sunday morning.

*video containing entry!*

hey hey so its all done!
my blog template is at last completed!! :)
had to re-do it from scratch.
stayed up till 6am!!! goodness.
but its all good.
i've finally graduated from being a HTML IDIOT!

woke up at 1300 but the superman, bird and her humps.
check out the video.
she kept playing that song from her phone and shook her ass.
joined her soon after.
fun way to get up i might add.
after that mum came into my room.
talked abit while we lazed in bed,
me and bird kept poking fun at her english. :)
had lunch.
sorta talked about what we want to do this christmas.
still dont have any good plans. bleah.
and then mummy asked.
"why do you want to get married by 23?"
errrr. errrr.
*stumped*

after that we put up the christmas tree!!!
yay.
immediate dose of christmas excitement,
yet i'm apprehenive somehow.
had touble with the stand, took awhile to put it in place.
dust was in the air as me and bird frayed out the leaves.
*achoo*
the tree was up, lights were twirled round togerther with the string of beads.
and who's the fool who only bought 2 GARLANDS?!?!?!!
i'm sure its enough. PFFFFT!!
oh boy i had sooooOOOoooo much fun putting up the tree,
especially when you have to put it up YOURSELF.
*rolls eyes*
but it looks great as always since steph did it.
oh man.
by the time the tree was done it was like 1625.
looks who's 'study weekend' plans are burnt?
so much for wanting to even go to church today.
goodness.

i cleared my room!!!
had to especially since i'll be having a V.I.G. come dec.
(pssst! its not santa)
managed to sort out all my school material,
last sem and this sem.
took me an hour and a half to be able to see my table and bed again.
by then the two younger sisters were leaving the house to go to expo.
to check out the prices of the stuff they have at the computer sale.
steph on the other hand,
took her time in the shower.
because she has got a muruku buffet appointment!! :)

off to ju's!!
lu was still bottomless so she just navigated me to her window
(just think romeo and juliet)
she came down and took me to the next block.
i know they stayed close, but had no idea on HOW CLOSE. *gulps*
ad, nora and jay(?) was already there.
i love ju's punkabi suit! it was gorgeous.
and the food was gooooood.
apart from that one ball pastry thing.
tasted funky, couldnt finish it
so i hid it under the chicken bones and a capsicum slice. *heh*
dee came!
chilled in ju's room.
she had a miniture 'ad' on her bed.
not to mention a giant ant!!
but i could tie its feelers and legs together,
so it ended up being a really fat, bloated snake with ribbons.
and her cupboard is full of saris!
never thought i'd see the day!

after that azlina and yum came,
soon after marli, ida and azlina senior too,
then huda too.
round 2 of food. *gulps*
then sat around, watched ju's small cousin drive her car around.
and her other cousins dancing in the room.
so cute all.

after that we left to tampines mart.
lu bought me some cola+lemon ice cream thingy,
good tongue exercise.
then we all sat at macdonalds.
lu was convinced that the new shaker fries were shakerlicious.
ad disagrees. anyway she got tempted by a nugget meal.
then it was the three of us at the table,
yam, azlina and dee at the other.
me and lu tried guessing ad's chinese name.
we got the "ling" part correct.
after a few guesses we sorta lost our minds.
(i think the more you eat the more kuku you become)
we started pairing up the character "ling" with every chinese word in sight.
the best part is, we didnt plan it.
only after awhile, we noticed both of us were doing the same thing.
great minds of best friends that think alike.
so poor thing, one of your chinese character paired with the chinese name of "mcdonalds"
LOL.
me and lu were laughing histerically like bimbotic witches.
yam: "you all laugh like chee bai* xia."
steph: "chee bai* can laugh?!"
louder round of laughter by the fools.
*chee bai: pussy, cunt, virgina.

even on the way to the carpark we were still at the guessing.
from "ez-LING" to "shao LING" to "cei-LING"
ad was just a good sport to maintain her cool,
though deep down in her heart a fantasy of strangling steph was brewing.
i know!
it even got until "TANG-LING- mall"
(her surname is TONG, in chinese, TANG)
LOL.
and alas lu the smarty got it
it was "shu ling" or "forest" to steph.
lu walked home, azlina went off with her bf,
ad went back to ju's, dee drove me and yum home.
MY ELDER SISTER IS COMING HOME TOMORROW!
and i'm dreading it, heh.
miss whiney the poop will be back.



**
here i am feeling anal and lousy, again.
trying to laugh eveything off.
but my clown facade seems to be weakening.
yes it was great that i had a great time with the tpiranhas babies,
as always.
but i come home broken again.
i know that material things shouldnt be the make up of feelings,
feelings of love, family, unity yadder,
and neither should the ounce of strength depend on it.
but i can't help it.
its like a representative of what you've given me,
in comparision to my sisters.
i know i shouldnt be feeling sore,
i'm all grown up now, it should be different.
but i guess all along no ones bothered to put my feelings in check.
what do i come home to?
my sisters rubbing it in my face,
that mummy dearest got them a brand new $400+++ gadget
when all i got was a $2.50 box of fries.
i dont need anything mum,
i just need for you to say,
that $400++ and $2.50 is the same value.
not only say it mum, but show me.


its the simple things in life we forget.