back to work.

freaking shagged.

back to work today, day 1.
i dont know anyone there!
except for shirley cashier, and mas nino's.
working full. fizah and dina
i miss them so.
got to know afew and abit abt the other girls.
floor was boring.
fit was mad.
customers are evolving into bitchy people.
leaving their clothes they tried in the fitting rooms.
#(*&$@^#%!!!
so what if have GEMS and what fuck.
doesnt give them the ticket to be inconsiderate.
fuckers.
and its true,
working around clothes too much,
makes u want to blow ur first pay cheque on most of the stuff there.
help me. sponsor me : )
trained home with siti and fizah.
glanced past a picture of you and me.
and yes, i miss u a very little bit.
but i miss being massaged more.
i missed being kissed. LOL.
i miss being given flowers.
i miss being free.
and now i'm having a mindphuck.
where i'm just numb, but aching all through my body.
and my mind's a heavy lump of mud.
but not as heavy as my eyes and eyebags.
oh my achy breaky back.

tmr got game with the blacks.
i better take a looooong nap
im uber shagged.
and i'll just snore myself to sleeeeeeep .

gdnight.