Tuesday, November 15, 2005

"ice your ankle"

dad came to pick me up for school
left my laptop with him for him to configure somethings
like microsft office and some anti-virus.
went for comm skills, our group went first.
somehow i'm still unclear of what i need to do
i feel like ive got nothing to contribute.
after class, who should decide to call, but daddy dearest.
"how am i suppose to do your computer when you put a password"
OOPS.
omg i so shy, especally since my password is a not-so-nice word.
after giggles, i went "AS-SWI-PE" and tailed off with more giggles.
didnt help that he repeated it just to confirm.
anyway after reading this you can try as you may
to enter to any of my profiles with that password
but smarty pants stephy changed it all already. LOL

went for principles of management lecture,
basically just had fun la.
was drawing on my books,
lu made for me a 'springy' nametag thing.
headed to ITAS to packet food then to the sports complex is was to catch the game
between NP and RP
NP won of corse. but the ref was a cock-head-and-a-half.
stupid the way he ref.
can't wait to watch tomorrow's match!

after that it was training.
poor lu puked out the meepok.
tsk. maybe nash spat inside.
i feel that the whole sense of urgency was picking up initally,
and now it's all gone down the drain, together with what we've learnt.
and this un-urgentenss rubs off. i feel that i've slackened quite abit too.
and what a time that steph choses to be a clumsy tart.
during a drill i somehow lost balance and my ankle took the full impact.
same ankle.
hurts like a BITCH!!
was grabbing the ground! moaning like a cow.
but it was such a nice feeling to see that though the girls were concentrated on their drills,
they still could look over with the look of concern beaming in their eyes.
awwww!
when they had their water break they just came over,
with water, with love, with each other
so touching.
marli made me lie down and elevate my ankle.
and she refused to let me join back training!!! :(
i kept bugging her to
she say see her mood on how the girls performed.
that gave me hope that i can re-join
more so when she was picking out the groups
she picked me last, and said
"you, on the side."
hur hur.
i couldnt help it, i just teared.
its already bad enough that the last week's training was not as productive for me
though i was able to identify what i need to work on
that now this training is a wasted chance for me to impletment different objectives.
bad enough that i had to sit out the drills, she lead me on to think that later can play
then never! stupid ankle.
but i swear it wasnt painful at all!!
only that initial like 3 minutes?!
bleah.
lucky the girls were supportive, so i obliged and sat at the side
with the old farts and insects and dewdrops.
showered and daddy came to pick me up.
I'VE GOT MY LAPTOP BACK FORM HIM!! YAY.
and he collected my free webcam, and mouse, and headset and massager.

but then hor, cannot connect from my room! :(((((((
so its to the third floor with the normal modemn connection, bleah.
once connected, nothing was stopping me...
from...
playing webcam!!!!
was online having a video conversation with adrian!
till like, 2+am?
woahhh.
and throughout the whole time
i kept getting tlc.
"ice your ankle" demanded marli, nagged ad, smsed charlotte, shimo, lu and dee.
even sya msned me to.
so sweet.
though it really was not pain.
i love this bunch of people.
that's part of thea reason why i'm still going on.
not only for my interests, but also to not have their 'investments' in me wasted.



i'm sleeping well tonight.

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