first grade

running up and about today wasnt fun,
esp without an identity, quite literally.
and money.

so getting it reported was a bitch.
esp when people arnt sympathtic or helpful.
can you believe my uni security said when i called them to report
"so what do you want me to do?"
how about for starters, your job?

so yes, even after filling the loss report form,
all the lady did was say
'ok we'll notify you if anything turns up'
and sits back at her desk to type.
so much for aussie friendliness and warmth hey?
(maybe its the spring)

and my breaking point was when i tried getting money out from the bank.
doesnt he understand MY WALLET WAS STOLEN.
i have NO CARD and NO ID and NO MONEY.
why dont you help me when ur in the position to?

i went to the international office to look for help and guidence.
and i saw nicholas.
and i couldnt help it, frustration got the better of me when almost automatacally tears welled up in my eyes and fell like bullets.
not streamed, but fell.
its just frustration to have that dark cloud thundering on my head.
baby, its raining raining.

i guess that was my brief vent of not very satisfying tears.
but it felt better to feel release.
for this and other things, jerk.

managed to rush for my student card to be made.
the IT guy refused to make me one because i have to pay $10 replacement
or have a polive report number for FOC replacement.
but see, the vicious cycle began when my wallet was stolen
and i have NO MONEY and i need my card for money
and the police phone line is busy and i havnt been able to get through
and my test needs the student id and i have no time to go to the station personally.
so yes
after much persuasion, initial battering of eyelids to not so amused smirks,
i got it, FOC.
and got through the police, not so FOC because of being on hold for FOREVER.

so i got my money out. CHECK.
rent money, CHECK.
just not so much money for groceries.
usually shop with my card and stock up for the week.
but my card comes in 2 weeks.

hopefully out of all this, i get to save some money and not overspend,
on drinks especially.


and mainly, today was my first graded test
for chemistry.
i was READY STEADY.
but when i reached the end of the paper,
i had NO TIME.
so i pretty much for certainly gave away like 7marks at least.
and that sucks

oh well, rest and relac tonight,
back to the books (did i say back or start) tmr on.
next test on friday.
and no one knows wtf is going on? HAHAH


thank god for donated beers.