MID WEEK!

so this week has been going, alright.

week started with lunch with taz at bugis.
billy bombers.
and taz, be honoured you're the first (and only) guy i bought lunch for.
and stop feeding me with lies!
antelope's eyelashes?!??! wtf.
went for my vox interview, thought it went ok.
asked so many personal questions.
after that we went for a coffe before taz headed to work,
and i to meet tim and felix at city hall for abit,
before heading off to training.
training was awesome!
my ball is great.
just when we got onto the pitch, the rain came in,
and oh my godness,
i forgot how orgasmic like it was to play in the rain.
its like, gatorade.
loooong warm shower at home,
after desperate housewives,
and PONK k.o.

tuesday = bodyaching day.
went for project meeting in the morning.
thought it would last longer, i brought my training stuff.
then DENG DENG, 1 pm end.
i was soooooooooo tired, i thought id head home for a nap nap.
only to wake up at 6.45. GREAT.
oh well, dilema solved.
though i think perhaps i wanted to be there,
for myself.
coz i havnt given up on me yet,
amongst everything else.

and i had a weird dream. nice, but weird.

wednesday was the cca merit awards,
which was soooooooooo long and draggy.
i met shimo, then we met ifa.
presentations this year was less professional.
after getting our awards, shimo and i left to sit outside.
awaiting for the buffet tables to open seseame :)
the food was alright, i gobbled it down, before heading to uwc for training
couldnt escape this one. well, good to know that im somewhat needed.
reached there late, but WOOOHOO it was great to see numbers!
new and old faces,
and some from SRC.
esp since we're player sharing.
it made training more efficeint in a way,
that drills make more sense.
abit draggy and not as much gets done,
but it was good seeing many many pple ;)
cabbed back to the east in my stinky stinky get up after.
showered and headed to naomi's.
I'M PICTIONARY QUEEN I SWEAR.
ho ho ho.

weird dream #2, continuation of the first kinda,
weirder.

and i think i got rejected by vox. HA.
depressing la.
i just dont know where else to apply.
oh well.
lets see what today brings.
i'm on a constant tuesday thursday dilema.
because i'm just, unsure.
and i hate being unsure.
like how i'm unsure if my mum will let me have the keys,
after seeing how i CAN DRIVE, and how i drove myself to bugis on monday,
and that she'll be away for the weekend and that instead of letting the car rot at home,
SHE SHOULD LET ME DRIVE
:(

i sometimes wish people would trust me enough
to know that i know what i'm doing,
or that i'm trying,
so meet me halfway.
coz these are the things that leaves me crushed.