Friday, August 25, 2006

wo bu zhi dao.

i'm not one to pretend.
i don't know how to.
and everytime i decide that i should walk away,
i crave more.
but here i am, only screaming in your face
that i need you to be by me.
stand by me.
and never let me go.

there's so many things i want to tell you,
so little you already know.
how is it i allow my heart to feel this ache,
in a quest that i know, will have no good ending.
if i told you anything, i predict there'll be nothing.
even less then what was there to begin with .
my yearning is strong, my fear of rejection is stronger.
its my heart you're dealing with,
and somehow i dont trust anyone to take care of it.

oh what can i do?
where should i go?
i don't seem to know anything, anymore.

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