faith

Matthew 7:7 -Ask, Seek, Knock
"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you"

when i came here, i lived with my uncle donny and his family.
soon after, i found a house just infront of my uni.
i rang them up, but because i was too far and it was late,
i didnt turn up, moreso i lost the contact number.
4 days later, i plucked a number off the noticeboard again.
it rang, and it was the same person.
i went to view the place, and got a room.
perfectly just in front of the uni, with good rent.

my aunt said, that room was meant for me.
soon enough, i began to see why.

turns out the landlord and my uncle and the family are old old friends,
with very extensive mutual circle of friends between them.
and the lady of the house, who talks alot to me,
will occasionally preech and share with me her intamate moments,
with god.

we one day, while i was cooking myself lunch,
got to talking about saints, and then lost items.
and she quoted me that verse,
which now makes alot of sense, especially after all thats been happening to me.
funnily enough, this was just before my things started going missing.

and i think its just very, suiting for me now.
like a message, apart from the feeling i get that
its not my time or place to be here now,
but a message, and a calling back to faith.
i know i have been away for so long,
too long i dont know my way back.

and all this ties back to faith, strength and belief.
the want to find, you must first seek into the unknown.
the strength to ask, and then believing you'll recieve it someday.
its just significent in my current journey of growth and
self discovery and exploration.

so i'm getting new ink.

to remind me.

(and yes, this side of me does exist sometimes, just not very often so its shocking!)

Matthew 7:7 -Ask, Seek, Knock

"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you."