i dont want to have to pay for mistakes,
that wasnt mine to make.
and i know the rainbow wouldn't last forever.
i just never knew it to be this fast.
everytime i act like wonderwoman.
from trying to carry loads of stuff at one shot just so i need no make a second trip,
to building a wall in my head, and welling in my mind,
thoughts that i am invincible and nothing can break me.
but who am i kidding.
it dont even take a bulldozer to remove the foundation of my wall.
so now im crumbling under the rubble.
isolated in an environment that once was second nature.
people, who once were second nature.
familiar faces have evolved to backs, walking away.
correct me if i'm wrong, but it just says alot not about me,
but those who's left behind the weak, strengthless to even cry.
is it better or worse, that i call you my friend?
its alright, you have somewhere else better to be.
yes, the rainbow doesnt last forever.
and somehow i have lingering feeling in my bones,
that something bad is going to happen.
nothing to do with me, but just, something bad.
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