stitched

finally i get an off yesterday!
and YES monday.
means RUGBY DAY!

went early, met lu at the bus stop with plans to gym
she got mea red bull
so tweet.
by the time we got to school,
we didnt gy,
instead we did 1 and 2 with zaki, alan and char.
by 6++ warm up game, then warm up as usual.
lateral passes and then working on defence.
so had to have live crashing attack.
and after a few rounds,
i went to take a touch a suria, when i somehow tripped over he boot while splitting to the side.
and i flew forward on all fours.
went again towards the side of the feild,
till nurul said stop,
"clean that off first, at the boot scrub"
i looked down. OMFG!!
blood till my socks!
i ran to the toilet, knowing full well the bootscrub water was leftover rainwater -_-"
by then the blood reached my boots.
plonked my thunder thigh onto the sink while splashing water onto my wound.
i could have pissed myself with the sound of the water.
i still didnt even feel pain.
had to squeeze the cut together so i could use the twisers to remove 2 impalled grass blades in it.
ive never seen vie freak out like this ever.
and i remembered how haha said she doesnt like talking in toilets coz of germs.
heh .
anyway ruby was a darling who kept helping me wash and apply cream and all.
the bleeding stopped, i sat at the side while they did drills.
marli thought i fell on my own, the clumsy style-a-way.
after that they did a try-line defence drill kinda thing.
thats when i joined in,
after the lovely haha bandanged my wound up tight tightly.
even got to play in the 10 mins of game after, weee!
oh well, thurs im not able to make training.
got chance i wont get to play on sat though ive got off.
PFFFT.
and someone kinda ruffled my feathers.
but i wont say much, due to the fact that ive gotten over it,
and i know where my time and effort should be invested in now.
i wont say as much about it, if not itd just be on the same level.

mummy came to pick me up,
and she says need stitches.
i know she means well, but could she have spoken to me better?
like as if i want to fall and want to have this cut and want to have an ugly scar.
though i still doubt it needs stitches.
what do u think?

got to the hospital by 10.
i swear its not me knee that needs stitches,
its my heart.
never have i felt much coldness before.
and i still dont comprehend why hospitals paint their walls green.
like those sickly green when they are suppose to make people feel, unsickly.
first i had to take some anti-rust jab
which i swear the nurse just jabbed my muscle or something, it still hurts BTW .
then to the operation theathre to wait.
mummy went to floss her teeth. thanks la. left me alone.
so i made friends with an indian uncle who was waiting to get stitched also
only thing is he was still bleeding!
ok so yes. long wait.
and OMFG. the anasthetic was BLOODY PAINFUL LA.
i swear the needle prolly extended to the core of my knee on the cut itself :(
darn pain .
and he could still use the needle to poke poke my leg to test if it hurts.
it didnt but NEED YOU DO THAT!
and i swear when he snipped that bit of skin off blood squirted,
not that i saw, but after it was done, i saw a blood line. heh.
didnt feel much, but i could feel when he thugged on the thread.
6 stitches! gawd
bride of frenkenstien!

yes children. be kind to your knees,
ud never know when you're going to miss them.
its so freaaaaaaaaakin hard to walk when this knee.
always at the back of my mind im soooo afraid to rip my stitches.
SO SO AFRAID.
next day working full shift somemore.
wednesday clubbing somemore.
terror.
take care knee!
and stephaknee.

thankew to the concerned people!
made everything a lil less painful and barable.