is this what u want

i'll admit it now.
i can never find it in me to forgive u.
its nothing money can fix,
though i never possibly figured out what the price tag could ever be.
there. that took me a year to say it.
get it clear daddy dearest.
yes you were the one who picked me up when i cried all through my 18 years.
and i thought i'd owe you more then my life.
yet with one simple phonecall, reality screamed to me what we really mean to you.
needless to say just myself, one person.


and now i know, it became evidently clear,
that i owe u nothing.
we're even.
was this what you wanted?