since you said yesterday that i should stop blogging not-happy stuff.
here goesssssss.
so to tp to study yesterday.
met felix, picked him in cab, headed to mensa for food.
guess what i had? LOL, duh.
thats where i bumped into trev. yup.
after that headed to scout for a spot where we could study,
but the library was just jammed packed.
so we went to the study area in the bus school.
saw celest, long time never see her.
felix dosed off halfway.
syah joined us, and like late lately, audrey and yang ying as well.
they didnt stay long .
we didnt after too.
i just did marketing, alittle though.
at about 6+ we left, mum picked us up, dropped us at bus stops coz she had to go for dinner.
and after long hard persuasion of different people and from different people,
i decided to go clubbing.
yes, I'M GORGEOUS! LOL
ladies night at mos.
felix came over, dropped off his stuff.
left, waited for chong and odi at kembangan.
they suspect that the indian dude on odi's left was watching bollywood porn! : *yelps*
and then they suspect that the guy in front of them was "standing"
figure that out. LOL.
took the NEL towards clarke quay from outram.
when the trained stoped at the first stop, i pushed past felix who was on the phone
and nearly alighted at CHINATOWN.
-_-" BLUR COCK.
even felix on the phone knew it wasnt the stop.
pai seh la. dont laugh.
reached clarke quay, we went to get chop first at mos.
rach and odi went first, me and felix safeguarded our drinks.
then our turn, they gave me 2 pamflet to change for goodie bags.
i changed 1 and they were reluctant to give me the 2nd.
they thought felix wanted it, then he pointed to the girls on the pavement,
"its for my friends"
"DONT BLUFF LA, FOR YOU THEN SAY FOR YOU LA" the big burly bouncer said. LOL.
went in to put my bag, and the goodie bags, and the worst of the worst happened.
A TRANNY APPROACHED US!
and she/he just plonked her/his hand and ramaged through one of the bags.
i thought she/he just wanted to check the contents out.
digging like nobody's business, gold digger! heh.
suddenly she/he struck jackpot! EYELINER DUDE!
and she/he just took it la! that one not so bad, but she/he wanted to kiss felix! ! ! ! !
felix backed up, then she/he wanted to kiss ME!!!!!!!!!
GAWD.
just TAKE IT AND GOOO!!
actually no la. i wanted the eyeliner BACK!
but don't mess with trannys. they ran faster then any girl in heals. :S
tramautized for awhile.
SIGH. that was a good eyeliner.
off to 711 we went, with a quick detour to the atm and macs.
rachel tried to 'take' cups so we could mix our rums.
and she got CAUGHT. Lol. LAMER felt soooooooo proud that he helped his buddy who was working there catch a cup-kappoer
nvm, pay 30cents for cup. chee tots.
sat at the stairs of the longkang where we enjoyed longkang breeze. heh.
let the mixing begin!
we had the malibu with orange juice.
2 cups, one carton and one in the bottle. LOL. each of us had something.
the drink was awesome! minus the pulp la.
decided to finish up the shit rum first, so at least we'll have a good taste in our mouth with the malibu.
so we had shots neatstraigh up from the bottle cap at first then upgrade to bottle itself.
audrey and carol came like, when there was just a can of beer left.
and 7up which no one touched much of.
while drey was gulping the tiger down, she lent me her green eyeliner (was it?)
and i used the calander card in her deck of cards as my piece of paper.
all in ploy of my msg in the bottle.
LOL.
so childish, but i just wrote what my heart was craving for.
a deprate hope that things would go my way? perhaps.
so i scribbled it in doctor's andwritting and shoved it into the bottle,
and felix threw it into the river.
perhaps its like throwing a peice of my heart that has been weighing me down, and still is somehow.
so the 2 headed to gotham to drink, 3 cups i heard (this is relevant for later, HEHE! )
and yes, we went to danceeeeeee!
actually not quite yet.
rach and felix sat at the stairs.
me and odi were going nuts trying to get them to get their asses up and HURRAH!
so we went to the toilet coz stephie needed to pee peee.
and OMG, there was a girl like totally SMASHED. like PASSED OUT serious.
worse shit ive ever seen .
the toilet was all wet, coz im assuming her 2 friends tried to splash her awake.
and she was just, prolly lying on her puke.
she had no strength or sense to just stand up, neither could her friends get her up coz she didnt want to, and coz she started scratching them.
terok as shit, serious.
