home

''its good to see everyone so happy''
as they sang the song 'home' by micheal bubble,
everyone seem to beam in slow motion,
exuberant with smiles and laughter,
the light in their eyes,
just on extascy of life's finest moments of the warmth of love;
but yet a feel a heavy storm brewing in the pit of my heart.
tonight, i just want to cry.
i maybe surrounded by a million people
but i still feel all alone.
i want to go home,
where i can picture you, right there next to me.

the pouring rain masked my emotions
as i sat in the cold taxi
intoxicated by the smell of rain, yearning for warmth
eager for the next message to come in.
its nothing we both can do.
and i know why you just can''t come along with me,
its not your dream,
but you'll always believe in me

i miss you

and i've been keeping all the messages,
each one line or two
"i'm fine baby, how are you?"
i would send them, but i know its not enough
my words are just cold and flat,
and you deserve more then that.

i'm just too far, from where you are
i wanna come home.