high.

darn tired la.
can fall asleep standing.
i think my sleep clock is really screwed up.
and it choses the worse time to act up.
i'm having trouble sleeping.

every saturday is a stl game.
and without fail on friday nights,
no matter how early i get into bed,
i just roll and toss and turn.
IT FISHING SUCKS.

todays game was alright.
my virgin try this STL season.
she fell for my fake, and the gaps on both sides were quite big.
second break through from a quickie and their offside,
though i didn't get support.
i think my legs sleeping. i felt like i was a tortoise. HA!
my favourite was the last try.
it was on the 5M mark, and i held the ball for abit,
and initially i decided to dump on the 5, but nooo.
i drifted to the left, and from that created a 3 vs 2 situation,
and then fast hands to the winger lorain to score. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOP woop.
it was just, inciatiable.
(i know i spelt that wrongly)
yes, i'm still overwhelmed with excitement so i'm rambling on about the game.
BUT its a great come back from last week.
13-0, TPIRANHASssSsssSssSSss.
though its a bigger test to see if we can keep things up as a team.
good going girls! :) :) :) :)
XOXOXOXOXO!!!!

contact training was brief. basically just passes.
for about 40 mins and we were done
they had a game after,
anyway the turnout was terrible,
just rania, kate, ruby and i.
we stayed to watch the bucks margarita's game,
(my mistake from the initial post, kami's from margaritas, not mohitos)
there was a damn bottle on the official's table, labeled,
cream susu kambing.
translation: cream of goat's milk.
WTF.
and bryan was saying he put some on his calf. HEH!
oh well, it did smell like deep heat.
and we met 2 boys, daniel and anthony.
they're sooooooooooooooooooooo adorable.
they caught a gecko! HEH
though i still have my suspicion that its a gecko.
i swear its a serpant. like a little snakc with legs. eww.
it freak the shit out of me of corse.
but they're so brave.
and we kept giving them suggestions on what to name it.
onto the field we went to watch the game.
i enjoyed rather, the little chat i had with ruby,
about my dating woes.
i love ruby. she makes people feel special. and loved. and good enough. :)
especially with insecure steph.
but i guess what she had to say made sense. i kinda felt that way but it wasnt for me to say,
that perhaps guys think i'm intimidating?
or high maintenance?
or a bitch.
or just goofy?
or demanding?
or they just leave me out of their league coz they label me as out of their league.
arghhhhhhh.
and she said i'm looking in wrong places.
maybe i should check under rocks. :)
perhaps that's how i become a mat magnet?
enligten me.
after that we spent the rest of the first half comparing and complaining about bellys.
sushi dinner at home for steph!
bird had laksa and she couldnt stop laughing with the cheeseball joke abt it i made. HEH/
her turn to be hooked on prison break ;)

i could do with a relationship,
someone reliable to rely on,
and be goofy with me
and pig out in front of the tv with mr ben and miss jerry,
and then tahan my whining about me being fattttt.
and getting caught in the rain with
and to carry the umbrella. :)
and argue over what movie to watch or who turn it is to turn off the lights.
and lends me his sweater though he's shivering his balls off.
it'll be nice.
but i can do without.
i'm pretty content at where my life is.


i hope clubbing today's fun.
to make up for the sober ladies night this wednesday.
let's disco babeh!