can you feel my heart

hello to the red eyed zombie, me.
guess my eyes have really taken a toll on a whole body's immune system.
its giving me frequent migrains, not to mention short term attention span.
and its made fatigue my bestfriend.

on the way to school today i was rather ammused to something i saw.
in the train, there was a couple in front of me.
so the girl was leaning on the guy's shoulder right, nothing out of the ordinary
only thing was that the guy had his index and middle finger placed on her wrists,
and he constantly glanced at his watch.
was he actually counting her heartbeat?
hmmm.
maybe its the new way to express one's immense love for the other,
by checking to see if the other's heart beats twice as fast whenever with that person.
(ok that sounded messy)
and the guy just had a silk smile on his face, as if he enjoyed every beat of her heart as she gracefully leans onto him.
in some sadistic way, i think its rather romantic.
for the guy to savour every beat of his lover's heart and breathe.
it was almost like he could have lived in that moment, forever.
only thing was that i wished he'd hadn't pair his faded camo green pants with yellow chuck taylors. -_-"

so the boys are having a friendly with themselves later, or so i've heard.
might wanna go back to tp just to take a look see at how some of them play, esp the newbies.
or i might hit the gym with shimo, who's kindly invited me to join her and offered to bring for me gym gear since i've already left the house when she asked me along.
oh well.
i just so wish i could gorge out my eyes and sock them in pure refreshing water.
i havnt ate since my goreng pisang (which was yuck) yesterday evening, and i'm famished!
and i'm going going gone to eat. YES AH.

laters.