smashin 18th!

finally legally legal!!!
and everything went swell.
i'd like to start off to say thanks to everyone
who's been a part of my 18th bday celebration,
as well as those who've graced the pages of my lifebook of 18 years
this 18th has made up for the wait for a perfect birthday,
not to mention the episode of the 16th birthday.
(note: pictures will be up soon)

DAY 1 OF PARTY
18th january 2006
so it was the bbq on wednesday.
i skipped school just to get things ready and all.
thanks to ruby, cheryl, sze min and nina who helped,
lu as well.
those who made it:
ruby, cheryl, sze min, lu, nina, russell, wesley, audrey, hui ting, syrina, sarah, si lin, tiffany poi, brenda, bradford, mumtaz, melissa, aisyah, shalyn, carmen, dee, az, sup, nurul, shimo, ad, aisyah aka ice, marli, eda, siti k, nigel, patrick, sham, bee wee, gale, ifa, charlotte, zaki, ungku, farij, andy, jeremy, javin, andy, melissa, mag, farisi, bullu 1 azhar, bullu 2 hannan, bladwin, timothy, felix, sean paul.

everyone ate, drank and was merry. i hope! :)
midnight came and yes, 18 officially.
the fire was sloooooow.
lucky i bought like cooked satay n fried rice.
and wesley stepped up to help fry some food first.
phew.
to think that all the beer was finished!
sean, pat, sham n beewee stayed till 6++!!
nina stayed over.
we played silly games!
like we had to pick out animal biscuits from the bag (which lu gave me)
and u have to dirnk accordingly.
e.g. if u get an animal with fur, DRINK
sham kept eating his biscuits, the rest we recycle.
we even played like a chinese and malay traslating game,
where someone give english words, and u translate it :)
fun fun funnnnn.
even watched wonderwoman, and days of our lives!!
omg its back on channel 5!!
but at the wee hours of the morning DAMN!

after that they all left, sean went to the hospital to get his mc.
he came back after, stayed over.
he n nina fell sick! LOL
and we found out why he took mc! HAHAH!!!!!
then it was to school.
open house is madness.
if i know i wear shirt n shorts, they playing touch.
had entrepreneurship class, learnt how to use ProE compliments of durian king
and then, OUR FIRST OCNTACT TRAINING!!!
weet weet!
IT WAS FUN FUN FUN SHIT!!
the only con was the itchy pitch that we were stuck with due to the upcoming soccer ips in our feild, leaving it out of bounds
then it was makan at habibi with lu, bladwin, jeremy, melissa and alan
i went comando coz i didnt bring a change of underwear!! OOPS

DAY 2 OF PARTY
21st january 2006
PIMPS AND WHORES @ COCOLATTE!
saturday night and i'm all decked out in black, like a gothic slut of something.
flagging for a cab was hilarious, esp since there was no cabs stopping.
stuck out fishnetted legs, ass, boobs u name it. LOL.
didnt work!
anyway those who made it!
lu, tiffy, russell, felix, nina, chris, nurul, fizah her cuz, zach, willson, ungku!, sean the tummy, andy, jeremy, alan, marli, azlina, ad, ad's aunt, ashlee(?), gale, sze min (pls bring ur id next time!), amy, timo, xiao ping & friends. and budi and some of the wicked boys, and arnel and friend.
and prolly some others who i didnt see coz i was K.O.ed!! omg.
earlier then expected!
prolly due to fatigue from the open house the whole day, and hunger, and dehydration.
i came up with the conclusion that dehydration was the cause of my goneness.
you see, with how much i drank, i didnt need to pee. even when i woke up at 4pm the next day.
soooo. with dehydration. the alcohol quickly took the place of water, thus its effect was faster.
hunger and fatigue aggregated it further.
not to mention the 4 shots complemements of coach marli and dear ad. :/
but none the less within that short time i had fun.
shaking my ass, dancing n all.
as well as teaching sean the tummy how to dance, ungku too ;)
i still have blanks as to what happened last night.
according to him i kept pinching, n biting . *oops*
but i know he likes it. RIGHT. heh heh.
anyway he carried me down the stairs of cocolatte,
and he emphesized that alan had to take over to carry me into a cab.
his excuse was that ppl blocked the way, and his arm gave way,
not coz i heavy or he not as strong. :)
and he said getting out of the cab was another challenge.
he carried me all the way into bed.
my hero. too bad i couldnt show him allll my toys, pity.
anyway lu said i tried to kiss her! LOL
ya ya ya. dont bluff.
my lips no warm and tingly ok!
woke up at 4pm, feeling like i wanted to be taken care of.
my head felt heavy, my stomach n heart empty. and body warm and jelly.
my back is still aching!
i need somebody to love me, hold me, kiss me, save me, feed me until i explode and give me the remote control.


this 18th, i'm grateful for everyone who took me through it.
it all became clear what i'm fighting to stay in existence for.
its the adverse effect of warmth that strikes the deepest corner of my heart.
and i cant imagine how my 21st birthday's gonna be like!