good or bad?

i had a bad dream last night.
felt so real, but i wish it not be.
is it a sign, or a signal?
whatever it is, let it just stay a dream.

woke up early for business stats lecture.
after that had brunch at business park.
i swear the vegetarian stall is the best.
no queue and i ust paid $1.40 for my food :)
weet weet!
after that had comm skills group meeting with mr chris.
GOODNESS SAKES!!
zip up ur pants!!!! :S
omg omg omg.

walking towards the sports complex,
a big gigantic fat red ant crawled in between my toes.
i was so terrified of it biting my toes!!!
so i balanced on one foot and tried desperately to fling it out, gingerly.
it didnt help that i had my laptop in my bag :S.
so i was an unbalanced fool on one foot slopping to one side,
STILL WITH THE ANT WeDGED IN MY TOES!!
lu the savior "kutied" it off easily.
she couldnt have saved me earlier, instead she took joy in seeing the clown do a balancing stunt.

after that i went home.
my next class was at 6, no way was i going to stay in school from 1300 till then.
slept at home, like a log.
got all the sleep that i lacked the night before.
got up at 515 got my training gear and took a bus to school.
sociology lecture was a bore,
but the videoclip he played was nice.
as usual i cannot find my group
only saw a handfull of people from my class
after that had training.
expected it to be worse then mondays.
but surprisingly it was easier to cope with this time.
focused on defence, part 2 of assesments by marli.

my group could have done better then they did.
there was so much more the could have offered but held back.
sigh.
anyway i thought i could have given more of me too.
it was only a 90% effort
ho hum.
last game was played with the guys.
it was an overal much better game for everyone.
after that had a review of our goals made a month ago
the group was quiet.
as in, not everyone voiced their views.
hey is this what you call being part of a team?
voices shouldnt only come out from the same few.
it is painfully frustrating to hear the silence of some.
all in all, training ended at 10+
we decided we were still working for the same goals.
so what if RP invited the unis to play coz they didnt want to lose to us,
i mean it is easier to say they lost to unis then to another poly.
anyway, who knows.
we're training hard, we might earn that gold.
at least i'm not prepared to give up as yet.
if only the rest of the girls would ironise their wills.

by the time i showered finish everyone was gone.
am i that slow?
caught up with dee and we went for dinner.
bee hoon tom yam please!
then we ust chit chatted about life and the team and stuff.
i miss talking to her
like heart to heart.
its just refreshing.
hopped into a cab by 2340.
reached home barely before midnight.
so uberly shagged out i just went to sleep.

hopefully good dreams will come this time.