like a lifeless dugong on the shallow reef.
and according to her friends, she's had only 7 drinks.
tsk tsk.
we went outside, and they still were in the same spot as when we left ah!
and then they moved! but to the pavement. PFFT.
rach sat next to puke, and she didnt even care. GIRL!
they said 2 mins they'll go, and plus plus plus later then they went.
inside was quite packed.
danced abit with em, then went to find ad and the rest in the pack of people.
found them! and joined them for abit.
ju, mag, ad, and their friend from california, sharon.
danced, and felix all came over to our side.
audrey and carol decided to join us.
me and odi, and drey's nose stud and tongue.
we even went up on the podium speaker thing.
odi, rach and me.e
and some irritant bouncer kept flashing a laser at us, FINE WE'LL GET DOWN. geesh.
danced in the jam packed cage.
got to the centre, and i saw matthew! met his friend jac too.
then off i went again, to find rachel, who went to find another audrey.
yes, that audrey that was my kindergaten classmate in OLPS.
yes, when i had my darn bowl haircut.
and they were plonked at the china one stairs. together with audrey's brothers.
suddenly i remembered when she had one of her bday parties when we were younger,
and one of her bro's did a donald duck impersonation.
oh how i want to be a kid again, so young and carefree.
and this is the ugly shot of the day .
ok la, maybe only i look ugly, the 2 still quite ok.
so yup, more sitting down on stairs.
can you see it from our face, that "WE WANNA GO DANCEEE"
went back in, and marli was there! like finally, after donkey years she decides to come.
sujan came too.
zul was there, i cap taking his cap.
it was good to see him again.
he's such a g-uuuuuunit person la.
anyways, didnt stay long with marli they all,
odi needed her bag coz they were leaving, so i checked our stuff out,
and checked drey out outside.
sprawled on the pavement.
saying she puked 2 times already.
then they had FOOD! :)
somehot dog, without the sausage.
but the bread tasted RATHER GOOD,
and i finshed the whole darn thing. HEH
and 1 curry puff, and another half more in the cab.
felix carried audrey, then he couldnt anymore.
so we just put her arms around our shoulders and took her out to put her in a cab .
aiyo ah girl only had 3 drinks! heh.
and she didnt dance much! aiyo audrey ah.
rach odi felix and myself hopped into another cab home.
went pass my OLPS slope. COOL.
i miss my preschool.
reached home, made the room for my princess, checked my AR,
and i got a C+.
work hard steph.
princess came out of the shower, so i went down to sleep.
or rather roll.
i kept rolling the whole way through.
roll till marli called in the morning.
i apologise that i didnt let u guys know i left, my phone was deaddd.
anyways, decided to stop rolling then,
so i got myself up, and went to cook.
i made soup, omelette creepes with mushroom, sausage and cheese, and toasted garlic bread.
quite theraphutic i must say .
princess was awake and i didnt know coz he didnt call.
his phone died to actually. lol.
so i brought him breakfast and we had a battle of worms!
you just won by luck felix qui yi han .
just because of sudden death and the rising tide
i won you that one time by SKILLLLL.
rematch soon. be afraid, be very afraid.
we then had a hell of a laugh over our msn convo with audrey.
secret thing only me and felix and drey know. shhhh.
cheked out my goodie bag,
i quite like the red earth stuff.
my pot of eyeshadow was a lovely shade of brown. YUM.
the eyeliner is 3-in-1. but just my luck i got a GREEN one. DANG de dang.
i want black. hmmpf.
oh well, at least i know what my next purchase will be on.
and to answer my depression over me vs my fats.
SpYxxkEx says: ala why would u weri if ure fat or thin, how would it affect u i ask
★☆ Steph says: self concious
SpYxxkEx says: haha. coz ure mind saes ur fat, ure body n soul have to suffer? sad rite..change ure mentality,,fat aint bad fat means more like to float wen u fall into the pool
SpYxxkEx says:
which is a good thing
LOL. darn cute la.
something that perked my day up.
but just for one last day, let me be emofied.
(sorry trev, i know no more not-happy stuff.
but i just had to. HEH. )
i tried to find my place, and now i know what its not.
so i just have to walk away,
with so many things left unsaid.
you'd never know, coz i can never show.
and this is the end.
except it steph.
it never even began in the first place.
only in your wildest dreams.
here's a resolution i'm letting go.
i just want to be the best person i can be.
and the person i can never be to you.
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