who care enough about you, to make no room of time for you to feel miserable.
and bring to life all the fun in the world.
and i'm thankful. deeply.
so today had a project meeting.
yes on a damn saturday.
but we have to get it over and done with.
woke up like an hour after my alarm rang.
suppose to meet fauzie, din and andy at 12noon.
oh oh, mad rush, but lucky they called to say they'll be late.
phew.
and we reached tampines at the same time.
headed to macs for lunch first.
i tried the fan-tastic beef burger.
not too bad, only that they put the beef to one side.
and stupid din keep saying the purple veg was onions -_-"
next time i'll bring you to NTUC, ok.
and din kept showing off his gay tendencies.
even my magic eraser said so.
and as seen here when he sits next to ____,
when fauzie rejected him. oh my.
carried on with the project.
but before that.....
oh my, i like just had my menses, could feel it.
and great what a day to forget to bring my tampons.
and andy is the sweetheart who went with me to buy them!
hehe, lucky he's my "bf".
we discussed the difference a difference between a pad and tampon.
LOL.
surprisingly it wasnt awkward for either of us.
or so it seems.
back to project time.
didnt go too badly i felt.
the most productive thus far.
still alot of fine tuning.
jia you fauzie! dont give up yet :)
din left first,
we headed to play pool.
warming up for me was losing to fauzie.
after that andy and fauzie lost to me :)
hail hail.
i kept tripping on my bag! :( hmmpf
but it was GOOOOOT!
goot? hehe.
after that we went to popular to get andy's file,
coz his is broken.
chicken little jigsaw puzzle is cute!
i needed $1 change!
because its the attack of the capsule machines! :)
but the popular lady dont wanna give me :(
nvm, lucky i got 2, andy and fauzie have 1 each.
so pissed off that the alice in wonderland one didnt work!!
#$^@#$^%!!!
but chicken little and the monster's inc one did just fine.
anyway, we went to toys'r'us too.
FISHERPRICE HAS THE COOLEST BABY TOYS!!!
i wished i had those kinda toys, their way cool!
anyway we spent like a loooong time there.
i'm in love with fisherprice i swear!
i love their peek-a-blocks,
like blocks with cute animals inside em,
which rattles, move yadder.
and they have balls even, and the animals rotate!
way cool!
and u can buy like the playground to play them in.
WAY COOL!!
i want!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
esp the rolly polly playground. way cool.
i bought me a set of blocks! :)
6 blocks to be exact.
so cute. cant wait to play.
after that when i was about to play,
i saw 2 kids playing with some kinda 'claws' thingys.
and they were using them to claw on the sesame street toys.
LOL.
the boy got shy and left when i said i wanted to play.
the girl kept playing with me.
transfering the toys into the other cage.
cheap thrills steph.
and she gave me her teddy bear, which i sat nicely on a tower of toys.
then i found a hand puppet.
i put the 'claw' in the puppet.
and moved it, WOO HOO!
lol
cool.
then she "no no no no"
she took it out, and put it on,
and she say "hello" with puppet elmo.
then i say back "hi, i gotta go"
and she "waved bye bye"
and i gave her back her bear, which "elmo" took.
and as i was paying for my blocks, she came back with elmo,
and elmo kissed me on the cheek!
so sweet that girl!!!! i cant wait to have kids.
then i can buy them the coolest toys,
and play with them too. (i mean my kids and toys.)
and she came back once again, without elmo this time,
but her bear gave me another kiss. AWWWWWWW
definately was the cherry on the ice cream of the day.
then we went to the bag shop to do a lil "research"
btw tampines mall's courts smells like tutu.
after that we went to centuary square to check out movie timings.
wanted to watch wallace and gromit, but fauzie had already watched it.
so we decided on, THE DARK!
woo hoo.
and big andy was scared!! LOL.
the whole time we eating also he looked so scared.
preparing for the worse.
he wanted to share chicken rice,
but i refused wait he eat all the food.
LOL
just kidding la oinky.
but he really bought seperate.
fauzie had lor mee. (mee lor! LOL)
talked alot of bullshit.
andy want "hamburger? :)"
took alots of photos with andy's phone.
he misses lu, awwww.
then me and fauzie found out andy's skill,
or time management! LOL.
it struck us that when i'm with andy, lu's not around,
and vice versa.
no wonder he can juggle 2 "gfs",
but too bad, lu broke up with u already andy! LOL
then it was to the cinema,
suddenly very quiet.
but we had a discussion, regarding me saying i want to go for breast reduction.
dont laugh yet.
i feel it makes me look fatter then i already am,
and also, like alot of clothes i cannot wear, because they fit funny.
its like having a big bum and small waist and not being able to stuff the goodies in jeans.
same logic.
and andy argued that guys will love you more coz its something extra.
UNTRUE!!
its like saying if a guy is rich and the girl loves him,
loves him or his money?
its something extra what.
then the boy fell silent,
and acted smart by saying "then find a nice boy la"
LOL, DUH.
movie time!
and i didnt know sheep were scary.
andy kept jumping in his chair throughout the movie,
it made the scary, unscary!! LOL
i swear he's a good horror movie buddy!
final destination 3!! and cry wolf!!
great shows coming out!
(which reminds me, anyone has saw 2 the movie?! i missed it! :( hur hur )
and ANDY! i'm watching them with you, CHOP!
anyway the show was dumb.
the story line is lame.
i still dont get it till now.
but poking fun at andy was FUN! :)
esp for fauzie who literally poked andy throughout the jumps. LOL
and WOO HOO!
mary chia which just opened at centuary square are gonna find flowers missing from their "congrats" wreaths. LOL
who ask them stupid to close shop and leave them all outside.
i took like 3 roses.
1 of which looked rotten so i threw it away.
but so pwetty the flowers. free somemore. lol
sometimes i can't help but think i have good photography skills. LOL
if only i have a proper camera other then my phone :(
anyway while waiting for the bus, me and fauzie kept taunting big andy.
and telling him not to call either of us when he scared late at night. LOL
bus 38 came, then home it was.
it was a great great day.
got home, shivering.
had fun with my toys,
and taking pictures of em.
lol
and was on the phone with farij who was whispering half the time.
bird went to shell to get chips.
yes eat again.
went to bed at like at 2?
so far, the new year's been bitter sweet.
i dont know if my loss was bigger then my gain?
but i like the warm feeling of having new friends to keep in my life.
i hope good keeps up.
anyway i dont know if its just me,
but sometimes songs are tied into certain people in you life,
or maybe periods of your life.
for example, like how "going crazy" reminds me of ken, and emotions along with it.
was listening to "where are you" by natalie before i fell asleep.
and the last thing on my mind was you.
and the surpressed hurt i'm trying to convince myself otherwise of.
trying to remember the good over the bad is not easy.
and how throughout the day, how i've heard nothing from you.
all the more reason i feel like walking away.
hopefully everything smells sweetly as roses now,
and no more thorns.
and no more messy hair and eye bags. :/
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