, 18th March

SRU Rugby Sevens.



met ju, then to siglap centre to meet charlotte n zaki.
headed down to CCAB to watch marli and the rest in their games.
the hong kong teams were good!
the SRC kicker is gooood. WEET WEET! marli was scum half.
she scored once, maybe more. awesome.
and more then ever i want to do contact.
have a hunch id do better there.
but one step at a time.
where i'm at now is good too, with the tpiranhas.


sunglasses madness with ju! :)

anyways, at 5 was the guy's game.
zaki played. didnt see much action though.
suddenly a swarm of the tp titans came. woah.
eda forced me to ice my ankle.
how weird.
i injured it like 4 days ago, i came to spectate the game
and i have to ice my ankle. HEH.
none the less i had a GREAT time watching the green shorts play.
known to me and ju best as "harmonica!" lol.
charlotte says he's called "abdul", though he's ang mo.
i like his face. like the abit blur face. but i like.
baby boy face.
bonus was when he took off his shirt, not too bad body.
ifa drooled too! LOL. but i dont like that pelvic line thing.
its like a g-string groove. LOL!
whats more, he plays well. he makes it look effortless and un-painful.
wow.

after that i left with eda, ju, vie and ifa to meet sya and ad in town.
ate at chaya in far east.
had 'bitchy' 'read between the lines' 'stupid ass' fun.
bumped into lela!
walked about town thinking where to head next.
arab street it is!
over coffee and tea and sesha. once again i didnt dare try. LOL.
taught them how to play polar bear.
at first like WTH is the objective of the game.
then they got addicted!! LOL.
IFA ALWAYS THE MURDERER. and shes a convincing one.
but vie power. she was the only one who was able to turn the votes around against her
and convince them to keep her in the game and that ifa was the killer.
lawyer power.
after that it was to home.
sya drove ifa to the old library bus stop.
then me home.
then eda persuaded vie to follow her to pasir ris to take bus 51 all the way back to bishan. LOL.
great day.



and that's that.
this week to come:
- sup paper
- class chalet